This is my first fanfic I hope you'll like it ) My English is not the best and I hope I won't make much faults.
Title: Love is such a crazy thing!
1. Chapter: Strange Feelings
OC. California at the beach (2 pm)
My best friend Alex, my brother and I decided to go to the beach. Yeah, I said my brother! Since a few weeks Alex and my brother are dating. It's really weird and sometimes frustrating. I mean I know her for a long time and my brother is really not her type. She always dated boys with brown hair and she adored boys with brown eyes! My brother Ryan is dirty blonde and has blue eyes! What just happened? ... I can't say that they aren't cute together but it's really crazy! Maybe it's the fact that I must share her with him. I mean we did everyday something together and now she's often out with him! Sometimes she asks me to come with them but I don't want to be the 3rd wheel on them and how does it looks when my bro takes his sister with him to a date?!
I was so deep in thought that I startled up than someone tipped on my shoulder. Alex laughed at me and looked at me questioningly: "Hey what's up? Why are you so deep in thoughts? Did something happen?" I shook my head: "No everything is ok! You know me! I'm always lost in thoughts!" I said with a grin on my face. Alex gave me an expressive look but I avoided. Than she looked to the water and watched my brother surfing a grin appeared on her face: "Ryan is really good, huh?" she gave me a brief look and looked again to him. Suddenly I got a queasy feeling and had a lump in my throat. What was wrong with me? It was like I got jealous! Haha jealous?! Sometimes my thoughts are really crazy! Why should I get jealous?! She loves him in another they as me! But I still got angry. I rolled my eyes and said a little bit too loud: "Do you always have to speak about him?!" Alex's head turned quickly at my direction and I could see that she was really shocked of my reaction. I got nervous and laid on my stomach. That was really embarrassing of me. Why have I had to react like this? It sounded really jealously to react like this! Alex looked at me worried and asked: "Sweety what's wrong with you?" "It's…I really don't know… I'm not at a good mood!" Alex understood that I didn't want to talk about it and let me alone. She stood up and went to the Water. I watched her a while and took my I Pod from my handbag.
One hour later
I fell asleep with the earplugs in my ear and the music still playing. Somebody lie on my back and let me start up from my sleep. I was scared and screamed. Suddenly somebody took my earplugs from my ears and put his finger on my mouth to make me stop shouting. Alex mumbled in my ear: "Hey it's me!" and laughed. "Go away of my back! Alex you really scared me! You crazy chick! And dry yourself before touching me!" Alex took her towel and dried her up. I put one of my earplugs and listen to my music. Alex flogged me with her towel and laughed: "Hey tomato doesn't your back hurts?" As she sad that I felt that my back was really warm. She shook her head and laughed: Did you again forget to put sun crème on your body?!" I moaned: "Oh no! That can't be true! I touched my back and felt that I again had sunburn. Alex took her sun crème and sat on my back. "You are such a child Marissa!" she said and laughed. Than I felt something cold on my back and her hands putting sun crème on it. That felt really good and I relaxed. Suddenly I felt her fingers on my bra and she opened it. I get nervous and asked stuttering: "Wwhat are you ddoing?" Alex laughed: "You're such a scaredy-cat! I'm just putting sun crème on you! Nothing else! Don't forget I'm straight!" I laughed nervously: "Yeah, yeah I know! I didn't mean…" Alex closed my bra and went again to her deckchair.
I looked at her it felt really well as she touched my back. I have this prickling in my stomach! Why can't she put a little bit more sun crème on my back? ... Wow! What am I thinking? That's really weird. I looked at her and there was again this beautiful smile of hers which always makes me happy! I lost myself in thoughts again. She is so beautiful! I could watch her all day! An Image got in my head: Alex and I kissing. Ooh my good! What the hell am I thinking?! I cried shocked of my crazy thoughts. Alex looked at me smiling: "What did you think?" My head got confused and I stuttered: "Ehm…noth…nothing!"
Suddenly somebody came to as and stopped our conversation. Ryan kissed her so she couldn't ask anymore. I should have been happy that he was there to stop her asking but I felt something really strange. As I saw them kissing it felt like somebody had rammed a knife in my heart. That was really strange I mean I'm really NOT gay! I haven't got feelings for my best friend. It's Alex. Alex which I know since first grade! That is impossible! And by the way she is dating my brother! I'm just afraid of loosing her that's all!