Chapter 1:

In this chapter is: Bella's thoughts before coming to Forks. Edward's thoughts about his future. Some special suprise to keep you reading :)

Bella POV...:

I think it's getting old here with Mom, I've been here for a long time now and I think I crave something else. This life is good, there's no doubting that, but deep down, I long forsomething more. Something with more Oomph! And I hate to admit to it, but I miss Charlie.

Okay, I didn't like going fishing with him but for all his faults, at the end of the day... He's my own father and I therefore love him. I have to, genetically. I suppose I've been in Arizona for too long, and well... Mom and Phil wanna go out on the road. Phil's job as a baseball player is really starting to take him and Mom places. I don't want that lifestyle. I want the lifestyle where I know what's going to happen and I know where I am all the time. Yes, Mom offered to stay with me but it tears her apart, not seeing Phil. This leaves me with the realization that I've got to go to Forks with Charlie; there's no other way out of having to go with Mom and Phil. Unless I ran away and lived on my own, in my own apartment... Wait no, I can't. I don't have enough money. I barely have enough to buy my own clothes. Infact, I don't. That's why I look like a spitting image of the town idiot. I needed to refresh my look, for sure. Maybe someone in Forks could help. But, moving back onto Forks itself...

It's the only place left. Charlie's. Yes, I'll have to give up my perfect lifestyle. But is it really perfect? I'm content with this life, but who's to say I won't have a life just as good, or better, in Forks? You never know... I mean the last time I was there, I was a littte kid! I've gotta give it a go.

Although, I'm slightly worried. I mean, I don't know anyone there, except for about two people from preschool. And I can't even remember their names! Well, new place will mean a new start. Maybe, just maybe, I can meet a boy who'll like me for me and not try to use me or something... Someone special. Someone who cares. Someone different, different in their own special way, the way that we can settle down and have a daughter together in a cottage somewhere. I'd name her after my mom... Well, I can only hope. Maybe... One day.

I'm going to ask Mom what she thinks of me leaving and going to see Charlie. I know she doesn't like staying with me while Phil goes off to work, but I guess this will still come as a shock. Ah well, needs must.

Wish me luck.

A/N: My writing song, Kevin Rudolf's Let It Rock is on, so I'm gonna write Edward's bit. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenjoy!

Edward POV....:

I don't like this. Everyone is under the impression that I do actually like being alone and not having anyone whom I can call my own. But inside, I'm crying out for someone. At least, I would be crying out if my heart worked. I long for someone to hold close to me and whom I can talk to about anything in total confidence. You could infact say that I'm jealous of Jasper, he's got Alice. I don't specifically want Alice, but I want to be in Jasper's posistion, having someone who loves them for them and will be theirs forever.

Emmett knows how it is to be me though, I mean, he's not got anyone either.

Maybe he could go for Rosalie, I know she likes him because I've read her mind, some of the thoughts Rosalie has been having about Emmett are really not something that I should mention... My gift comes in handy there. No doubt.

(A/N: I've made Rosalie and Emmett not yet be a couple, you'll see why in the near future!)

But I wonder if I could use my gift to find out if anyone likes me in the way Rosalie likes Emmett. But could I bring myself to do that? Invade someone's personal privacy for my own intentions? That goes against The Edward Code. Which doesn't yet exist, but when I get out of this ridiculous Biology lesson, I'll invent it over lunch. My special code which I simply have to stick by. It'll involve not using my kinda stupid gift unless I need to....

Moving onto something less morally confusing, maybe not having to eat (ever) is actually a good thing, I get the whole hour to do whatever the hell I want.

There's got to be someone out there for me, Alice found Jasper and Emmett will soon find Rosalie. Is this just me being impatient? I think it is. Why am I all of a sudden longing for someone when I've spent about one hundred and something years prior to this, being content with myself. Why am I all of a sudden in the mood for.... Love? I shouldn't be. But maybe this means something's going to happen with me and my miserably pathetic love life. Wait. There I go again! I DON'T WANT A GIRL IN MY LIFE IN THAT WAY! Why am I constantly thinking I do?

It can't be Rosalie whom I want, she has to have Emmett, they look good together. It has to be someone else. But all the girls of Forks High School aren't my type. It's not them, it's me not liking them. So, it has to be someone new, right?

There's no other explanation. Dammit, why am I hunting for explanations? This is probably nothing.... But if it was nothing then wouldn't I be over it? Vampire willpower and such?

I need to talk this other with Alice, I hate to admit it but she's great, I can tell her anything and she'll be great and she gives great advice.... Just at that moment, my stupid phone chimed and vibrated.

(A/N: So for anyone who didn't follow, Edward has spent ages being content with his own company and just as Bella decides to move to Forks, he gets more uncomfortable with the idea of being alone. Who knows what I've just revealed? I do! Plotlines.)

ANYWAY, HERE'S SOME ALICE! YAY!

Alice POV...:

I believe I was sitting in English when I saw it happen, sitting at the back left corner of the cramped room with Jasper to my side, loyal as always. There was no one around us, everyone in the school tended to "leave the Cullens to it". I could kinda see why they do, it's not like we act welcoming to them at all. For the record, this chair was hard. I was fidgetting about on said chair when it happened; the vision, and the first I'd had in a while. I did my usual trick of falling off my chair due to how I froze when I had a vision and the fact that I'd been fidgetting around on these tremendously uncomfortable chairs... Or maybe I just got excited over the vision... Who cares? I had a vision!

I've decided that whenever I next go out, I am buying a seat cushion. How on earth the school expected us to work in these conditions. I shivered at the thought of working. This room was entirely too dark, nothing like the open plan and well lit thing we had going on back at the mansion up the road.

Hang on! I just fell off my chair! And Jasper! He didn't think to help! Well he was certainly getting no "gifts" from me this evening, even though he'd been begging me for years now, if I'd had been human I would've given in by now but I enjoyed the torment I caused him.

"Oh, how is it on the floor, love?" he asked. Jesus, I love his voice!

I pouted, again. I don't know why I constantly pout. It's a habit I've got.

"Oh and by the way... Your pouting again, floor child." He said, grinning.

"Whatever, are you going to help me up or do I have to predict the many ways in which I can kill you if I choose to?"

He extended his hand to me, you know, sometimes that boy is really annoying, but he was mine. And he was all I could ever want and all I ever have wanted.

Now I should probably explain about this vision of mine... Here we go... I saw the girl. She was on a airplane heading to Forks, "seeking a new life" here. No sooner had this vision passed, I had another one. It was in our home, with Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper and me. And Edward, but there was something different about him, he was happy. It must've been because he was with the very same girl in the previous vision. I hoped against hope that this would mean Edward would finally find a soul mate. I whispered the whole thing to Jasper before texting Carlisle, telling them to meet me outside school at 1:00pm sharp. If Carlisle agreed with me then something good was sure to come of this whole situation. It had to be. Edward has been alone for too long, and Carlisle's input on this would be exceedingly valuable.

A/N: FIRST THING EVER! RPIGHJGTDJHFHXKCG! I'm happy, please review, I'll accept all criticism. I need to improve. Cheers guys!

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