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Dean stormed out of the motel room and shouted as he slammed the door, "SON OF A BITCH!" He pulled out the keys to the Impala. He revved the engine and drove off with a loud screech.

Sam went off with Ruby probably drinking her blood now. Dean fucking sold his soul for Sam, went to hell and all he asked of Sam was to not go darkside. Well so much for that, Dean understood that the blood was an addiction but he shouldn't have started it in the first place. Dean was already on a deserted highway blaring eye of the tiger, he didn't know where he was gonna go, he was just... Going. He wanted to call Sam, it probably wasn't his fault maybe Ruby temp-

"Hello, Dean." Dean slammed the brakes and the car went screeching sideways. Cas was sitting in the shotgun scene, emotionless as usual.

"Cas, what the fuck?" Dean asked trying hard not to punch him.

"I did not mean to scare you Dean," Cas said in his usual low voice. Damn, Dean thought, why is his voice so sexy. "but we need to talk. The other angels don't trust Sam, especially now that he's drinking blood."

"Shut up." Dean said quickly and leaned in to kiss Cas.

The kiss was fierce and hot. Cas parted his lips the moment they started kissing and Dean explored every bit of the angels mouth until he needed air. He pushed gently away and smiled at Cas.

"D-Dean I don't think-" Cas started but was interrupted by a shush from Dean.

"I don't care about what they think I've waited for this ever since - ever since I've met you I mean at first- at- f-first I wasn't sure and- and," Dean stopped talking. He never stuttered? What was happening to him?

"My turn to shush you." Castiel replied, leaning in to kiss Dean. It was a light kiss, not like the one before. "I'll see you in the motel room." Cas winked at him, and disappeared.

What was happening to Dean. He was cocky, he was tough. He never stuttered? And, what about Cas, he was like a baby, he never spoke like that. It took Dean a while to realise where he was, he started up the engine again and made his way back to the motel. Some time later he was standing outside his room, key in hand, about to go inside and have sex with Cas. Dean had to admit, he wasn't so sure about this but he wanted it, really badly. He unlocked the door and stepped in, immediately the door slammed shut behind him and his clothes disappeared. There was a little corridor separating the beds from the front door, so Dean didn't really knew if Cas was naked but just the thought of it made his member ache. He walked along the corridor and found a naked Cas sitting naked on Sam's bed. Cas smiled and stood up.

"Woah." Was all Dean could say.

The angel walked up to him and started kissing him passionately, this time more fierce than in the car. A fiery feeling was lit inside Dean and all he wanted to do was fuck Cas right here right now. Dean pushed Cas away and walked to his bed pulling his lover's arm. They started kissing again and laid down on the bed at the same time. Cas flipped Dean over on his stomach but Dean protested.

"I'm top." Dean smiled.

"Woah Dean okay." Cas swapped places with Dean and turned on his stomach. "I'm ready." He said confidently.

Dean gingerly rubbed his aching member against his lovers inviting hole. Slowly he pushed in, bit by bit. Cas started stroking his own member, moaning loudly.

"Go rough- on me, Dean!" The words escaped from Cas's lips through moans.

Dean groaned as he pushed in more and faster. Seconds later they were both moaning in ecstasy, the bed sheets were soaking in sweat as the bed squeaked and groaned backwards and forwards to the rhythm of their sex. Cas came on the bed sheets with an extremely loud moan. Dean was not far from it either. Now the bed started banging into the wall. Castiel rose on all four and Dean rose on his knees. They were both moaning even louder. Cas started screaming. A bright flash flared in front of Deans eyes as his member pushed In an out of his lover.

He moaned loudly, "CAS! CAS I CANT-" he was cut off by another moan.

The light died down completely and a pair of wings were fully grown from Castiel's back. They were fluttering majestically.

"DEAN!" Castiel shouted.

Dean pushed one more time into Cas with a loud groan and pulled out. His lovers wings were going back into his back as Dean collapsed on the empty side of the double bed. He looked over at Cas.

"I love you." Dean said panting.

"I love you too." Replied Cas.

Dean pulled up the blanket and covered him and Cas. The angel fell asleep in his arms and soon so did he.

A streak of light shone on Dean's face. He peeked through one eye and saw Castiel getting dressed.

"Morning, sunshine." Dean grinned.

"Dean... don't." Cas said in a low voice. Was he upset? "We can not do this again." Cas didn't look Dean in the eyes.

Dean began protesting. "What- why- who says so?" He slid off the bed and grabbed his dark blue boxers.

"It's against the rules. Well two of the rules actually," Cas began reciting, "'Thou shall not have any affairs with a mortal' and 'a man may not lay with another man unless he wants to be stoned'"

"But wait, the gay one was in the Old Testament and the Bible says that all the rules from the Old Testament wont be followed anymore!" Dean remembered all this from when he googled 'what does the Bible say about gay people'.

Cas raised his eyebrows. "Wow, well done Dean. But i am afraid the angels don't think the same way." Castiel still wouldn't look Dean in the eyes.

Dean walked up to Cas. "Look at me," Dean raised Cas's chin, "i love you." they kissed again, softly this time and Dean could see how soft Castiel's lips were.

Cas pulled away. "I'm sorry Dean." and disappeared.

chapter II is going to come out sometime next week : )