I could feel the water under my feet as I ran through the town. No one was here, but I know where they are. They are on the outskirts of town, welcoming the town's hero, Sephiroth. My secret lover. The forbidden love.

When you become a known hero, you can't have a secret life, which means no girlfreind. I can love and love Sephiroth, though he can't have a girlfreind, there are a lot others.

One of those same heroes is Cloud Strife, a known enemy to Sephiroth. A soldier he once claimed to (until his Close freind Tifa help knock some sense into him), Cloud became a strong warrior for a group called Avalanche, and an even more fierce warrior to fight against Sephiroth. If Cloud engaged a fight with Sephiroth, he could win, or he could lose.

Another known hero is Aeris (Aerith). Sephritoh Killed her to prevent her from stopping Meteor from destroying the Earth. Either way, Aeris would've prevailed. A secret about Aeris thay a lot of people don't know is that she had a boyfreind named Zack. I don't know a lot about him except that he was a first class soldier (the kind Cloud claimed to be) and that he was Cloud's best freind and died at Cloud's side.

That's all the heroes I know of, but I have to get back to mine. I remember when rumors about Sephiroth and me started. Both he and I knew that heroes can't have girlfreinds. No one in my town believed it because they knew that every time Sephiroth came to town, I never got near him. That's not the truth though. The truth is that I could never get near him even if I wanted to, so the rumor weren't true.

I started to pant as I got to the gate that led to the outskirts of town. Nobody was manning the gates, so I guess everybody went to see Sephritoh. I ran through the gates and it felt like I was now running on something thicker than water, like I was running on swamp water.

I could see Sephiroth in the distance, so I started running harder and faster, pushing myself to get to him for once. Sephiroth stopped at the center of the outskirts. Sephiroth drew his sword and held it over my shoulder. I risked a look down and saw that I was not running in swamp water, I was running in blood, the blood of my town. I looked around and saw that all my neighbors, freinds, and family were all scattered about, split in 2 or more. I tore my eyes from the gruesome image and focused my eyes on Sephiroth. He started to walk away and I made a big mistake of of grabbing his coat. Sephiroth took his sword and...

I jerked up in my bed. That's the same recurring dream. I don't know what it means, or maybe I do. Sephiroth did this to me. He made me a nobody. I do not remember my true name. Shailax is the name I was re-born with, or given to. I'm supposed to be something that has no heart, and yet I do. I still have human attributes which makes me an strong accessorie to Organiztion Xlll, a group of 13 extremely strong nobodies that basically want to rule the hearts of others. They also want to rule the dark side of other worlds and gain all the power that is to offer from the door to light.

I left Organization Xlll over 3 years ago. My emotions got the best of me. I couldn't stand the thought of killing innocent people, making them heartless, then using their empty shells for nobodies. Since I'm one of the only nobodies that has a heart and no heartless, I have a huge price over my head laong with my friends Berxceca, Skatxre, Myxoll, Shedax, Pytonax, Meredyx, and Dymerex. We all have forbidden lovers.

My forbidden lover is Sephiroth, even though he's the one who made me like this. I probably will always love Sephiroth no matter what, after all, I do have cool attributes myself. I have the power of fire, Lightning, and matter making. My fire turns different colors during combat. Colors like red at first, then blue, purple, and lastly, black. During a storm or not, I can make lightning strike anyone, anything, and anywhere no matter where I am. My matter making skills come in handy during a fight when I run out of weapons. I can make anything with those skills.

I layed back down in my bed. I hope I don't have that same dream again. If I keep waking up, I won't be able to meet up with Berxceca. I got to get some sleep because after I meet up with Berxceca, I have to meet up with Skatxre, then Myxoll, Pytonax, Shedax, Meredyx, and then Dymerex (the twins). Hope I have sweet dreams! -zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz-