Hello! My second song-fic here based on Evanescence' "Haunted". This one is Inuyasha's thoughts on Kikyou.
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN INUYASHA!!!!! Or Evanescence! I wish I had a Kikyou plushie though cries
HAUNTED
...He was there. Guarding the camp from any upcoming demons. Miroku, Sango and Kirara, and Kagome and Shippo sleeped soundly as he sat, eyes closed. Only one thing was running through his mind: Kikyou.
He walked over to the outback of the camp, where he saw a lookout of the whole forest.
"Do you love this copy more then me Inuyasha...?"
He winced at the remembrance of those words. He loved her deeply but couldn't help but love Kagome as well. All he wanted was Kikyou to rest. But she was always around, ready to criticize him for his death.
Long-lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there
She would repeat things he had said in the past..." "I'll always be with you." "I'd do anything for you." "You're the only one I love. I will always love you."
He himself wished that he had gone to the world beyond so he could be with her but now he found Kagome...he couldn't leave her now. But part of him was missing now that the love Kikyou had had for him left.
And there she would be. As if real. With the regular sweet scent mixed in with the bitter smell of death and dirt.
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won't let you pull me down
He knew she loved him. There was no doubt about it. She always wanted to bring him down to the depths of hell with her.
Whenever he smelled her near, he felt fear shiver down his spine. He wanted to run. But something kept him back: the love for her.
Inuyasha kneeled on his knees looking flushed as if about to cry.
Hunting you I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Sometimes he would even run around the woods looking for her: only her. He felt painful for leaving Kagome but he could never give up on trying to explain things to her. He wanted her to rest in peace. He wanted the pain to stop.
"It...hurts..." he muttered.
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me
Watching me
He remembered how she gently tended his wounds. How when she would have to do something so painful as squeeze a wound to wrap it up in bandages, she would do it in a way so gentle it felt as if it was a light hug.
"Kikyou...why won't you listen...? I'm sorry..." he whispered. The tears now flowed.
I can feel you pull me down
Feeling you, loving you
I won't let you pull me down
He know raised his hands in the air yelling "STOP THE PAIN!" and held his head kneeling down.
"Don't you love me...?"
A/N: R & R