I do not own Death Note. If I did the scene below would not have happened.


He was gone. Light… no, Kira had finally won this battle.

But why did his heart feel so empty?

Why did his fake sobs become tears of agony?

Why did he care about the annoying sugar addicted detective?

He had hated him.

He had hated him.

He hated the way he made him stay up late to work on the case.

He hated the constant suspicion.

He hated the way L always knew what he was thinking,

Or how he seemed to see right through his mask.

He hated the way he knew Light, like no one else ever had.

He hated it that he was his best friend.

The time his heart skipped a beat when he had seen him smile,

Or the way he could get Light to show more emotion than he ever had before

He hated his hair,

His beautiful eyes,

The way he sat,

The way bit his nails.

His delicate pale face.

He hated him

He hated him.

He HATED him.

Tears slid down Light's face.

He would never see those eyes again.

He would never be challenged again.

He would never argue with him again.

He would never be able to tell him he was annoying,

Or to tell him that he loved him.

He HATED that he loved him.

He hated L, but not really, no. He could never hate him.

L had been Light's sunshine, his entire life.

Now he was gone.

His heart had been taken from him, ripped from his chest.

L would never know how much Light cared.

He leaned in and whispered "I'm sorry"

L began to close his eyes.

Light, I wasn't wrong...

But I let myself love you anyway…

I don't regret it.

I love you, they both thought.

L closed his eyes, and Light Yagami was dead too. There was no more reason to restrain Kira from taking over anymore.

When L died Light became a god who lost his angel.


I hate myself for writing something where L dies, but before I knew what was happening it was typed and submitted.