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Rosalie sat on her bed, waiting for her husband to come back from his hunting trip with the guys. Alice was at Bella's house getting ready for the wedding. Carlisle was at the hospital and Esme was in the garden working on planting chrysanthemums for the fall coming soon.
As Rosalie sat on her bed, she thought of her change. She started to sob dryly for what could have been.
Nobody knows
Nobody knows, but me, that I sometimes cry
She decided to lie down. She grabbed the edge of the blanket and pulled it up to her chin as she cried. She closed her eyes as if to go to sleep like a human would. With the thought of sleeping like a human she cried harder.
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
when my tears start to fall
She slowed her breathing and sat up. She wiped her face as if she thought there would still be tears. She decided to go through the house and just walk around. She peeked meekly through the hallway as if something was going to jump out at her.
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows, no
She walked down the stairs at a human pace. She was remembering all of the times she was rude to Bella, but she didn't feel any regret or shame to make her feel worse. 'I've truly lost my soul,' she thought to herself.
Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
Fate had made the decision to make her the monster she is today and forever. She didn't like it. Depression fell over her and wanted to consume her.
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows no no
Nobody knows, no
She remembered Emmett's voice telling her not to worry, that she was safe with him. He told her his biggest secret that night. That he was still a virgin, that he had never been with a girl before. She'd promised not to tell anyone.
Baby, oh this secret's safe with me
She remembered not wanting to be away from him when Carlisle changed him. She wanted to hold his hand through the pain. She'd promised herself that she would never hurt a human like the other 'traditional' vampires would.
There's nowhere else in the world
That I could ever be
She knew she would never be alone, but she always thought the worst 'what if's' She would catch herself wondering 'what if I ever lost Emmett?' and 'what if all of the Earth was gone except for the vampires?' She knew that that day wouldn't come too soon though
And baby, don't it feel like I'm all alone?
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown?
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows, no
I said nobody knows
Just then, Emmett came barreling through the door.
"Rosebud! I'm home!" he called.
Rosalie put on her best happy face and ran down the stairs to meet him. She jumped up kissed him with all her might. She got down and held onto her waist. She buried her face in his shirt and inhaled deeply.
"Well I can tell someone is happy I'm home," Emmett boomed, "So what did you do while I was gone?"
"Oh, it's something nobody know much about except for Alice." Rosalie replied.
Emmett later whisked her upstairs and they made love until dawn broke.
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