Since I have received a very forward review I am going to change it a bit but this was my first fanfic but what the Heck since some people have having trouble with it. Basically the story takes off during new moon Edward leaves Bella after sleeping with her but he still feels he is not good enough for and then him and his family leaves and breaks her heart. 2 weeks later she finds herself pregnant and she finds herself alone but just like the title says it's just her and her baby. Most of the story is going to be in Bella's pov
Chapter 1
"You don't love me"
"Yes"
Then suddenly he was gone and my life as I knew it would never be the same
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I woke up screaming again with the same dream I have be having since he's been gone. You would think after all this time I would be immune to it but I haven't, it still scares me. Charlie is so used to it now he doesn't even come and check on me anyone which I find it is a good thing I don't want him to see me like this. I know he is still worried, I can't blame him the way I have been getting on but I can't help it, he left me, he told me he didn't love me and that it will be like he never existed after all that time but I can't blame him I knew I was never good enough for him and he figured it out but I do wish it was at a later date or year so I wouldn't feel this pain God I hate him for making me feel like this this weak person but compared to him I am. I can't even hold my own food in. I have been sick for a couple of weeks since he has been gone but I guess that after what has put me though I mean who gives themselves up to the person they are supposed to love( it was the first time for the both of us he finally broke his control). I really did love him. I haven't gone to school yet it's been two weeks but to me the days just mesh together. Charlie tried to send me back to Renée but I told him straight I wasn't going. He'll never understand I need to be here, where he was so I know it is all true that he does exists and in some way he did love me.
i do not own any of this SM does lucky her