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Margaret Schroeder doesn't want to be in love with Enoch Thompson, but she is. Nucky is not a good man. He killed her husband!
But she's head over heels in love with the man, someone who is never going to change. She knows this, but yet, Margaret can't do anything about it.
This relationship is going to end badly and Margaret can see it, but she's going to try and enjoy the time they have together. That can't hurt her, can it?
Margaret Schroeder is an extremely strong woman and she will try to pretend that she's not dying inside.