My Apology

Believing that it is his last chance to speak to the one he loves, Blaine calls Kurt.

(I do not own Glee or any of its characters)

(One-shot. Set during 4x18 - Shooting Star. Contains spoilers about the content of the episode.)


His sweaty palms punched in the number without conscious thought. Fear made his hands shake. He held the phone to his ear, breathing heavily, quivering. His voice shook and cracked, thick with emotion.

"Kurt. I don't know what's happening. There have been gunshots.

I don't know if I'm going to get a chance to see you again, Kurt. And I can't bear it to think that if anything happened to me, that if I… I…

I don't want to… I don't want to… die, with you hating me. Because I love you. I love you, Kurt. So much. And I am so, so sorry, that I hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. I would never try to hurt you. Not ever.

You make me a man, Kurt. You m-move me. From the day I met you, you have made me a better person. You have made my life a million times better. I would trade anything, anything, to change what I did.

And, I'm here, and the power's off, and everyone's scared to death. And all I can think of is that we won't have the chance to sing Come What May at our wedding. And it's all my fault.

I don't have the words to say how much you mean to me. I hope you can accept this. My apology.

Oh Kurt, I would do anything to hear your voice again. Please pick up. Please Kurt? Please pick up.

Please.

I'm sorry.

I love you, Kurt.

Goodbye."