"she'll never really truly understand how much she actually means to me"
Lavi walks down the street in the dark night alone, Christmas only a few days away, his path lightened by the twinkle of lights on every house. Snow continue to fall on the ground like it has for the past three weeks. Ever step he takes breaking the silence of the crunch of the untouched sheet that lay on the ground. It was nearly 10 degrees outside and he wore just a thin long sleeve shirt. He had just started walking back to his apartment after walking Lenalee home, giving her his coat.
Lenalee Lee, the girl Lavi grew up with. He'd known her for years and they were practically inseparable all through out elementary school through middle school. She was his best friend but he felt they were drifting apart when High school had finally hit. Lenalee growing up to a beautiful girl with a matching personality. She had always thought of other people before herself. She was kind and sweet and had the brightest smile that can lighten up any situation. Lavi soon to realize he was falling for her, feeling he shouldn't have had to hide his feelings for her, but the moment he had finally gained enough courage to tell her how he really felt she comes along with a boy pinned to her side. He himself was handsome, Tall, lean tight built guy that made Lavi look less than average. The smile Lenalee held that day he saw them two together for the first time was something he'd never seen before. She looked genuinely happy for the first time in her entire life. Not that he thought she was ever not happy, but that smile, that incredible smile made him double think what exactly Lenalee had going on. Since that day, nothing had ran through his head other than Lenalee and the most perfect man she had seemed to catch herself.
You can say Lavi was most definitely in love with his best friend. But how exactly was he going to tell her now? He wanted to tell her how much she had actually meant to him, but he himself couldn't find the words to express it. plus she was always attached to her new boy every hour of every day. The two have been together at the side since the day the begun dating. To Lavi it was annoying, but too see Lenalee that happy all the time, the happy he never seen her before, it was hard to try to tear them apart. He honestly just wanted the girl to be happy. But he wanted to be that reason for the happiness.
All thoughts aside Lavi had finally reached the door to his apartment. Not exactly wanting to walk in at the very second. His roommate knew he went to go hangout with Lenalee and he knew once he had opened the door, he was going to bombard him with questions. No one wanted Lavi and Lenalee to be a thing more than Allen.
Allen Walker. Lavis other best friend. He transferred to town into Lavis class when they were in 6th grade. Allen was the most genuine, up front, stubborn person you could ever meet. If Allen wanted something, 9 times out of 10 he got it. Allen was dating the only person Lavi couldn't stand. Yuu Kanda was the biggest asshole Lavi has ever encountered. But for some reason when he was around the white hared boy, he was bearable to be around. The two had very different personality's which Lavi suspect cancelled all the bad quality's out. The two practically completed each other and when around both of them, the company was almost enjoyable... Almost.
Lavis hand rest on the cold door knob a tad reluctance to turn it, his eyes on the ground almost talking himself into going around the block once more when he feels a heavy pull on the other side, Slamming the door open making him fall over face first into Allen.
"Soooo~ you two going out yet!?"
"Shut up Allen, I'm going to take a shower."
"That's a no..." Kanda scoffs in the background making the two turn in his direction.
"why exactly are you here?"
Lavi sighs grabbing his phone from his pocket to see if Lenalee had called like she said she was going to. Seeing nothing new he tosses it on the couch and throws his damp cold shirt off. Lavi walks inside the kitchen to make some coffee when he looks up to see Kanda sitting at the table. Trying to ignore him, He begins to brew coffee, back to the long hared boy sitting at the table, he hears the chair rustle a bit and a deep sigh.
"I think you should just be happy for her and get over it."
Lavi turns to face Kanda full of anger at just the small statement.
"I think you should get the hell out of my business."
"Lavi, I really don't think she'll want her best friend to be all over her when she is so obviously happy."
"Whatever Kanda..." Lavi sighs as he notices Allen walk through the door. Allen hated when the two fought, so dropping the issue was the only real thing Lavi could do at the moment. He hated just as much when Allen was upset. The kid was a puss. the coffee had finally done brewing, Lavi poured himself a cup and planted himself on the counter looking at the two on the other side of the room.
"You never really did tell me what happened though..." Allen half smiles still looking down at the manga he was reading.
"Nothing to tell, Lenalee told me to meet her at the park so I did.. and then after about ten minutes of us two alone surprisingly Tyki had showed up and then we all had a gay ole time... all three of us... together... whatever."
"you just described a threesome"
"SHUT UP KANDA!" Lavi throws the empty coffee creamer bottle at Kanda, hitting him in the head. Not even a flinch came from him.
"Anyways.. it got late and Tyki got called into work and I told him I would walk her home, so I did and then here we are."
Allen looks up for the first time. "You walked her home? Alone? In the snow with Christmas lights lighting up the path. You obviously gave her your coat since you were practically frozen when you came in... AND YOU DIDN'T TELL HER HOW YOU FELT!?"
"Umm... no?"
"LAVI! That was one of the one perfect moments you could have told her without looking like a creep and you missed it!"
"... am I a creep?" Lavi looks down at his empty mug in his hands with a sigh.
"Fact of the matter is! you fucked up the only opportunity you had to tell her" Kanda smirks
"You enjoy being an asshole, don't you Yuu? Either way, forget it, It's not going to happen anyways. I'm just going to take a shower and go wallow in self pity for the next ten hours."
Lavi jumps off the counter and heads towards the bathroom, Starting the water he waits for it to get hot. With the frozen pipes it would take awhile. He decided to check his phone once more. Heading again into the living room he hears it go off. Grabbing it on the last ring he flips it open to see 4 missed calls from Lenalee and a text.
"thanks so much for walking me home and I promise to return your coat tomorrow. Miss you and can't wait to see you again. NIGHT!"
Lavi smiles at the text. She was positively adorable. How could he give up on a girl like her? She was one in a million. Lavi had decided from that point on he was going to make it a goal to get her to be his. Thinking of how he was even going to begin this plan Kanda walks into the room without notice.
"whats with the stupid smile?" Kanda scoffs throwing the empty coffee creamer at Lavis face breaking his train of thought.
"fuck off!"
Halleyisonfire: I don't even know. I have so much shit on my mind I decided to write to get away from them. Plus writers block on my others soooo here I am writing a freaking NEW fic.. ugh okay anyways. Reviews really motivate me to write more. :3