a/n: hiya minna san! I'm back with a new and unexpected crappy fic!I don't know, the idea just waved on my mind and said: hey you freaking moron! write me down or i'll shoot your brains. So there, i wrote it.

I'm really sorryI still can't update on who is eiri's star. but, i hope i'll update this month.

Igot inspired by love mode and the fic P is for Pimp -'.

Shuichi's a whore in this one, but before you judge me for writing such a fic, i suggest you read the story first. The question is: CAN YOU HANDLE ENOUGH ANGST AND ROMANCE AT THE SAME TIME?

Chapter 1: Uke Shuichi

"You should've seen him, Hiro. He was the most disgusting man I had ever… argh! I should've refused that contract!"

"Too bad Shuichi, I wasn't there to laugh at you. (Shuichi glared) I mean, comfort you." Hiro said while drinking his beer.

"If it really wasn't for money…" Shuichi continued and crumpled his pink and soft locks.

"Don't worry, I'll tell Aoe to ban that costumer next time. Speaking of him, where is that heartless prat?" Hiro slammed his beer mug on the table and looked around.

"He's playing with his kitten, sweetie." Fujisaki arrived with two more bottles on his hands. He sat on Hiro's lap and looked at Shuichi.

"Shuichi, don't sulk about it. Look, the leader of the drug syndicate is staring at you. You don't want him to think that you're a filthy rag, don't you?" Fujisaki pointed his lips on the other table and then locked Hiro with his embrace.

"What, you mean that Eiri Uesugi?" Hiro moved his gaze to the table on the other side of the club house.

"I swear I have two bites on the neck and three on my left leg and…

"Shuichi! I said stop sulking ok? Oh my… that Eiri is sure gorgeous!" Fujisaki squealed and bit Hiro's ear.

"Brat." Hiro said.

Shuichi Shindou, Hiroshi Nakano and Fujisaki Suguru are members of the Blue Boy House. A club for dating men, managed by the Aoe family. It is not an ordinary club, for it includes contracts and rules.

Eiri Uesugi on the other hand is one of the leaders of the hidden and greatest drug syndicate in the country. He is a regular costumer of the Blue Boy and a friend of the Aoe family.

"Geez, I'm really tired. I need to leave you guys. I want to go home." Shuichi stretched, not planting on his mind the drug leader.

"What? It's still early! Besides, you just had one can of beer!" Hiro said.

"Baka, Hiro. I'm not good in alcohol remember? Besides, I think you two need some time together." He stuck out his tongue at Fujisaki and exited the club house.

"Hiro chan, don't worry about him." Fujisaki purred and licked Hiro's lips. "Don't you want this quality time?" Fujisaki asked and Hiro kissed him.

"Mm, right." Hiro said.

Shuichi exited the dark and noisy clubhouse and rubbed his palms together. "Gee, why does it have to be this cold this day?" he breathed on his palms and disentangled his jacket on his waist. But then, before he could wear it, a much warmer coat was placed on his shoulders.

He looked up and gulped. In front of him was the most sexiest man he's seen. He had golden tiger – like eyes which pierced through Shuichi's heart. He was wearing a red trench coat with so many buckles and wore a checkered shirt and black pants. Shuichi blushed and tried to speak, but his mouth was just left hanging open.

"Hi, you must be cold. I got an extra jacket, so it's yours now." The man said.

"T – thank you." Shuichi replied and focused his eyes on the ground while he felt his cheeks getting pinker and hotter.

"It's already dark. Do you want me to drive you home?"

"Uh, no thanks, I don't have a home. Bye!" Shuichi said hurriedly and ran away from the man.

He ran until he could no longer see the man. He slid on one corner and breathed. "Oh my, is that really a person? He's so – so – kyaa! He's so handsome!" he giggled and walked back at Blue Boy.

"Aw, but I'm really stupid." he pouted. "I should've let him drive me home. But, but I was so nervous when I talked to him. It's like I'll die if I stared longer at his eyes." He sighed and entered the building.

"Good evening Shu."

"Good evening, Rin." Shuichi replied to the guy named Rin and went to his room.

The Blue Boy House is located at a building at the very center of the city. It had 17 floors and 200 rooms, all for the sake of the Aoe business of dating men.

Shuichi occupies the whole 9th floor while the guy earlier, Rin, occupies the whole 10th floor. Why? Because they simply are Blue Boy's favorite uke.

Shuichi took a hot bath and afterwards rested on his luxurious bed.

The next day, he woke up with a mild headache and consulted the doctor, who also happens to be the brother of the owner of the club.

"Oh, hi there Shu chan. Have you seen Rin?"

"Nope, why?" he popped a pill and drank water.

"A costumer wants to have a one week contract with him."

"I saw him last night, I think he's waiting for his boyfriend – you know, Ian, the model."

"Shuichi!" a man with eyeglasses ran to him. "Shu – Shuichi."

"Relax Sakano, what is it?"

"There has been a problem, c – could y – you go with me and m - meet the new costumer?"

"I thought he wants Rin?"

"Y – yessss… b – but Rin is missing. I mean, h – he made a resignation earlier a – andddd… oh no! I don't know what to do!"

"Sakano san, relax." Kiichi, the doctor said. "Blue Boy's number two uke is still here, right?" he said while placing an arm over Shuichi's shoulder. "Why don't you meet up with the client, Shu?"

Shuichi shrugged and drank his pain killer then afterwards went with Sakano at the ground floor to meet the client.

The two of them rode the elevator while Shuichi brushed his hair with his hands. As the elevator door opened, three body guards met their gaze.

"Shu – Shuichi Shindou is here." Sakano said as they walked towards a blonde man with an ear piercing.

"Rubbish." The blonde said violently and scowled. Shuichi winced at the harsh tone and felt nervous.

"I ordered the number one uke! Where is Rin? I want Rin."

"S – sir, he's – he just resigned a while ago and… b – but this is Shindou, the number two uke."

"Tsk." The man crumpled his hair and wandered one eye on the brat. "I guess, number two's ok." He said and yawned then placed his signature on the 'one week contract'.

Shuichi bit his lip and refused to look at the blonde in front of him. He could feel that he was being degraded by people like him.

"A – Arigato, Uesugi san. The contract expires in one week. We expect you to bring Shuichi back on Saturday morning." Sakano said while taking back the piece of paper in his trembling and cold hands.

"Uesugi san?" Shuichi whispered and lifted his head to look at the blonde. He remebered Fujisaki mention something about drugs and syndicate, then he remembered Hiro saying this guy's name.

"Wait a minute..." Shuichi's eyes widened.

In front of him, Eiri Uesugi was puffing a large amount of smoke. "Th - the guy i saw last night..

"What are you staring at? Geez, Blue boy needs to hire more employees." Eiri said harshly.

He didn't remember me? Shuichi thought and crumpled his fist. but then, this is business. He shooked his head and forced a smile.

"Sir Uesugi, your room is at 907. please follow me." Shuichi's eyebrows twitched as Eiri puffed a smoke at his face.

"So, you are Shuichi huh? Be a nice playmate, baby."