Author's Note: This is my first published story and I know it's not world's best but yeah anyway... If you could use your precious and review I would really be thankful. English is not my first language, Finnish is so feel free to tell me about my grammatical errors, I'd love to learn better english. And when I'll learn better english my stories will get better, because I certainly write better in Finnish. But enjoy if you can and I don't own these characters.
Ziva looked the night sky. Something she was able to do after a very long time. In Somalia... She hadn't been able to look stars or the moon. She hadn't even seen the sun much. Now she could watch them as much as she wanted to.
Ziva was relieved. After the horrible summer she was OK. Or at least so OK you could be after you have been tortured almoust four months. But she was home. She was in the USA again but that wasn't the thing what made Ziva relieved and kind of happy. She was in the USA with Tony, Gibbs and McGee. And Abby (she smiled a little thinking about Abby's reaction when they saw each other after a very long summer), Ducky and Palmer. Those people must really care about her. And Ziva really loved all of them, each with different kind of love.
She loved Gibbs like he was her dad. She knew that she loved her real dad too, but her feelings were shaken badly. McGee was her big brother, kind, gentle and clever. Gibbs, McGee and Tony came to rescue her. Tony... Ziva jumped over him and started to think about Abby. Sometimes she couldn't figure out what was going inside Abby's head, but she really was a true friend and could often make Ziva smile. Like right now. A Goth who concentrated on good things. Ziva decided to do so too. The good things.
"I guess I couldn't live without you". Ziva closed her eyes and tried to get Tony's voice out of her head. She sucseeded, but now she heard herself repeating: "Why are you here?", "Why are you here?". And then again Tony's voice echoing inside of her head. "I guess I couldn't live without you", "I guess I couldn't live witout you" over and over again. She was so confused. What did he mean?
She was deep inside her thoughts when her cell phone beebed. A text message. She opened it wondering who was texting her in the middle of the night.
Tony. Of course. Who else would it be?
"Are you OK?" he was asking.
Ziva smiled. The smile was a little wider than when she was thinking about Abby "I am better now when you texted me", she thought but writed: "I will be. Thank you :)".
After thinking a few seconds she added a heart at the end on a whim.
"Good night Tony", Ziva whispered to the moon. She was just about to go back to the bed when her phone did sound again.
"Good. Sleep well Ziva" And a little heart at the end.
Ziva's heart fluttered. She went back to bed and slept better than she had for a very long time.
Fin.