Okay, the newest fic, by me (ofcorse, lol) and i hope you like it. Its about bulimia but it wont be very graphic, and if it becomes graphic in at a certain point, i'll warn you. Um... I'm not going to make SS together, just for this fic's perpose, and Im thinking its going to be around early season one.

I don't own the OC, blah blah blah, or any of the songs I may use. I might bring a few new faces into the fic later aswell.

Well, here goes..

(Oh, and I also may change the title, later on)

She Wants To Hear She's Beautiful

"Coop!" Summer called, as she grabbed her purse and bookbag from Marissas car. She jogged to catch up, and grabbed her arm as they both entered the Cooper residance.

Marissa giggled at Summers impatience. "Yeah, Sum?"

"Do you have any munchies? Im totally craving here."

"We should have some, I think we have chips and cookies."

"Thanks." Summer smiled as she grabbed two bowls out of one cupboard. She grabbed the chips out of Marissas hand, and then dug in the freezer.

"Um, Summer?" Marissa asked delicately.

"Ymph?" Summer muffled from the inside of the freezer.

"What are you looking for?"

"Bem amd Jekkies' ice cweam." Summer said, matter of factly.

"What?"

Summer pulled her head out of the freezer and shook a box of Ben and Jerrys Cookie Dough ice cream to make her point.

"Oh." Marissa sighed.

Summer poured some chips into one bowl, and dumped some B & Js into another.

"So, what are we doing tonight?" Summer asked her, taking a large rippled chip and digging it into the ice cream, and eating it.

Marissa made a face at Summer, and then burst out laughing.

"Whaph? It's goot!"

"Sure it is, Sum, sure it is." Marissa smiled at her friend. She looked so cute with ice cream smeared on her cheek.

Summer did the same thing again, and held an ice-cream covered chip out to her.

"No thanks Sum, new diet." Marissa said, and patted her already-too-flat stomach.

"Oh.." Summer put the chip in her mouth, and then put the chips back in the bag, rolling it up. "You must think I'm a pig." Summer said, putting the ice cream back too.

Marissa shrugged. Gee, thanks Coop.

Summer sighed, and said again; "So what are we doing tonight?"

Neil Roberts hung up the phone and smiled at his daughter.

"New client." He said, explaining it all.

Summer stuck a thumb up at her father, and muttered "Congratulations!"

"Summer, honey, are you sure you don't want any work done? I mean, I think you've gained a little weight lately. I could take it straight off."

"No. Thanks, Dad. Why don't you try Coop though? 'Coz she's never happy with her stomach."

"Did she say something?" He asked eagerly.

Summer rolled her eyes, and left the room. She jogged upstairs, and looked at herself in the mirror. She turned to her left, and looked at her stomach. It did look like she'd gained some weight. But she wasn't fat was she?

Summer turned around, and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. She would plan a healthy diet, and stick to it. She sat down on her bed, and began to write.

Drinks:

Diet Coke,

Diet 7up,

Water,

Coffee,

Low-sugar Cranberry juice.

Snacks:

Lettuce,

Celery,

Carrotts,

Apples,

Tuna,

Crackers,

Gum.

Things that SUCK:

Doritoes,

Popcorn,

Ben and Jerrys :( ,

Sugary things,

Super-salty things,

Ben and Jerry Chips,

MacDonalds,

All Fast Food!

Summer sighed again. That was all she could think of. For now.

Summer stepped down the stairs, and heard someone call her name. She looked around and saw Holly, Marissa and another girl she didn't know too well, all waving her over to their table. Summer rushed over, and sat next to Holly, across from Marissa.

"Woah, Sum. Were they all out of pizza or something? They had lots left when I was over there." Holly said, in all seriousness.

"No, there was still alot. I just felt like a salad." Summer poured the low-fat dressing over the salad. She was happy someone noticed already.

"Hey, where's the Ben and Jerrys? I wanted some!" Holly exclaimed again.

"I didn't get any, Hol. Theres still some there, go get one."

"No way. Way too many calories. You were the only one who would actually eat that many calories."

"Oh." Summer said sadly. She looked down at her stomach. She had a little roll hanging over the edge of her jeans. She looked over at Hollys. Nothing there. No pudge, no chub. Nothing.

"Hey, Hol?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I borrow those pants?" Summer asked, pushing her tray away.

"Sweety, I don't think they'd fit you. There a size zero."

Summer just nodded her head. "I'm gunna throw out my tray.. I mean, my salad. I'm done." She picked up her tray, but no one paid any attention to her. Summer ran off the school grounds and got into her car.