I can't believe I'm doing this, great idea Arthur! Apparently "writing about experiences helps you overcome them," according to him. Well that's absolute rubbish. But, he's not going to le me hear the end of it if I don't, so I suppose is won't hurt to write a bit. But where am I supposed to start? Out of all the miseries in this world, how do I choose just one to rant about? Well, I guess Aisling is a good one. And if she finds out about this, I can just say I did it in alphabetical order.

When me and Dad fell out, she just had to side with him, didn't she. I guess I can't blame her really, she was always the favourite, always got the special treatment, and was perfect in his eyes. Never mind me, the one getting straight full marks in my SAT's at school, Aisling had played a surgery game, so she was obviously better than me. Not. I guess it got better in secondary school, when she started getting detention after detention, for messing around. I finally got the attention for once, and I was the one who behaved. Life was pretty good from there, and me and Aisling got along really well. Zoshie and Ash, the best sisters in the world. Until me and Dad fell out, we were practically best friends.

Then it all got ruined, and for some reason she sided with him, and ended up hating me; she says she didn't mean to though. I honestly cannot believe that. We went our separate ways, and I had got the job at Holby.

It was amazing, I was finally free, and could do what I wanted to do with my life, without those two around. The first few months of my F1 training was brilliant; until he showed up. Dad was back, not just as my annoying parent this time, but as my boss. He was the new CEO, and I couldn't believe it. It so wasn't fair. He kept trying to make up with me, but hell no was I falling for that again.

I suppose when Aisling arrived, I was sort of relieved. There was always a chance that she might like me again, and back me up on things. For once, I was right. We got chucked on a team on Keller, along with Dom and a F2, Arthur. It was pretty cool really, she and Dom were equal to me, and although Arthur was a year ahead, he wasn't bossy. Back then, anyway.

But while I had a placement on Darwin, Aisling had been brushing up on Trauma, and covered all of her training early. What should have taken a year took her six months. She got classed as an F2 half a year early, and went ahead an completed that year in six months.

So now she's a CT1, not a F2 like she should be. It's not even that she's an amazing doctor or anything, it's just that Raf slipped during an operation and she recovered it, apparently saving the patients life. But it was only because age had observed the same operation early in the morning, when Dr Tressler was assisting.

Thats another thing, she's such a flirt. At least I have class around boys, y'know? I have the decency to at least go out with them, before flinging myself onto them. Sometimes. It's not like Harry's even that attractive, anyway. He hasn't got a thing compared to Jesse. When he was going out with another girl, Aisling decided to snog him for no reason, then they didn't talk for ages. I don't know if she still likes him, but I doubt it. She moves on far too quickly; if only it was that easy for everyone.

I don't really know why Arthur made me write all this, I guess he just wants me to stop ranting at him and do it elsewhere, instead. Has it helped? Nah. But at least i've got blackmail material for Aisling if she annoys me again.