Three best friends...
"Full moons aren't that bad, it's a good excuse for a sleepover."
One of them loses their way..
"Why are you hanging around with them? You're going to become just like them!"
"Well maybe I got fed up of hanging around with losers like you."
They start losing her...
"You missed English today, I copied down some notes for you."
"Whatever, screw English and screw you. Loser."
Nobody can see the pain she is in..
I look around my bedroom, so dark and lonely.
I look down at my arms, covered in cuts, filled with my pain.
But nobody can ever see them, nobody will ever know..
Her parents worry about her..
"She skipped school again today."
"I don't know what to do about her anymore, I don't know how to help her."
Her old friends warned to stay away from her..
"Hey!"
"Look we ain't allowed to speak to you anymore, just leave us alone. Sorry. Bye."
They think sending her away is the only way to help her..
"I don't know how to help you anymore."
"Maybe I don't want help, did you ever think of that?"
"You need help though, did you ever think of that?"
She thinks she is ready..
"I am ready though, please Dad, let me come home."
"I can't, you're not ready yet. That much is clear to me."
"Fine then, but you're making a massive mistake. You're going to regret this."
She admits everything...
"I smoke pot and cigarettes, I drink, I mess around with boys, I sneak out late, I go to parties, I cut myself, I sell pot, I steal money and pills from you two, I ignore my best friends, I constantly think about suicide and I don't know why..."
Will she get the help she needs?
Will she accept herself for who she is?
Find out soon in "Finding Myself."
By Rikki01
