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"the song "should´ve said no by Katherine McPhee doesn´t belong to me! not using any lyrics!"

Summary:

Back in NYC: Addison is married to Mark. Derek still is Mark's best friend, but has a crush

on Addison.

Chapter 1: Where The Sun Rises

The rising sun drew a lot of different shades of red on the NYC sky. It went from dark carmine red, over orange and yellow to a beautiful and clear blue.

Addison Montgomery looked at her new apartment with both hands on the hips and a crinkled eyebrow.

"I still don't like this place!" she said looking over her shoulder. Addison opened the window and smelled a wonderful smell, she wasn't quit sure what it was. Then Mark came from the bedroom, kissed her neck and whispered in her ear: "Good morning darling!" Addison was lost in her thoughts and jumped a few inches. Mark stroked over her hair with one hand and said: "I made breakfast. Hurry up, so it won't be cold!" Addison went in the kitchen and saw the wonderful meal on the table. She was very surprised that Mark had made breakfast.

After breakfast Mark said: "Tomorrow Derek will come to dinner! Can you make it?"

"Okay, but you have to buy the ingredients! When does he arrive?"

"He'll come at 8, but I'll be here a little bit later, have to work!" Then Mark went to the supermarket.

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The next day arrived quickly and Addison 's nervousness started to rise. "Stop being so nervous, he's your friend! It's normal that you like him! It is, right?" she thought to herself and chewed her lip. A habit she must have picked up when she was little. The fact that everyone could always see how nervous she was didn't make her situation any better. Addison started sipping from the wine glass in front of her. By the time Derek arrived she had drunk half of the bottle and was pretty drunk.

Still she had cooked half of the meal. As it was finished she tried to open the new wine bottle, but she couldn't get the cork out, so Derek tried to help her. Through the pressure Derek tipped over to Addison and their lips quickly touched. Suddenly it rang on the door and through the shock their heads bumped into each other and then Mark stood there leaning against the kitchen door. Through the entire dinner Addison and Derek didn't say a word.

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At night Addison often woke up and thought about the kiss she and Derek had almost shared.

A few hours later without any sleep, she got up, went to the kitchen poured herself some coffee.

"What have I done? I love Mark and he's my husband, but I really like Derek, but he's Mark's best friend!"

She drank her coffee and tried to soothe herself.

"Why do I talk to myself?"

A few hours later, she came to the decision: She loves Mark and she should fight for their love.

So she made breakfast and waited till Mark woke up.

Addison put roses on the table and got ready herself.