Now they were sitting here. Alone - no, together - on the cold ground of the infirmary. There had been an embarrassing silence for some time. None of them knew what to do, didn't know what to say. She could hear how he breathed when he sat down in another position. She could feel how his shoulder touch her. At this moment she felt something. Were these feelings? Feelings for him? She looked surprised, went with her hand over her stomach which contracted. No, don't moved together, he prickled.
She turned her face in his direction. And looked directly in his eyes. Apparently at this moment he had exactly the same idea. Now they stared at each other, still not really knowing what they should do now.
And then, after a few seconds, she found herself in a kiss with him. A passionate kiss. A sudden kiss. No that cannot be true, she tried to order her thoughts, but the more intensely the kiss became, the more her thoughts became blurred, until she only thought one thing – to answer the kiss which went out unambiguously from him. He laid his left hand on her face and she could feel the warmth which went out from her.
Now they were sitting here, still on the cold ground of the infirmary and were deepened in a kiss which came so unexpectedly that both of them didn't know whether they should separate now from each other or simply continue. And just when she was aware of the decision, there was a loud hiss and the doors of the infirmary opened.
Suddenly both freed themselves from each other, but only a few centimetres. Still she could feel his breath and he feels her excited palpitation. He stared into her eyes, tried to recognise what she thought. She did exactly the same, with the difference that until present she had never managed to see into him. She asked herself whether all was only a game...whether it depended on the situation they were in until few seconds ago.
But no, that's she didn't want to think about it at all. Now she slipped away a few more centimetres of him, before she stood up and beat the dust off the trousers. When she looked up again, she looked into his eyes again. He stood up at the same time. His eyes showed her such a passion as if it was clear to him what he wanted. This moment made it easier for her.
"Now I ...", she murmured, defeated the dumpling in her neck, finally. He nodded. Does he feel the same? Did he knew what she felt? The same kind of freedom? She deeply breathed out. "We should go to the others.", he said clearly and now she nodded.
They went to the door and could hear voices from outside. Before both left the infirmary, she held him back once again. "... what happened here ...", she tried to say, "...no one has to know...okay? " The way, she looked at him let him smile. Then he nodded.
"Okay. A secret." Now both smiled. On the way to the gateroom she once more remembered the events and knew that she had thought wrong of him. No, he would not play with her. Not he.