Changed Nov. 8, 2007
"I'm not afraid anymore," Padme whispered, just before she kissed Anakin. Spoiler for Phantom Menace, Attack of the Clones and Revenge of the Sith. Anakin x Padme
Dedicated to my brother, who loves Anakin/Padme
Disclaimer: don't own. Do you think if I owned it, I would make Padme die? Or do you think I would turn Anakin evil?
All You Wanted
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I can save you
Padme watched as her life seemed almost to go out. Her Anakin had killed younglings. He had turned his back on the Jedi. Obi-Wan had been right but for all the wrong reasons.
When she saw Obi-Wan in the back of her spacecraft, she almost fainted. She couldn't believe he would do that. Anakin turned on her, even though it wasn't Anakin she saw.
"Liar," Anakin breathed. It wasn't Anakin, however, who started choking her.
"Let her go," she heard before she fainted.
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She came around but it wasn't where she wanted to be. There was too much pain and loss. She didn't want to live anymore. She wanted to end it all, before it got to be too much.
Painful memories came back, came back and haunted her; the day she met Anakin in Watto's shop. "Are you an angel?" he had asked her innocently.
The day when she had seen him lying in the engine room of her ship, shivering from the cold.
And then the day she had brought peace within the galaxy, after Ani had been made apprentice to Obi-Wan.
Then, years later, the day she had met up with Obi-Wan again. Ani had definitely grown up. He was still a boy at heart though.
There were too many memories and each one hurt more. She didn't want to think of anything.
Someone was talking calmly to her, but she wasn't listening. She refused to come out of the void she had put herself in.
Someone other than whoever was speaking calmly to her came up and softly began to soothe her. She began to relax even though she didn't want to. She didn't care if she died. All she wanted was for her baby to be cared for, and for Anakin to return to her.
She began to scream as the pain became physical.
Finally, she was able to relax. Her last breaths were spent trying to tell Obi-Wan what she had felt while with Anakin for the last time. "There's s-still good in him…" she trailed off and died painlessly. She wasn't smiling because she hadn't had her last wish.
Anakin hadn't come back to her.
I can take you away from here
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A/N: the song is not mine. It belongs to Michelle Branch, one of the best singers out there. Please review, because it makes me feel good. No flames however.
Serindraxx