Don't Look Away
Emily's Pov-
I went up to Paige's house and knocked on the door, no one responded. Paige had told me her parents was in Scranton so I expected Paige to answer the door.
After she had told me about that night I wasn't sure if I knew I'd trust her but after talking to Nate I knew exactly where I wanted to be right now.
I knocked again but once again there was no one at the door. It was late and the full moon was so bright I could see perfectly. I knew Paige had to be home since it was too late for her to be anywhere else.
After I had waited for a short while I thought that Paige might be in the backyard, I walked around the house and that's where I saw Paige. She was standing by her pool facing away from me, she was wearing that purple tank top and black running pants that she had worn when we went for that jog earlier today.
I walked towards her and as I walked closer I could tell from her body language that she was feeling bad about something. I knew it was from what she had done that night when I was drugged by A.
I as got closer to Paige she turned around and saw me, I could see that she still felt awful from what she had told me.
"I'm sorry." Paige said as I walked up to her.
"It wasn't your fault." I said.
"I shouldn't have let it happened it was wrong. If I ever found out who put that stuff in your flask I swear I'll kill them." Paige said still blaming herself for letting me kiss her.
"Don't say that." I said trying to calm Paige down.
"I mean it." Paige said looking very serious.
"I don't want you to say it, I don't want you to mean it, I want you to listen." I said and took a few steps closer to Paige.
"I haven't been with anyone since Maya, I haven't even thought about it… or at least I didn't think I was thinking about it." I started.
"I was drunk that night and I got lost." I said and Paige nodded. "Only I didn't get lost. I was looking for something, I was looking for someone and I came here." I said and Paige dipped her head.
"Don't look away" I said as I my hand on her neck and Paige looked at me smiling widely and I moved close and kissed her, as I pressed my lips against hers she opened her mouth letting me slid my tongue into her mouth as we deepened the kiss. Our tongues danced in each other's mouths. I placed my hands left hand on Paige's neck and traced my other hand through her ponytail as she moved her hands up my arms and move through my hair then she cupped my the back of my head with her left hand. We broke the kiss for a brief second and then I we continued to kiss my hands moved back to her neck pulling her deeper in so our mouths and tongues could be even closer, my hands were then roaming through Paige's hair, down her back, over her bare arms and shoulders.
Paige's Pov-
I didn't believed this was happening Emily was kissing me I thought I was dreaming. We broke the kiss again and this time Emily kissed me softly on my lips and then we rested our foreheads against each other.
Ever since that night when I was sitting on Emily's window seat and told her that the whole world was going to change if I told anyone that I was gay I knew I wanted to be with Emily, but I was too scared to fight for her.
I looked into her eyes happier that I had ever been, I knew that I wanted this moment to last forever. Emily had given me one more chance and I was worried that I could lose her again.
Being around Emily made me feel different, she had given me the courage to come up to my parents.
I wanted to kiss her again but I was too nervous to do or say anything.
Emily's Pov-
I could see that Paige was nervous, she had gone from the mad girl who shoved my head under water to this calm girl who was much calmer and less conflicted. I wanted to reassure Paige that everything was fine, or actually it was perfect.
"Do you want to go for a swim?" I asked knowing that Paige would calm down in the water, it was like a second home for her as it was to me.
Paige's face bolted up with a deer in headlights look on her face. Crap She must have thought I meant skinny dip, I know that Paige was very she to the whole accepting who she was, when I was with Maya I was very scared at fist myself.
"I mean the pool is right here and we're only in our running stuff so we can just go for a swim." I said trying to clarify what I had meant.
Paige smiled at me and said "Sure".
I smiled and grabbed Paige's hand guiding her around the pool to the shallower end closer to the house.
I looked at Paige that was a little nervous and I felt that her palm was slightly sweaty. I took Paige by both hands and leaned in to lightly kiss her on the lips.
"It'll be fun" I said and gave Paige another light kiss "it'll help you relax" I said and kiss Paige again.
Paige smiled at me and said "Can you tell that I'm nervous?"
I smiled and sarcastically said "What gives you that idea?" then I lightly kissing Paige's cheek before letting go of her hands and beginning to take Nate's jacket off.
I walked over to the garden furniture and hung the jacket over one of the chairs then I removed sleeveless hoody and placed it on Nate's jacked.
Then I thought off what else could I take off? I wasn't thinking that we would swim naked but I could take some more clothes off without revealing too much and make Paige uncomfortable.
I turned around to see what Paige was doing.
She had her back to me and was taking off her purple tank top. As Paige raised her arms to lift her tank top over her head, I couldn't help but stare.
Even if I had seen Paige change clothes before in the locker rooms at school this felt like I was seeing Paige's body for the first time. The pale skin on her muscular back was smooth and her hair was still up in a ponytail and it fell over her shoulders and back and all wanted to do now was to run my fingers through Paige's auburn hair.
Paige turned round and caught me staring at her. I blushed slightly before pulling my t-shirt over my head and let my raven hair tumbled over my shoulders. Our eyes met again and we both smiled.
We were both now stood in just our bras and running pants. I smirked before pulling my running pants down and casually folding them and placing them on the chair then I walked over to Paige and leaned in to kiss her. Quite quickly the kiss got heated and I slipped my fingers in to the waistband of Paige's running pants. I ran her hands round to Paige's ass and carefully pushed the pants down, stroking her ass at the same time. Suddenly I remembered that I suggested we went for the swim so Paige would feel more comfortable.
"Sorry" I said as I removed my hands from Paige's ass.
"Don't be sorry" said Paige in reply, lightly stroking my face with the back of her hand.
I looked in to Paige's eyes. "I didn't mean to push... Erm... I don't want to..." But before I could finish Paige crashed her lips in to mine and my hands returned to Paige's firm ass.
A few minutes later I took Paige by the hand and led her towards the pool.
Paige's Pov-
I was with Emily in the pool, we were front crawling. I was used to swim to break my records now Emily and I were swimming casual lengths. Not racing, not competing we were just enjoying swimming together.
For the first time ever I had found piece I accepted who I was, I wasn't scared or aggressive anymore, I had come out to my parents and most important of all I had Emily.
Once we reached the edge of the pool Emily swam up closer to me and started to stroke my arm, I was breathless for our swim and I could tell Emily was getting a bit tired herself.
Emily moved in towards me and kissed me softly on my lips.
"I like this." Emily said.
"I've always felt safe in water." I answered.
"Yes the pool is nice, but I meant being here with you." Emily said and moved in and kissed me and I felt my body tremble as Emily's hands gripped my waist pushing my gently against the wall of the pool as she deepened the kiss. I was in heaven.
Emily started to run her hands up and down my sides and I switching our positions so Emily was now pushed up against the side of the pool.
After the kiss I pulled back slightly before resting my forehead against Emily's.
"When are your parents back?" Emily asked softly as she continued to stroke my sides.
"There in Scranton at least two more days" I responded before lightly kissing Emily on the tip of her nose.
"Do you want to stay over?" I asked Paige without thinking.
"Stay over?" Emily asked.
Oh shit. What did I just do? Maybe that was too much, too soon? Please Em don't freak out I can take it back.
"You can stay in one of the guest rooms if you like?" I said trying to make this moment less awkward.
Emily smiled and softly stroked my cheek. "Yeah I could stay over. But I'll have to call my mom and let her know". Thank god
I smiled and leaned in to kiss Emily but before our lips met Emily placed a finger on my lips asked "Do I have to stay in a guest room?"
Emily's Pov-
When Paig asked me if I wanted to stay over I was first unsure if I was ready to stay over just yet, if I was ready. And then I wondered if stay over meant sex? But when Paige mentioned the guestroom I understood that it was just an innocent question and then I remembered that I once had sex with Maya while Paige probably haven't had sex yet so I calmed down and accepted Paige's offer to stay over.
After I had called my mom telling her I'd spend the night with a 'friend' I followed Paige up the stairs.
I had wrapped Nate's jacket trying to keep warm but I couldn't help but shiver slightly since asides from the jacket I was only in my bra and panties. I gazed in front of me as I tried to walk up the stairs without just staring at Paige's still wet body that was in front of me. Paige was moving up the stairs quite quickly still dressed in just her underwear with her running gear scrunched up in her arms.
As we went for the top of the stairs Paige slowed to allow me to catch up with her. As I reach the top of the stairs I slowly slid her hand in to Paige's and leant in to kiss her. We stood there for a few minutes, lips, tongues and hands continuing to explore our bodies.
"Let's go to bed" said Paige sheepishly leading me by the hand towards her bedroom.
Paige's room was large with an array of sports medals adorning her shelves. As Paige went to draw the curtains I wandered over to study Paige's prizes and awards.
"Very impressive." I said as I saw all Paige's awards.
"Yeah, I've been competing in different sports since I was seven.
"I got a feeling you'll one day have an award from every sport ever made." I joked.
"No, I think I'll settle with winning some gold medals in the Olympics." Paige answered.
"But I'd really like it if you returned to the schools swim team, it's strange to compete without you on the team." Paige said.
I was overjoyed when I heard Paige practically saying she missed me.
"Is that your way to ask me to return to the swim team?" I asked.
"Emily Fields, will you please come back to the swim team." Paige asked going down on one leg like she was proposing to me.
I was overcome with emotion and desire. I hungrily gripped Paige's waist and began to pepper her neck with kisses. "Yes Paige of course I'll come back." I said then I used my tongue to slowly lick up Paige's neck before crashing our lips together again. As time went by I could feel Paige beginning to grown in confidence as her hands roamed further and more intimately than we ever had before.
I knew Paige like this as much as I did but I could tell she was too nervous to go on so I griped Paige's hands and guide them to my shoulders pushing Nate's jacket to the ground.
I continued to hold on to Paige's and guided them towards my bra clad breasts. Paige shuddered as she felt my breasts, I let go of Paige's hands and she began to squeeze my breasts making me moan.
I pressed my lips against Paige's as she still cupped my breasts, I Emily began to guide us towards Paige's bed. I felt the back of her legs hit the edge of the bed and reluctantly pried her lips away from Paige's before I was lying down on Paige's bed. I looked up to see Paige's lust filled eyes and flushed cheeks. Paige suddenly became nervous and broke the eye contact and began to fiddle with her hands.
"Come here." I said Emily softly before pulling Paige towards her.
I was full of confidence. I was finally piecing together what happened that night when somebody dug up Ali's grave and for the first time since Maya's death, I felt like she wanted to be physically close to someone again. Not just 'someone' but Paige. I wanted Paige to know how grateful I was for being there when I needed her.
Paige hovered over me, our eyes were fixed on each other. I knew now for sure that I was going to need to take a lead because Paige was clearly nervous. I leant forward to take Paige's hand and guide back to my breasts. Only this time as Paige cupped and then began to massage my breasts, I slowly and skillfully reached behind my back and unhocked my bra.
I held my bra in one hand and dropped it on the ground, Paige gasped as I exposed my now naked breasts, Paige's eyes darkened before she took one of my nipples between her fingers and squeezed slightly. I whimper at the sensation and hurriedly crashed our lips together so I wouldn't be too loud. Paige pressed her body against mine and her hands were now explore my naked upper body.
I moved her hands towards Paige's back, softly running my fingers along Paige's strong frame. "Can I?" I asked while lightly running her fingers on the underside of Paige's sports bra.
Paige's mouth was kissing, licking and nipping at my neck but I could feel her nod, so I carefully began to pull her sports bra over her head and dropped the bra down the side of the bed.
Paige suddenly sat up and looked away covering her breasts with her hands.
I sat up and stroked Paige's arm. "Paige, you're beautiful and I want to be with you, please don't hide from me." I said and Paige slowly and cautiously looked at me. I rubbed her arm and Paige smiled before lowering her arms and I used the opportunity to fully take in Paige's newly exposed breasts. They were bigger than mine and Paige had pinker nipples and I couldn't take my eyes of them.
I kissed Paige lightly before I leant back on the pillows before beckoning for Paige to join me. As Paige crawled across the bed to join me I took the opportunity to slide slightly further back down the bed, resulting in Paige's breasts hovering almost directly above my face. I noticed that Paige getting nervous again but this time she also had a desire fuelled with every passing minute.
I carefully reached up to stroke Paige's cheek before lightly licking at each of Paige's nipples. We locked eyes while Emily hungrily began to devour Paige's right nipple with my tongue. At first I was lapping across the wider area before slowly circling around the pink nipple and sucking.
"Oh fuck" Paige muttered in to the air as I sucked on her right nipple and massaged her left breast.
I loved having this effect on Paige and I began to slide her right hand in to Paige's panties, cupping her butt and moved my left hand to Paige's back and pushed Paige's body and breasts even closer to her mouth.
Paige's thigh had made its way between my legs and was pushing itself against my wet center. We were moving together our body's rocking and I moved to get the most contact from Paige's thigh.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
Paige didn't look at me replied "Yeah"
"Are you sure?" I asked, concerned that this might all be too much, too soon.
Paige didn't respond.
"Paige?" I asked again moving one of my hands back to her breast and gave it a squeeze
"I just... Erm... I just don't really know what I'm doing. I've... I've never..."
I knew exactly what Paige was going to say and could I moved her hands and held on to Paige's hands, squeezing them slightly.
I guided Paige's hands to my panties and together they slid them down to my knees knees "Let me show you".
I gently used one hand to push Paige's body slightly off mine so Paige could look down to see my entire body. With the other hand I slowly began to slide two fingers between my wet folds. Paige gasped as I fingered myself and looked up to my face. Her mouth was slightly open with shallow ragged breaths escaping.
"Put your fingers on top of mine" I said. Paige looked back down to see what my fingers were doing and obliged by placing her hand and fingers on top of mine. I continued to finger myself this time I made sure that Paige's fingers would also enter my wet folds, as Paige started to move her hand on her own I Emily slowly began to remove my hand.
Paige kept fingering my wet cunt and I moved my still wet fingers to Paige's right nipple and coat her nipple with my wetness.
I massaged both her breast as she rubbed my cunt, she was being very gentle and I massaged Paige's breast felling them spill between my fingers as I squeezed them in my hands.
"Inside... please" I begged and Paige slowly slid two fingers in to my cunt. I flinched with the intrusion but hungrily kissed Paige on the lips, my tongue sloppily finding its way in to Paige's tongue.
My hips began to move towards Paige's hand and Paige responded by picking up a steady rhythm, pumping in and out.
"More" I shouted.
"What?" Paige asked.
"More Paige. Please. Another... Oh fuck... Another finger" I panted.
Paige slowly slipped a third finger in to my very soaked cunt. Paige was using her hips to help push in to me and I loved it. Paige began to use her middle finger to lightly rub against my clit.
Paige kissed me on the lips and locked eyes with me. "Are you going..." but before Paige could finish I shouted."Yeah... I'm about to... Paige... Oh god".
My body shuddered as I got a strong orgasm. My pussy clenching around Paige's fingers, my free arm wrapping around Paige's body and squeezing them as tight and as close as they could possibly be.
We looked at each other. Paige was lying on top me. My legs were spread wide and Paige's right hand was buried between she was cupping my sex. We leant in to kiss, Paige's tongue massaging mine, our cheeks flushed pink and their bodies shimmering with a slight glean of sweat. Page slowly removed her hands and lay down next to me. Her hand wrapped around my body while she nuzzled in to her neck as their heart rates began to slow.
"So this is what it feels like to have sex." Paige said.
"No, this is what it's like to make love with someone who loves you." I answered and kissed Paige softly on her lips.
"Tomorrow I'll make sure you'll feel as good as I do now." I said.
"I want this relation to be right." Paige said.
"So, do I, this time we'll make it right." I said and we both fell asleep.