Hello everyone I am back with another story. This one has a bit of a different setup than my other story's, but don't worry it's going to keep you on edge and I am sure you'll love it. I am also telling you now that this story isn't going to have a new chapter uploaded everyday like my others, because unlike those other storied this one isn't already completed. At this point I only have my detailed outline of the entire story and the first couple of chapters completed. I have been working on this story for what feels like forever and I don't want it to be anything less than perfect for you guys.

Lastly I would like to give a shout out to M.D.G1986, they were the one who PM'ed me and asked me to write a story based off of their request. So if you love the story than you owe them a thanks as well. And don't be afraid to follow their lead and send me a PM if you have any questions or even want to ask things of an unrelated topic.

Disclaimer: There was a time when I owned the rights to Victorious along with all of the characters, but then I regained consciousness.

Saturday
August 17, 2013

One second. That's all it takes to change a life forever. One second for a one night stand to result in an unwanted marriage, and an even less wanted child. One second for that child to grow up and realize that everything they once though to be true is just bullshit, spewed out to make other people's lives just a little bit easier. One second to turn your head and be met with the person who makes you realizes that the world isn't all bad, and that the sun will always rise to give you a second shot at the day. One second to decide that you are in love. One second to lose it all.

I think back to my life before I loved her, back when I was alone. A prisoner to my own thoughts, but a slave to my every desire, my every action. Back then I was nobody; falling in love, that is what made me somebody. Falling in love is what made me matter, she made me matter. Though right about now, I feel like a monster.

Standing at such a great height with the wind caressing my face, running through my hair. I feel free, and empty? For once in my life I feel like I can actually do some good. I can make this world if only, a little bit better, a little bit brighter.

I can just feel it. I have done nothing worth while in my life, though I was blessed to have someone like Tori Vega love me. She gave me her unconditional love, and what do I give her in return? I can't undo whats been done but I can make sure that it never happens again. Tori is dead because of me, so it's only fair that I die to. Of course this isn't a completely selfless decision. I cant live with myself, and I can no longer live in a world without her.

Standing at such great heights with the wind caressing my face, running through my hair, I feel free, and happy? I know that what I am doing is the right thing and I know that Tori is happy now, wherever she is. If you ask me she was to good for this world.

But an angel, living in a garden of evil.

I know what I have to do, so I do it. I look up at the sky smiling at the heavens as a tear trails down my face and over my lips. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. As all of the air leaves my lungs, so does a final confession of my love for her. With nothing more left to hold me to this world, I jump.

Soon all the pain and hurt will be over, and then...
Only god can judge me.

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Jadelyn Ashley ;)