Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters (unfortunately)
Authors Note: This takes place at the end of New Moon when they're deliberating whether or no to change Bella. Edward leaves the room and he bursts back in yelling 'NO!'
I hope you enjoy my story it's my first time.
Chapter 1
(BPOV)
"No!" Edward roared as he burst into the room.
I looked around at the faces of the others in the room, Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, fear painted clearly on al of their faces. Then all of a sudden they all started to say things that I couldn't understand, some yelling their opinions, others trying to get their opinions over in a calm fashion. None of it, of course, was understandable. All I heard was anguish and anger.
All this time I had been sitting down, I closed my eyes to think about what I was about to do. Yes, I said to myself I can't let this tear apart a family, that I loved very much. Yes, this is the right thing to do.
I stood up quickly letting the chair I was sitting on fly out from under me.
"Fine!" I yelled the authority in my voice surprising everyone, including myself. The room was silent. I was hoping for that reaction.
I walked over to Edward, who looked at me with an unmistakable look of bewilderment on his face. I took his face in my hands, stood on my tiptoes and kissed him, just a soft kiss on his lips. And then without another word I walked out of the room heading for the door.
I opened the front door and stepped outside, the cool air triggered a reaction that was most unexpected. Tears. I kept walking down the front drive, tears still streaming down my face. Right at that moment I regretted not taking my truck. I had no way of getting home to pack.
Then as I was contemplating how to get home, I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see Alice, a comforting smile on her face. Like she was reading my mind she flung me over her back and took me home.
She set me down on the front porch and turned toward me with a pained expression on her face.
"Bella, I know what you're going to do and all I have to say is don't. It would kill him; he would just come after…"
"Alice if I don't go to the Volturi, they would just come here and they would kill you all…" my voice faltered just thinking about that scene "So I will go there and save you all from that fate."
"Please Bella, don't do it" it was horrible to hear Alice pleading with me like this but I had to be strong and stick to my decision.
"Alice…there's just no there's just no other option. I'm not only putting myself in danger staying human, I'm putting everyone I know in danger." I could feel myself panic as I thought of all those who I loved. "This would all be better if I just ceased to exist." I whispered under my breath. Then it clicked what if I did just cease to exist. But at the same time it clicked for me, it clicked for Alice, except she didn't like this idea as much as I did. In fact she didn't like it all.
"Bella! How could you even come to that decision! And anyway it's impossible, because we would never let you."
I turned away. She was right. There was no way that I could keep everyone happy. I turned to Alice to see that she was replaced by Edward.
I couldn't deal with him right now. I wasn't mad at him. I just couldn't think of a conclusion that wouldn't hurt him in some way, and the last thing I wanted to do was hurt him.
I turned to the door and fumbled with the key, a little then when it was open I stepped inside closing the door behind me as quickly as possible. I knew a door wouldn't stop him but it made me feel a hell of a lot better.
I silently scaled the stairs, walked into my room and shut the window.
"That would only help if I was still outside you know." He was standing there, his face unreadable.
"Edward…I have to do this." I bent down to grab my bag from under the bed. My hand running along the floor a few times before I found it.
"No you don't! Weren't you listening to what I was saying?" His face broke out into an array of emotions at that moment the most distinguishable were pain, anger and sorrow.
Just the thought of his idea made my temper rise. "Yes. I heard every bit of your idea and it was completely idiotic! Not only were you putting your life in danger but your families! How could you even suggest such a thing Edward."
"But there has to be something else. Something other than what you were thinking when Alice was here."
We looked at each other for a long time. Nothing coming to mind.
"I'll leave. I'll leave here tonight and just keep moving." It was perfect. Man I was genius when I wanted to be. I looked at Edward his face lit up with delight. He was taking this better than I had thought.
"Perfect. Pack your stuff and then we'll tell Carlisle and the others and then we will leave immediately."
My eyes opened wide in horror. Did he just say 'we'? Was he crazy? This was all to keep 'him' and his family safe not just his family.
"Edward, you misunderstand me, I'm leaving by myself, without you."
Authors Note: OK, I hope you like it so far tell me what you think.