Title: Just Once (Drabble)
Rating: K
Series: Star Trek: Voyager
Author: Singing Violin
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Something snaps and, suddenly, circumstances conspire to overwhelm me. Today, I am not strong enough to deflect them.

I am going to cry. And if I don't escape, quickly, I am going to do it in front of my crew.

My throat tightens, and I hastily eye my easiest retreat.

Chakotay watches me as I run. He knows to take the bridge, though I have not explicitly given it to him. But once – just once – I wish he'd neglect his duties and follow me inside.

The door closes and I collapse to the floor, sobs overtaking me. He doesn't come.