I wanted to write something and it came out. . .

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Donatello.

That's the name I'll never forget. You were always there when you needed it.

But now you're gone. You're not here anymore.

Never forget you. If it were not for you, now I would be in your place.

You saved me. You prevented me from being harmed. At the cost of your life

I would like to return the favor, but that is impossible.

The only thing that still remains is your body, which I now embrace with all my strength.

I would like to feel your warmth, your breathing, your heartbeat, but I just do not feel anything.

Nothing.

I'll never feel anything again if you're not here.

I know I still have two older brothers and a loving father, but without you it's like I'm alone in this cruel world.

The rain makes fun of me, soaking in its coldness, my tears seem like drops of dew on a flower to end the storm.

Without you I feel broken.

Your blood stains me, leaving only pain, seeing your blood come out of your body, it is for me to see how your life vanishes in front of me.

I just do not know what to do.

Who will comfort me?

Who will listen to me?

Who will support me when the world seems to be against me?

I do not know.

I just do not know.

You were my sunshine, I know that sometimes made you angry, but even so I did not mean to, I just wanted to learn or get a smile.

Although I feigned happiness, I was slowly cracking inside in a silent pain. Seeing that no one noticed, you approached and helped me to recover the hope that I lost.

When we were children, I would approach you when I had nightmares or when Leo and Rafa fought, you hugged me and helped me.

And you never asked for anything in return.

You never did.

You just did it.

You always repaired everything, no matter what it was, despite the stress and frustration you did, but no one ever thanked you.

But you do not care, you just kept going.

Despite the pain and adversity, you always had that silly smile on your face, your missing tooth was always laughing, but you do not care.

Forever.

It's a long time.

I wish you were here, but it's useless, damn it, the boys do not even know you're gone, you're gone and you'll never come back.

With these words I say goodbye to you, dear brother, I will never see you laugh again, I will never see another of your inventions, I will never see you again, April will leave you in shock again.

It hurts to see that she broke your heart, I just shred it like a crystal.

It's not fair, but I have to say goodbye, your smile with which you left will always be engraved in my heart, just like your last words. . .

I love you little brother.

I swear by my life that I will never forget those words, it hurts, but I have to say goodbye to you, the others also have to say goodbye to you.

With this I say goodbye.

My dear brother.

Donatello.

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