This is for my Found Series if you haven't read it, you should. But you don't have to just know that Dean and Elizabeth are together and in my last book Elizabeth almost died.
Slipped Away
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
Tears welled in her light blue eyes before dancing down her burning cheeks. She kept her pink lips in a grim line as she choked back a sob, refusing to show that much weakness in front of the man who was breaking her heart. Dean kept his hazel green eyes averted from her watch not able to see those tears he caused. He left his eyes glassy with unshed salt water, he couldn't show that he was falling apart.
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
She didn't want to believe it but that was hard due to the duffel clenched in one fist and the impala's keys held steady in the other. The picture that was painted around her seemed fuzzy, as if maybe it was a trick of the light or a nightmare; she just needed to wake up. She resisted the urge to pinch her arm in attempt to reveal this wasn't real because then she would have to believe it and there would be no doubt. He had obviously planned this, to run away once he had her heart once again in his palm. He was standing in front of her but she knew he was really already gone.
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh
"It's for your own good." Dean informed her softly but sternly, letting his watch meet her hurt one before flinching and looking to the ground. He wanted to believe the words, he had practiced them over and over but they still felt thick in his mouth.
"No, this is for you." She bit back angrily, clenching and un clenching her fingers. She didn't even feel the pain which radiated from her palms as her nails dug into their flesh leaving angry red marks over the tender skin. It was nothing compared to pulsing stab which beat her heart. Dean twisted his face away from her stern glare before shoving his hands in his jean pockets nervously.
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
"Will I ever see you again? Or was I just another girl to right down in your little black book?" Elizabeth snarled immediately regretting it as pain welled in Dean's face, but she wouldn't show her regret.
"You know that isn't true." Dean said with a quivering tone before clearing his throat and looking up to her, determination glassy in his eyes. Yes, she knew, he was already gone. "You probably won't…see me but maybe…"
"What we'll run in to each other at Wal-Mart! Hey maybe if I'm lucky I run into your tramp of the day! Is that really what you want Dean? A string of one night stands? I..." Elizabeth bit her lip as her gaze melted in to the warm center Dean knew was inside her, "I don't want lose you, not again."
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oh
"I just want to keep you safe." He tried to explain looking to the floor; maybe it could just swallow him up and put him out of his misery. She looked so vulnerable and broken with tear tracks leaking over her porcelain cheeks. Dark lashes sending shadows over her pained blue eyes which seemed to house a storm of sorrow.
"So, stay!" She barked back harshly.
"This is going to be better for you…" Dean stumbled over his words not wanting to believe what he had to do.
"No! This is better for you! So you think that you are doing something good. You selfish jerk. You are afraid to get close to anyone Dean because you're afraid to lose them. But if you walk out that door I'm lost already."
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh
Dean wrapped his muscular arms around her even though she struggled away. Her rebellion quickly died off however as she leaned into his toned chest. Silent tears tracked down cheeks and made their way onto the cloth of Dean's grey shirt. He pulled back timidly and pressed his lips to her forehead, placing a soft kiss there. She leaned into the touch greedily before he stepped away. Dean turned to leave letting his hand drop form her hair Elizabeth shot her hand out and twisted him back around. She stretched on her toes before matching her lips to his in a crash of power. A deep passion spread throughout her and a shock spread up Dean's spine. Dean lifted his hand to Elizabeth's honey hair and ensnarled his fingers, wrapping his other arm around her slender waist. Elizabeth strained back away from the lip lock with tearful eyes.
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
"If you want to go, than just leave." Elizabeth sighed without breaking eye contact, "But do not say it is or pretend it it's for me."
With that she stepped away with one last longing glance and graze of her palm on his cheek. Then she allowed him to stumble backwards a few steps before twisting towards the exit. They looked to each other for a moment with a sea of emotion layering heavily over the space between them.
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
He was really going to leave her. She was really going to let him go. They both stood with wounded hearts and solid faces determined to cover their pain and rebuild the walls in their minds. She had broken in and seen Dean Winchester and now he was locking her back out.
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere you're not coming back
He left the room with measured steps without another word of denial or explanation because there really wasn't a single he could say to defend this tragedy. Elizabeth let him slip away without another word of pleading or calling of guilt. A single burning tear trailed down Dean's cheek but he refused to look back, because if he did he knew he wouldn't be able to go. Elizabeth stood deadly still for a moment, letting the salt water on her cheeks dry up. Then no more tears traced her features as she turned away from the gaping open door.
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same no..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oh...
But Elizabeth couldn't deny that she was missing part of her heart and she would miss the infamous Dean and she knew that even if he wouldn't admit it he would miss her too, just not enough to stay apparently.
I miss you
Slipped Away by: Avril Lavigne