Farewell My Love
"Ugh Wha' happened?" I opened my eyes slowly to find myself in the nexus locker room.
"Hey Wade Wakey wakey" those bright teeth had almost bloody blinded me I know that smile.
"Heath wha's going on? I remember being RKO'd then… nothing"
"You passed out and…lost the match so nexus dragged you out back to our rockin locker room" what I lost? BLOODY HELL but that means…
"W…where is john?"
"Tch he's done OUT GONE bam just like that" he snapped his fingers and laughed I slammed my palm on my forehead… I didn't get to say goodbye I sighed stood up picking my stuff up and put my cloths in the bag I saw the nexus cap on the top shelf and smiled to myself John use to wear this hat when he was alone in here and thinks no one is looking but it was hard not to he looked attractive in that hat, I shook my head and took the cap. "Where are you going man?"
"HOME" I yelled and left leaving the ginger in the locker room alone probably thinking what the hell is wrong with me. I reached my car and got in turning the car on the first thing that annoyed me was the Radio playing the song stay by Jay Sean I changed the station as I started driving but no good just another annoying song I hate by three days grace I growled and pressed a random station god seems to be against me right now as the smooth tune of the song love the way you lie hit my ears it reminded me of how john liked to rap I toss my hands in the air and gave up but found myself relaxing to the music soon the lyrics of the next song in my mind and singing along silently the song so sick by Neyo every bit of those songs reminded me of that man how I despise my love for him it makes me feel disgusted not just of the feeling but also to be caught by that angelic look in his eyes when I stare right into and those blue orbs to be tied up in the trap of his venomous chains … caught in the tangled ropes of love.
I waited day after day just hoping maybe they'd hire Cena back but no it was my decision I made that happen I SENT HIM AWAY how stupid… a week later I just finished another lame day without John to push around feeling a bit hungry I made my way to the closest dinner the sign read "subway" I took my phone out of my pocket and took a seat opening the twitter page I wrote those simple words that were hard for me to say… John I'm so sorry and clicked the tweet button I don't care how it will sound I just want this torment of guiltiness end.