Coming Clean
Summary: Naruto's gay. Sasuke's straight. Sasuke's relationsip with Sakura is at breaking point when he unwillingly imagines himself with Naruto...intimately. Where does Sai fit into it all?
I love SasuNaru. And because I wrote a NaruSasu lemon in In The Sun, I thought I'd have some SasuNaru, because I don't exactly favour a particular one... This is in Sasuke's main POV, but in 3rd person.
Warning: yaoi, SasuNaru, one-sided SasuSaku, and also some SaiNaru in there...although I don't like SaiNaru, Naruto with Sai at all, it just helps with the flow of the story, y'know?
I don't own Naruto. I don't own Sasuke either. If I did, they'd be locked up in a room somewhere...
Chapter One
Sasuke suddenly awoke with a start. He had that dream again. He notice that his crotch felt wet, and he groaned, frustrated. So he got out of his bed and showered thoroughly, trying to remove the stickiness. His mind wandered back to that dream again. Those dreams had been developing, getting raunchier each time. He should have been dreaming about his girlfriend, Sakura. Instead, he was dreaming about being in between his best friend's legs. His best friend, being Naruto. Who was male. In this dream, he was just about to enter his best friend.
As he thought of the dream, his hand self-consciously wandered to his hardening cock. He gripped it, and started pumping slowly. He imagined Naruto's hand on him, and he pumped faster, with his other hand fondling his balls.
'Naruto...' he moaned, helplessly. It didn't take him long to climax, with a shout of Naruto's name. His seed spilled onto the opposite wall of the shower.
Every time he did this, it was the same. It was like a morning ritual. He would wake up from a wet dream, shower, pleasure himself over the dream and feel horrified afterwards.
He washed himself again, and went into the bedroom after turning the shower off. He dressed in a dark blue short-sleeved t-shirt, a pair of black skinny jeans, a pair of black Converse. He didn't have to take a long time on his hair, as it stayed in its duck-butt style, like it had done for as long as he could remember.
He heard someone knocking on the door as he was about to get his college bag. He went to the front door, and opened it to find Naruto, with his signature grin on his face. Sasuke felt something strange in his stomach, but couldn't quite place it.
'Loser,' Sasuke greeted with the pet name he had given Naruto when they had first met.
'Morning, bastard,' Naruto replied, cheerfully. Sasuke left the house, turning the key to lock it. Then they made their way to college.
'So, it's like a three-month anniversary, and Sai said he had something special planned,' Naruto babbled, while Sasuke tried to tune it out. For some reason, he hated it when Naruto talked about Sai, some strange artist guy that Naruto was dating. It was nearly three months since they started dating.
'Hn,' came Sasuke's response.
'Dude, I'd have thought you would have done it with Sakura by now,' Naruto commented.
'Hn.'
'You need to get laid.' Sasuke remained silent. He was only with Sakura so that he could get the other fangirls off his back. Besides, he didn't really love Sakura, so when she tried to advance further than a simple kiss, he backed off. It was a few days after they started dating, that Naruto and Sai started dating.
Sasuke simply hated Sai. Like Sasuke, Sai had dark hair, obsidian eyes and a pale complexion. However, Sai was paler, and he came across as devoid of emotions. Sai also had a strange obsession with getting his abs out for everyone to see. Even their creepy, perverted Life Drawing teacher, Orochimaru, was caught ogling him.
'Sasuke, I know you don't like Sai. But...what if he wants to do...it...with me? I don't know if I'm ready for that,' Naruto asked, his voice noticeably smaller. Sasuke felt some strange pain in his chest. He quickly shook it off, and replied:
'Do it if you feel ready. If not, Sai should understand. If he doesn't, beat the shit out of him. Then tell me, so I can beat the shit out of him.'
'You would do that?'
'You're my best friend. I want to look out for you.' Naruto smiled, and they walked into the Art & Design building. They walked into their first lesson, which was Visual Recording (or drawing, to put it simply). Naruto quickly took a seat next to Sai, where the artist fake-smiled, and kissed Naruto.
Sasuke balled his hands into fists. Once again, he was jealous of the other raven-haired boy that had his arm draped around Naruto's waist. Naruto was now drawing, while discussing animatedly about some plans. Sasuke took out some paper, and waited for their teacher, Sasori, to turn up. Sasori was also their Modelling teacher, and he was usually assisted by some technician called Deidara. They often argued about the values of art.
Sasuke was just about to start drawing, when a loud squeal came from his right hand side.
'SASUKE-KUUUUUN!' Sasuke mentally died inside. Sakura wrapped her arms tightly around his waist.
'Sakura. Personal space.'
'Sorry...I was just excited to see you.' Sakura leaned on the table. Sasuke then remembered that he had to put on a show. So he placed a hand on her shoulder.
'I should be sorry. I've just had a horrible morning, and I was taking it out on you.' He then tensed up before leaning in to kiss her on the lips.
Suddenly, an image of Naruto's face flashed in his mind. He pulled away. He saw Sakura's face, which was full of love. Sasuke felt quite guilty for using her.
'I'm going to go and see what Ino wants. I'll see you later,' she said, and walked over to the other side of the room.
The teacher, Sasori, walked in with Deidara.
'Okay, brats! You're starting your final pieces. The subject is 'Taboo'. Draw something that represents the word 'taboo'.'
Sasuke knew already what he wanted to draw. The idea had formed into his head even before the task was set. Naruto was already drawing. Sasuke thought of last night's dream, and started drawing himself. He always knew that he was easy for him to draw.
By the time the lesson had finished, all he had drawn was a bed, and himself leaning over a blank space. He was going to fill that space when he got some free time.
That night was pretty dull. He lived alone in the Uchiha mansion, after the rest of his family were killed in a traffic accident. So each and every night was silent.
The nights were the worst. And he knew that it was Naruto and Sai's three-month anniversary tomorrow, which made things worse. He just knew that Naruto would end up having sex with him.
Sasuke's drawing was complete. It was a drawing of himself leaning over a faceless man, both naked.
He just knew...he wanted the faceless man to be Naruto. He just couldn't bring himself to draw his features.
He couldn't deny it anymore. He picked up his phone and rang a number. The phone on the other end rang for a few seconds before it was picked up.
'Sasuke-kun,' Sakura greeted.
'Hello, Sakura. Listen...I rang because I have to end things with us. I'm sorry.'
'But...why?' she asked, sounding upset. He sighed, before responding.
'Unfortunately, I think I'm falling for someone else. I can't string you along if my heart's elsewhere.'
'But...'
'Sakura. Would you rather me string you along and let you get hurt? I have to go. Goodbye.' he hung up, and sighed.
This weekend was going to be a long one.
Don't fret. There are two more chapters...these chapters are going to be a few pages long in Open Office, so it won't be a terribly long fanfic, either. I just wanted a multi-chapter fanfic for once, instead of one-shots.
