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MY THOUGHTS OF YOU

I first met you when you were still eight years old.

You're so stunning that my heart was instantly fall in love with you.

There are no words that can explain the feelings especially when you first hugged me tight and gave me a sweet kiss.

You showed me around your room, introduced me to your friends and even your relatives.

We always played together, sleep together, and even bathe together.

But ten years have passed since then.

You became too busy and totally forgotten about me.

I become lonely.

I miss you so much. I miss the time we've been together.

But the loneliness turned into a great misery, when one time you went home with a guy from your school and he was holding your hand; the hand which originally belongs to me.

My heart sank. Seeing how your face lit up as you telling everyone how much you love him. It hurts. The whole world seems trampled down on me.

But a week later, you entered your room and lay down on your bed, crying. He cheated your heart. And left you all alone, broken.

I got angry. I wanted to scream out in frustration but I can't.

But then you noticed me, and suddenly embrace me tight in your arms. You cried your eyes out on my body. I felt a glimpse of joy. I felt happy. You finally noticed me again.

But I never knew that, that limited time of happiness will going to be the last time I enjoyed with you.

You're mother come into the room and saw us.

She smile at you and said, "Claire, you must gave him away to someone else."

My heart crushed.

But do you know what hurts the most?

It is when you gladly gave me away and said, "Yeah. I'm too old for playing dolls anyway."

There's nothing wrong with it, right?

I only fall in love. I only loved you. I didn't do anything wrong.

And I also know my limitations. That's why even before we first met; I already give up this feeling.

I know that even though how much I prayed and dream, you will never be mine. My feelings won't ever reach your heart.

But why? Why do I need to be away from you?

The only thing I asked for is to stay by your side. I only want to be with you. I don't care if you wouldn't notice me, if you don't smile for me, if don't think of me as a proper guy for you. I don't care. I just wanted to stay by your side.

I don't need anything else.

But I guess that's impossible, because I'm just a floppy cotton doll and you are person.

END

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