Dedicated to Kyokoaurora
Have you ever felt like you were all alone
Like you were in a room with no light
When everytime you shouted
No one answered
When everywhere you look
There was no one there
That's what it feels like when you're alone
I know because I've been alone before
But for me, it felt much worse
I felt like that everywhere I walked
I saw his face everywhere
But he was never really there
Everywhere I went I heard his voice
But to my surprise
It was all in my head
In my dreams I could feel his touch
But when I wake up
I don't feel him anymore
Time after time, I see him, I hear him, I feel him
But then I realize it's all in my head
And that he's not coming back
So then I remain alone
I don't know if this poem is what you were looking for but I hope it helps any.