A/N: Hi guys! So this is my 2nd story. I think, my old story was too bad so, I make the new one. a little spoiler, in this story, Bella-human- was sick, and edward-vampire- is her doctor.

-, I make this story, not only because my too bad- old fanfiction, and too lack of review but also.. well Because to day is my birthday. I publish this new fanfic right on my 14th birthday. So please, be nice. And please, leave a review please please please. And, By the way, I think I need a Beta for this story. :)

- And... BIG THANKS TO:iLoveStrawberryAndFreesia rariiez and chibidinda ! They gave me birthday presents! Thank you guys!

I'm sorry if my note is too long. But the story is short. Well, if you think this first chapter is boring, please wait until chapter 2 or 3. It'll be better probably. HOPE-YOU ENJOY

Disclaimer:

E: Happy Birthday...

Me: Don't remind me.

E: Your birthday is something to celebrate. Now I'll give you anything you want.

Me: Yeah, but my aging is not. Anything, are you really sure?

E: Of course

Me: Wanna be the author of twilight?

E: nope. sorry, that's an exception. How about something else? cause twilight is only belongs to Stephenie Meyer

I'm not the lucky one. Cause I don't own Twilight. it only belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

Waiting for death

P R O L O G U E

I've never been face to face with death. However, if death had been waiting for you, what could you do? Whatever it was, illness, accident, whatever. So many options.
But, it was only nothing, compare with this : maybe you would prefer to die than to lose people you love. You might think, I would be the first person who will die, But you are wrong. You'd feel, how it feels when people you love, are gone. One by one. There were going to go ahead before me.. Even someone I love the most.. This, was more torturing

(prologue: Bella)

Chapter 1 : Bloody first day of school.

Bella's POV

I've decided to move to forks. Renee, my mom was dead by a car accident. It was so hard for me to accept this. So I'd nothing left except my Dad, Charlie. I was actually in a really bad pain, but, Charlie.. I didn't want to make him got frustrated. I knew that I couldn't leave phoenix, I had been here with my mother for years. This was our place, where we were belong. But I didn't have anyone here. And If I stayed here, I wouldn't be able to face this, without my mother.

I went to forks 5 days after the funeral. So, Charlie had gone back to forks. Charlie picked me up at the airport. He hugged me so tightly.

"Bella! Oh.. I've been missing you"

"Yeah, me too dad. I miss you."

Charlie carried all my bags. I followed him to the car. He was the chief of police.

When we were arrived, he showed me my old room. This house was a house that my mom and Dad bought after their wedding. So this house was still seemed familiar to me.

I shut my door. And changed my clothes. I put my old pictures. My hands were shaking when I looked at my picture with my mom. She was with Phil in the picture. And, i took another one, it was only my mom and I. When i was child, at the Ballet studio. I felt tears blowing out from my eyes. And then Charlie knocked the door.

"Bells?"

"Come in Dad." I wiped my the tears on my cheek immediately. But Charlie's face seemed suspicious.

"Bella? Bells, are you crying?"

"No it's just. No I wasn't." I lied.

"You're a poor liar Bells." Crap. he was true. He stepped toward me and took my hand, and then he sat on my bed.

"Look, I.. Uh, I know this is hard for you. Renee took care of you since you were a baby. And I know this will be so hard for you." Charlie said slowly. I didn't know why but the tears flowed more and more.

"But, we have to learn to face it. Because one day, we'll loose someone who always by our side. I want you to know that, I can't take this , then i know I have you. I have you in my life. You are the most precious thing for me.."

"Dad.."

"I'm sure that your mother will be happy if you're happy too." He smiled. I didn't want to hurt Charlie because of my bad behavior. So I wiped my tears again. I smiled at him. And I'll try to be happy for him. And for my mother..

In the morning, I got ready to go to my new school. I thought Charlie was going to drove me off to school but...

"Well, Bella, How is the gift?"

"What?"

"What do you think about your present?"

"I'm loosing my mind dad.."

"Alright. I'll show you the point. This.. Is yours. This truck is yours. For your home coming present" He showed his teeth. What? My present? I got a ride for my self?

"What! You mean-did you say- no, no no. This? This is mine?" He nodded.

"Dad! Oh my gosh! Thanks Dad! You are the best!" I hugged him tightly.

So I promise to my self, Charlie would never see me In sorrow or in any of pain anymore. I had to make him happy. And the only way was to be happy for him.

I drove to school by my self with my new truck. I entered school in the middle of semester. Forks high. This where I would be studying.

Lunch time. I sat on the cafeteria with Mike, Angela, Ben, Jess and Tyler. My new friends. But I saw 4 of the students, they were different. Jessica said that their name were Alice, Emmet Cullen, and Rosalie, Jasper Hale. And, Angela said that they were Mr. And Mrs. Cullen's foster kids.

"Bella?" Someone was calling me But I ignored her.

"Bella? Hello?"

"OH, sorry jess. Um. Yes?"

"What are you staring at? The Cullens?" I shook my head

"Bells, why are you so pale?" Mike said.

"What?" I was pale?

"Yeah. Are you sick?" Angela asked with anxious face.

"No.. I"

"Bella? Your nose is bleeding?" What? I felt something wet under my nose. I touched it. I saw blood on my finger.

"Oh God! Sorry guys.. I.. I gotta go."

I ran to the toilet. She was right. I was bleeding. My nose was bleeding. I couldn't stop it. I washed it. But the blood keeps blowing out. Crap. Suddenly I felt so dizzy. I'd been having breakfast this morning. And I was just having lunch. Why did I feel so woozy and like there was no gravity?

I washed it once more. And then i took some tissue, and I walked out of the toilet. I walked slowly to English. The class was full. There was only one empty chair. But, it would next to one of the cullens my new friends told me. So I sat next to her, Alice I thought. It was so silent for a moment, but then..

"Hello. You must be.. Bella swan right? Hi! I'm Alice. Alice Cullen. It's nice to sit next to you Bella!" Wow. She spoke in a rush, -tensed,high- voice.

"Hi. Yes I am. it's nice to sit with you too," just to be polite.

"So Bella, why are you moving here, I mean, it's okay if it's a personal reason. You don't need to tell me" she smiled.

"No.. it's.. My mom was dead. And my dad.."

"Oh, I'm so.. sorry."

"No it's okay."

As the teacher explained the subject. I suddenly felt dizzy. Again. I made a note of the lesson. But there was something wrong. something red dripped into my paper. I held it with the tissues. And then, something wrong again. Alice. She was suddenly like not breathing. Like, she was holding her breath. She masked her nose with her hand. Weird. She wasn't breathing?

"Um, Alice, do you have some tissue?" she shook her head.

Crap. The blood keeps blowing out. I couldn't help it. I took some more tissue I had left and walked in front of the class.

"Excuse me, sir. May I go to the toilet please?"

"Sure."

I ran to the toilet. again. On my way to the toilet, I was really getting so woozy. i felt like there was an earthquake. And then, all I knew was, I didn't stand on my feet anymore..

a/n: sorry if this is too boring. It's just an opening. So, there won't be so many differences between the real story. Bad or good, REVIEW PLEAASE :))

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