Full summary

Ena finds herself lost and without any memories in the middle of a forest. With the help of an imaginary boy, J, she tries to find her old self but gets captured by the Akatsuki. What could be a new start for her to deal with her mental illness turns out to be hell as her condition is rapidly worsening while Ena searches for reason and answers in this crazy world of hatred, bleakness and pain.

Rated M for violence, blood, gore, drugs (,rape) and lots of craziness


This fanfiction is set in a contrived world. That means the storyline (not characters, places etc.) is (mostly) completely different so please don't refer to the original storyline while reading and just let the OC guide you through this world as she experiences most of it for the first time in her life. Blood, gore and violence will occur, rated M

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto & any of its characters.

Note: English is not my native language, please don't hate me


Prolog

It was night and I could not sleep. The restraints on my arms were way too tight and it hurt. J had left me.

I finally was about to fall asleep when I heard a noise coming from the window behind me. I wanted to turn around but I couldn't move. As I heard somebody touching the metal bars in front of the window to and began bending them apart with a terrible squealing sound I started to panic.

What do I do?

I couldn't move and since my eyes were covered as well I also could not use my soul eating eye power. This intruder would kill me!

I pressed myself into the bed, ready to scream even though it was useless because my room was soundproof. I heard as the intruder quietly jumped to the ground and stood up. Every one of his footsteps grew louder as he walk towards my bed while I was still trying to find a way to get rid of those restraints.

Suddenly he stood still and I new he was standing right in front of my bed. I could feel him. My body immediately started shaking and my breaths became shorter and louder. I knew I was about to loose it. As I opened my mouth to let out a loud scream, the intruder quickly held it shut with his hand. I wailed and tears were flowing down my face soaking the blindfold.

This was it, he would kill me now.

But to my surprise I heard him whisper with a dark voice, so close to my ear it gave me goosebumps. "Shh. It's alright, I'm here to free you"

Before I realized what this meant for me, my restraints were cut open and two strong arms lifted me up. Cold night air blew in my face as he jumped out of the window.

Due to my covered eyes I didn't know where we were going but with the could wind hitting strongly against my back I could tell we were moving fast.

Finally we stopped and I was sat down into the grass below us.

"I have to go now but I will come pick you up later. But first there's something I need to do"

And with that said, he pulled down my blindfold on one eye making me staring in one of his.

His eye was bright and red but before being able to notice any more details I began feeling really dizzy and I passed out.