Disclaimer: i dont own the show lizzie mcguire or any of its characters, except gordo.
ok so i dont really own him but i WISH!! :P

a little note: this is the first chapter in what i think will be a LONG story, if you
want me to continue this story please respond and tell me what you think, i accept flames!!lol


Dear Journal,

had another one of THOSE conversations with miranda today.
"you do to like him" miranda told me in that little sing-song voice she has, sometimes i really hate that voice!
"what? no i dont" i said quickly in defense, of course she was talking about gordo, the last person in our little threesome
ok ewww, i dont mean like that
"admit it, just admit it" she said again
we've basically been having this same conversation for 3 years now.
"no" i said, and would say it to my grave. we were just best friends nothing more. or were we? i ask myself this question every day
trust me,
see it all starts when we were in kindergartenand we all met david gordon (or gordo as he is most commonly known), miranda sanchez,
and myself, lizzie mcguire have all been best friends since then.i dont know what i'd do without them, especially gordo.

ok so ill admit it, i DO like him, in fact i think im in love with him, but i would NEVER tell miranda that, she would just say
ooo, i knew it, i knew it! dont wanna go there

since you are my journal you deserve to know the truth,it all started in the 7th grade when gordo and i went to the movies,
miranda didnt come because at the last minute she had to do something with her family, i dont remember, and frankly
dont care. but anywayz, i forgot what we saw but iremember it was pretty scary cause i had tokeep leaning into gordo's arm
and then at the end there was a huge kissing scene, god what movies DONT have that and then after 2 minutes of brad pitt and whatshername
kissing, AND THEY WERE STILL GOING! gordo looked at me and asked me the question i will NEVER forget
"can i kiss you?"
of course at first i didnt believe him,
"are you serious?" i asked blushing SO red
and then he said, of course im serious, so i didnt really answer i just leaned in and then we started kissing and it was the best
kiss i had ever experienced, sure ive only experienced 3, ok 2 but god

we spent the next 5 minutes kissing, and then we pulled apart, because we neededbreath and when we pulled apart i whispered
wow, and then he just looked at me for another second and said, wow youself.

and at that moment the lights came up because the movie was over and people were waling around all around us, and we just walked out
like nothing happened. we never told anyone hat happened not like we were in denial just that we never felt the need to, i mean we never
even mentioned it to each other.

and that was the moment i feel in love with him.