Lies
Chapter One: Bleeding Me
Summary: It only takes one person to make you fall in love, and then break you into tiny pieces.
Rating: T
Jeff was only 13 years old. Matt didn't think that his brother knew what it meant to be in love, how it felt to be kissed, what it was like to be touched. He was dead wrong. Jeff was in love with his brother, and that's what he wanted. He WANTED to know what it was like to be in love; he WANTED to know how it felt to be kissed; he WANTED to know what it was like to be touched. Ever since the INCIDENT happened, Jeff was in love with his brother. Matt's green eyes were always teasing him, making him fall in love with him.
Doesn't it hurt Jeffery? To love someone who doesn't love you back? The voice inside Jeff's head never escapes, and it always said the same thing. He's heard it so many times that he actually believes it. Why Matty? Why would you leave your brother broken like this? That was his voice that time. Why do you make me love you?
Matt entered the room and looked over at his brother. His brown eyes meeting with Jeff's green eyes. The blonde blinked when his brother blushed into a bright pink.
"Jeffery Nero Hardy, what is up with you?" He asked; after a few minutes of silence.
"N-nothing Matt. Nothing." Jeff lied through his mouth. There was something up; his heart couldn't stop beating to the rhythm of love. Matt then brushed off to the kitchen and made some breakfast. Jeff's heart was ripping opened at that moment. Why Matty? Why don't you love me like I love you?
He wishes that it were the Matt he dreams about. The seductive Matt in his dreams always told Jeff what he wanted, but the real Matt never did. He never told Jeff that he loved him.
Inside of his own heart, Matt was breaking up inside as well. His heart wouldn't stop beating to different rhythm. He's not supposed to feel this way about me. He's not supposed to love me. What do I do?
It only takes one night to make a different. To start the lies. To hide the truth. To make his little brother happy. He'd do anything to make him happy; even if that means the worse.
They were in Matt's room; Matt was playing video games and Jeff was doing homework. Matt always made sure that Jeff did his homework. It was like a specific routine for his little brother to do. If Jeff skipped out on his homework; then he was grounded for a week. No TV, no music, no anything. But this time, they'd both skip the homework and do something else.
Matt leaned over to Jeff's ear. "Hey Jeff." His voice was seductive. Jeff felt his sexual drive kick in and his face started to flush. "Why don't you take a break from homework for a while?" His voice was getting more and more seductive and Jeff couldn't ignore it. His hands pushed away the school books and he laid against Matt's covered chest. Matt's fingers were rushing through Jeff's hair.
I can't be doing this to him. I'm lying to him. It's hard, but it's making him happy. Maybe a kiss on the cheek…or the lip? Matt was confused on what to do next. He just wanted his little brother to be happy. Like before, he'd do anything to make him happy. "Turn around." Matt said, his voice still seductive and Jeff did; looking into Matt's deep brown orbs.
Then it happened. Matt leaned over to Jeff and kissed him. Jeff returned the kiss with all the passion he had in the whole. Ok, ok. So far he's happy. Maybe another notch would make him happier. Matt then started taking off his shirt and ripped off Jeff's and pushed him over the bed, still kissing him. Body touching body; flesh touching flesh; eyes locking onto one another. Matt then bit Jeff's ear.
"You wanna make love…don't you?" Jeff thought that Matt was crazy, but he nodded. "Then let's do it." Matt's voice grew more seductive and he kissed Jeff passionately. Then they went under the covers.
The next day; Jeff was asleep against Matt's bare chest. A smile was on his face. He thought that last night meant something to both of them.
If he only knew.
Matt opened his green eyes and looked down at his brother. Jeff was sleeping peaceful; which made Matt smile a bit. He's happy, so shouldn't I be happy? Why do I feel so terrible? Maybe cause I'm lying to him. But he doesn't need to know that. But on the inside….Matt was just starting to bleed.