CLAUDIO: Ok Ok, no one hate me for this please. I am a die hard NaruHina fan, but NaruXFemKyu is a close runner for first. I actually got into it when I stumbled upon a NaruHina centric fic called Simplicity is Complexity by 'OpposingForce', and I loved it! I first read the dirty version of it, the little one-shot of Hinata EPICLY masturbating to the thought of Naruto, and I was like. "DUDE! I GOTTA READ THE ACTUAL STORY NOW!" And I did. And it was awesome. So I looked up more of NaruXFemKyu, and I found an AMAZING AUTHOR called 'Mikie-From-Ireland'. Check him out. TONS of NaruXFemKyu, and he's a great author along with 'OpposingForce'. I fell in love with these two, and I had to do something with them. So here it is!

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The Love 'She' Had

Summary (kind of...): He didn't mean for it to happen. It just did. He was distraught and heart broken, not really thinking clearly. 'It' promised that 'it' would make these feeling go away. Now, 'it' was there for him. But as he thought about it, 'it' was always there for him. He never knew much about 'it'. He use to loathe the very thought of 'it'. 'It' ruined his life, 'it' destroyed his village...'it' murdered his family. He held nothing but anger and hate for 'it'. To his dismay, he soon found those feelings transformed. 'It' had also helped him. In his time of need, 'it' would provide. More then the rest of those people he once called, friends, had ever done. 'It' gave him power as well. When he was weak, 'it' gave him strength, when he was tired, 'it' gave him rest, when he was on the verge of death...'it' gave him life. Maybe, just maybe...he didn't have to loathe 'it'. He remembered how 'it' came into his life, and how it had been their since...

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Naruto slammed his front door closed, using as much force as he could. He heard the wood splinter and crack with the collision it made with its frame. Naruto didn't care, though. He ran to his bedroom and jumped in his bed, shaking the walls, and causing the bed to rock, cracking the wall at the head board, dust trickling from the ceiling upon impact. Naruto had tears streaking down his cheeks and his eyes were blurry. The blond's face was red and a little puffy from all of his emotions. Naruto started to slam his fist into the head board of his bed, once again cracking the wall more and more. Dust continued to fall from the ceiling as he did this. The one hyperactive happy shinobi buried his face into his pillow and screamed with all he was worth, giving one last punch to the head board. A heavy crack was heard, and it echoed through out his tiny apartment. He had punched another hole into the wall. Whatever. Naruto was heart broken, and torn inside. His so called 'friends' hated him now.

It had only been a few weeks after Pain attacked. The city was still under going heavy construction and maintenance from the destruction. Pain was dead and defeated, by Naruto's own hand. Lots of people were thankful to him, they stopped him on the streets just to tell him. But even more, stopped him in the streets to spit on him, and call him a demon. Naruto knew the reason for this. When the Nine Tails had all but broken the seal, many people who had not known about Naruto being its container, the younger generation, found out. Many of those people had already not liked Naruto, and now found a new disgust for him. Even the Rookie Nine, excluding all of team seven. The remaining students who graduated from the academy with Naruto, and others like Gai's team, and most of Kurenai's team began to hate Naruto. Not only for him being the Nine Tails, but because of one young woman. Hinata.

She couldn't be saved. The doctors did all they could do, but Hinata was too close to death's door to be pulled back. Naruto blamed himself, along with all the others. They all told him that it was his fault Hinata was dead, and Naruto agreed. Now the one person who had loved him was gone, and he couldn't do a thing about it. Naruto remembered what had happened moments ago at the construction site of the Hokage tower.

Flash Back:

Naruto had just walked up to the remains of the Hokage tower. In a few days, it was already almost standing at its former glory. Naruto really wanted to help today, he didn't want to be seen as a lazy, good-fore-nothing demon. The blond spotted a group of his friends, and began to run towards them, waving as he did. The group of 'friends' that he spotted was Choji, Shino, Kiba, Ino, Lee, Neji, Shikamaru, and TenTen. They were all working on the west walls of the Tower it seemed. Naruto plastered on a big grin as he ran up to them, but they turned and looked at him with anger in their eyes. Most of them scowled as he walked into their group, and the rest wouldn't even look at him. Naruto found this to be very strange, and he didn't like it. He decided to blow it off and start up a conversation, "Hey guys, whats up! How's building go-?" Shikamaru cut him off.

"Why are you here, Naruto?" The strategist asked with out even glancing at the blond. Naruto's smile quickly faded, and he felt tightening in his chest. He tried to play it off as a joke.

Naruto faked a smile, "HAHAHA! Very funny, Shikamaru! Of course you guys know I'm here to help!" Naruto put both his hands behind his head.

"Why would we want your help?" Asked a different voice. Naruto turned to see it was Ino, who had asked. Naruto's fake smile faded.

"Why? Because...its what everyone is suppose to do. We're suppose to rebuild the village..." Naruto began to feel some tears build up behind his eyes. Why were they treating him like this? Ino's glare made Naruto feel sick to his stomach, and he wanted to run as far away as he could. But no, he had to help, he had to prove that he wasn't what they thought he was.

"Not everyone can!" Yelled a voice to the right of Naruto. He turned around and saw Kiba, clenching his fist, and had a few tears down his cheek. "Not everyone's alive because of you!" Kiba wiped a few tears away, and yelled at the blond shinobi one more time. "She's dead because of YOU! We're rebuilding the village because of YOU! If you were never around, WE would have to do all of this. If you weren't around, SHE would have never sacrificed herself for you! She died for a DEMON!" Kiba was now bawling. His eyes were closed and his fist were bleeding, because of how hard he clenched his fist. Naruto was also crying.

Naruto wasn't bawling, but tears constantly ran down his face as he looked at all the faces of these people he once called 'friends'. Each of them looked the same. They were glaring at him. Naruto could tell that they wanted him as far away from them as possible. Naruto looked down at the rumble and dust on the ground. He began to cry even more, and he didn't want them to see. "Is...Is that how you all fee-." Once again Naruto was interrupted, but by Lee this time.

"Yes, Naruto. Why don't you just leave now." Lee did not look the boy in the eye. The tai-justsu master kept his eyes on some thing in the distance instead. The rest of the group just nodded their heads. Naruto said nothing.

The 'demon' took one last look at the group, before he nodded and slowly turned around and began to walk to his apartment. They all wanted him gone. All of them. He was sure, that if Hinata would have lived, she would too. Maybe he could do one last thing to show them that he did care about them. That he cared about their feelings. Maybe he could do them all a favor, and leave forever. Not just from Konohagakure, but from the world. Maybe, he would take his life, for the ones he still loved. To make sure they were happy. Naruto took a quick look up at the sky as he walked. He didn't notice before, how dark and cloudy today was. Fuck. When he left eye sight of the group, he broke out into a full sprint for his home.

Flash back over.

How could they hate him like this? Naruto had done nothing but devote his entire life to this village. They still never showed him an ounce of compassion. The only ones who he could count on were a few senseis, the Hokage, and Sakura.

Sakura...Naruto knew that he still loved her. Even after his youth and immature days, Naruto knew that he still had strong feeling for her. But he also knew, that she would never return those feelings. The blond knew that instead, she would forever love another. Not just any other. The village traitor. The one boy who deserted his village, and gave his life over to the enemy, for power.

Naruto's tears stained his pillow at the realization that Sakura would rather love a traitor to the entire village that would never return her feelings, than love a demon, who gave his all to show her that he really loved her.

"IDIOT!" Naruto yelled at himself. He should have known. No one here actually loved him. They pitied him. All of them. There was no other answer. Damn them. DAMN THEM ALL. Naruto curled up in his bed, laying to the side. He brought his knees up to his chin, and laid in the fetal position. He must look so pathetic right now.

After a few more minutes of crying, Naruto slowly rose out of his bed. The blond sat on the edge of his now, with his feet hanging off and on the ground. Naruto stared at them for a second, before he fully stood up, and walked himself to his bathroom, flicking on the light. The shinobi took care of 'business' and flushed the toilet. As he washed his hands, Naruto looked up at the mirror. There, he saw a mess of a human being. The person had Messy spiked blond hair. His eyes were blood shot, and cheeks were red and puffy from all the crying. All in all, he looked like shit. Naruto cocked his fist back, and punched the tiny mirror with all his might. It shattered and cracked against his knuckles, glass falling to the ground and into the sink.

The blond let his fist stay in contact with the broken mirror for a minute, before he pulled back and inspected his hand. He was bleeding slightly, and he had cuts all along the back of his hand from the fallen glass. Naruto chuckled from his pain. It felt good. Really good. For a quick lapse in time, he forgot about his heavy emotional pain. He flicked off the bathroom light, turned and began to walk out of his bathroom. He stopped at the door way. Naruto looked around at his dark and tiny apartment. The sky outside made it seem even darker then normal, when he had all the lights off. The blond continued to scan his room, until he noticed something at the far back corner. A shelf. A small wooden shelf that he used to keep his ninja tools in. Sitting on top of this shelf, was a long rope. Naruto remembered using the rope on several missions with old team seven. But now he would never get memories like that again. Naruto stepped a little farther out of the door frame, and looked down the hall to his left. He spotted, in the kitchen, a small chair. The only one he owned. The only one he needed. Naruto took one more step out, and looked at the ceiling in his bedroom. There, screwed in by nails, was a bar. The blond had installed this bar himself when he was still in the academy. He used it for pull ups, and other various exercises to make himself stronger.

Naruto took one last look at the objects. A rope, a chair, and something to hang himself on. He could do this.

A small frown etched itself on Naruto's face. No one would really care, would they? Maybe Baa-chan, and Iruka sensei would feel sad. But probably nobody else. No one would give two fucks if they found his lifeless body hanging from his ceiling. Because they never really loved him.

"They never really loved me..." The blond repeated out loud in an almost emotionless voice, "No one...EVER loved me..."

"No." Naruto froze as the foreign voice reached his ears. He was paralyzed as two slim arms wrapped around his waist, and someone pressed their body to his back. A head nuzzled itself into the crook of his neck from behind, and he heard them speak again.

"That's not true, Naruto-kun." The voice was feminine. Naruto could tell that. But he could not for the life of him put a face on this voice. This voice, it soothed him, it made him feel warmth inside, and it spoke to him in a caring nature. Naruto felt the arms squeeze him tighter, and he felt the hot breathe of this person in his neck. He shuttered with warmth. It felt so good. The embrace, and the words. Naruto was in a trance like state with this person. The blond felt the arms keep their embrace as they slowly traveled up to his chest. The head in between his neck lifted up, and a pair of lips came right up to his ear. "Don't do it. There has always been one. There has always been one who loves you." The sudden moisture of the breathe on his ear, made Naruto want to melt. It also snapped him out of his trance.

Naruto quickly broke the embrace, grabbed a kunai from his pouch, turned around, and put up a defense stance, holding his kunai close to his face for protection. He immediately lost his ability to fight when he saw the face of this person.

She was the most beautiful person he had ever seen. This woman had blood red hair, slightly frizzled, nearly wild like. Her skin was smooth, and so gloriously pale that Naruto was tempted to touch it. Her features were soft and gorgeous. Her eyes were large, and her retina color matched her hair. Her lips were also red, and they were full and plump. Very inviting. Naruto couldn't spot any ears, with the amount of hair that she had. It fell down to the small of her back , and kept its consistency the entire length. The thing that really caught Naruto's eye, though, was the small, slightly twitching fox-like ear's that protruded from the top of her head through hair. She had a slim neck, that curved their way into a set of small shoulders. Her chest was large and ample. Easily a D cup, and they looked soft but firm, not sagging a bit. This woman had light pink nipples, that hardened to the cool air in Naruto's apartment. She also had a pale, flat stomach, and a slim waist, that curved out into full hips, and a tight, large, round backside. Her legs were slim, yet thick, and seemed to go on for miles with soft, smooth skin. She was the definition of beauty, and she was stark naked. She once again made Naruto paralyzed. His mouth slacked for a second at the sight of this woman. She took a few small steps towards the boy, and Naruto raised his kunai slightly back to his defense position. He shook his head, trying to focus on why this woman was here, not the woman herself. But he lost it again when she stepped right up to him, only a few inches away, and once again embraced him.

Naruto was at a lost for words. Who was this beautiful woman who was so affectionate to him. She snuggled her face into Naruto's hard chest, and the blond felt his pants tingle slightly from the feeling of her chest pressed so tightly to his lower body. He had to stop this. Naruto regained his composure, and pushed the woman off of him, breaking the hug. He did his best to put on an angry face. "Who the hell are you!" Naruto spat at the woman, but she only giggled. The blonds angry face began to inch over into confused territory.

"You don't remember me? That hurts, Naruto-kun!" The woman gave a cute little pout, and crossed her arms. Naruto made the fatal mistake of smiling slightly, dropping his guard. She was so cute. "Got'cha'!" The woman tackled Naruto in the gut, and he dropped the kunai. She pushed to boy up to a wall and held him in place with her own body. Naruto tried his best to push her off, but she was a lot stronger then she looked.

"LET ME GO!" Naruto struggled and squirmed against her.

"Now, why would I want to do that?" The woman purred into Naruto's ear. She slowly lowered her head into the blonds neck, and softly began to place wet kisses.

"Ah..." Naruto moaned as she did this. He began to feel warmth and pleasure course though his body. Everywhere her lips touched left that spot tingling. He was on cloud nine. Naruto didn't want to fall into this woman's hands though, he tried his best to keep up his questioning. "Wh-who...are yo-AH!" Naruto couldn't finish his sentence, as the woman started so softly suck in his Adams Apple. God, it felt so good.

The woman gave one last lick up Naruto's throat, and then looked him straight in the eye. Naruto felt himself fall into those red eyes, and never wanted to come out. They were fixated so fiercely on his own.

"Naruto." The woman began. The blond hung onto every word she said. "It's me." The woman's eyes flashed a bright red as she said this. It was almost like she was mentally feeding him the information he wanted.

Naruto froze again. He instantly knew who this was. "KY-KYUUBI!" Naruto screamed as he brought his knee up the best he could, and shoved the woman away. She backed away from the boy, knowing this would be his reaction. Naruto kept himself pinned to the wall in shock. This beautiful woman, who was giving him so much attention was Kyuubi. The very thing that he hated. It was the reason why people hated him so much. It was the cause of the villages problems. "KYUUBI!" Naruto screamed as he ran forward with a cocked fist, and smashed the woman in her face. She flew back into the wall, and cracked it. The body slid down, and fell to the ground in a heap.

Naruto stood in the same position that he was in after the punch, breathing heavily. The small woman made a slight whimper. Naruto knew he shouldn't of, but he couldn't help himself. The woman was so beautiful, he had to run to her side the moment he knew she was in pain. He sat her up on the ground. "Thanks..." She said smiling. But Naruto saw the side of her face. It was red, and was starting to swell from the punch that he had just delivered.

Naruto instantly felt bad. "I'm so sorry! I didn't mea-!"

"NO!" Kyuubi interrupted, grabbing onto Naruto's shirt and pulling him close to her. "No! Listen Naruto! I-I-I..." Naruto was listening intensely to whatever Kyuubi was going to say, but she stuttered over he words, and began to cry. Tears formed at the corners of her eyes, and she pulled Naruto even closer to her, burring her face into his chest again. "I'M SORRY!" She cried out, slightly muffled by Naruto's clothes.

Instinctively Naruto wrapped his arms around Kyuubi, comforting her. He knew he shouldn't, but once again, he couldn't help himself.

"Don't cry..." Naruto whispered to her. He hated this woman, this creature. But deep down inside, he knew he also didn't want to see her cry. It pained him to feel so many tears soaking his shirt, all of them hers. He knew this was most likely just an act, and he was falling for it. Hard.

Kyuubi pushed both of them up, and slowly, they wobbled over the bed. They fell over, and Kyuubi landed on top of Naruto, clinging to his shirt as tight as ever, tears still falling onto the blonds chest.

"NO!" Kyuubi cried again. "I deserve much worse. F-for everything t-that I've d-done to y-you!" Kyuubi was crying so hard that she was stuttering over all of her words, barely finishing her sentence. She wrapped her arms as best she could around Naruto's body.

"Stop." Naruto said to her softly. Why did he? Why was he trying to make her stop crying. She was right. It was because of her, that his life was a living hell. But he couldn't stand the sight of her crying, he needed her to stop. He wanted to help her.

Kyuubi looked up at Naruto, and he gave her a wide grin. She sniffled some tears, and smiled right back. It might not have been a acceptance of her pitiful apology, but she knew it was probably the best she was going to get. He was trying to comfort her, and it made her extremely happy inside. She wasn't done though. She came here for a purpose, and she wouldn't stop until she fulfilled that purpose. Kyuubi laid her head down again, still smiling widely, and rubbed her face on Naruto's hard, warm chest. Naruto's hand came down and started to rub the back of her head. She spoke again, this time no tears slurring her speech.

"Naruto." He looked down at her, and she looked at him. "I know, that you might not ever forgive me. And I know, that I can't right what I have wronged. But I there is something that I can do." Kyuubi's look changed from calm, to very close to seductive, as she purred out that last part.

Naruto stiffened as he felt her slowly crawl up his torso. She laid directly on top of him, stopping any attempts of him escaping, and looked him in the eyes. What was she doing? Was she...trying to...seduce him? No. Naruto would go for it. He may have felt himself falter, and not be as hostile as before, but now she wasn't crying. He wouldn't fall for her act now, would he?

"Naruto." Kyuubi giggled, and as before, attacked his neck. This time around though, she had more fierce determination behind her kisses. She was trying to gain something now. What was it?

Naruto moaned against his will when she sucked his Adams Apple as before. Damn, this creature was cunning. She hit all of his weak spots. "Kyuubi. stop." Naruto made a futile attempt to raise his hand and push her off. Kyuubi grabbed his hand, and pinned it to the bed with her own. She began to speak through her kisses.

"No (kiss) Naruto. (kiss) Let me (lick) do this (kiss)." Naruto began to shake with the pleasure that she was causing him. No! He was falling way to easily onto this woman's hands. But she made him feel better, inside.

"Naruto." She stopped her ministrations to look him back in the eye. "You need this." Her breathing was heavy, and her eyes were almost glazed over with a look of...something. What was it? "I can't make up for the things I did. But I can be here for you now." She began to kiss and lick him again, but this time she moved up his jaw line, and was getting really close to the blonds own lips. "I want to give you (kiss) what you (kiss) really need right now (long lick). Someone to hold (kiss), someone to care for you (kiss)...someone...to love." With that, Kyuubi softly pressed her lips against Naruto's.

The blond foolishly, and instantly, fell into the kiss. Her lips were so soft...so wet...and they tasted like strawberries. Naruto deepened the kiss, and Kyuubi eagerly join him. The two began to get into it. With Kyuubi on top, she decided that Naruto didn't really need his shirt on. With a quick pull, she ripped his shirt off, and ran her hands up and down his chest.

Naruto, was taken aback, but only for a second, as his hands quickly began to roam her body as well. He started to hate himself. He was in too deep now. He knew he wouldn't be able to pull back. He moaned as Kyuubi ran her tongue a crossed his lips. Th woman took her chance and pushed her tongue all the way into the blonds mouth. She began to explore his wet cavern with her tongue, gliding it across everything. The slickness, and sweetness of her tongue gave Naruto a fluttering feeling inside. Kyuubi found the boy's own tongue, and started to lick it. Naruto hungrily began to do the same.

The two began a small fight for dominance in their mouths. Kyuubi gasped when Naruto started to suck on her tongue. The blond had no idea what he was doing, but thought he should continue, after the reaction he had just got out of her.

The kiss grew more and more heated. Both parties began to lose themselves in it. Soon, they found that they needed more. Kyuubi pulled out of the kiss, and heard a small whimper from the blond beneath her. She smirk. Very calmly, she moved her mouth down to Naruto's chest, and began to lap at it.

Of course Naruto moaned, and his breathing started to hitch when Kyuubi got lower, and lower, with each lick. She found her way to the waist band of the blonds pants. Taking no time at all, she ripped those off like she did with his shirt. Naruto gasped. So did Kyuubi.

The cold air hit Naruto's naked thighs and he shivered. It only made it worse when he felt painfully constricted again the fabric of his boxers. Kyuubi almost jumped him right there, at the sight of his 'little friend'. She licked her lips as she felt the warmth in between her legs grow and pulsate. She needed him. Now. But she had to put that off, for him. She had to remember that she was here for him. She grabbed the waistband of his boxers, and just like his pants, ripped them off too.

Naruto felt a little uneasy as he watched Kyuubi stare at his member. Her eyes were wide, and she was licking her lips. Kyuubi slowly grasped Naruto in her hands. The blond's eyes slowly rolled back into his head out of pleasure. Kyuubi smirked at the boy's innocence, his virginity. But that wouldn't last very long. Very slowly, she began to pump her hand up, and down. Up, and down. She watched the blond's every reaction. He seemed to be already be nearing his end. She pumped a little faster.

Naruto bit his lip. He could feel that familiar feeling building up inside himself. He knew that he wasn't going to last much longer, and he silently curse himself. He suddenly felt Kyuubi stop her actions. Naruto open his eyes to see that she still had a firm grasp on him, and was looking right at him. She then focused on his member in her hands. She licked her lips, and then moved her tongue over Naruto's tip. Naruto sucked in a large breathe at this.

Kyuubi giggled, and then proceeded to bring her tongue to the bottom of his member, and slowly, she dragged it all the way to the tip again. Naruto's breathing became irregular as the woman swirled her tongue over his tip again, and then took him all the way into her mouth. Kyuubi began to bob her head up and down, sucking as she did went along.

Naruto couldn't take it anymore, his release imminent.

"Kyuubi!" he almost yelled as he felt his seed shoot into her mouth. She kept sucking, and swallowed all of Naruto's juice. The red haired vixen lapped up the rest of the boy's seed, and pulled his member out of her mouth, with a slight 'pop'. She smiled as she crawled back up to Naruto's face, and began to fiercely kiss him again. Naruto could taste himself on her tongue. His first thought was to gag, but it turned him on again.

Kyuubi straddled Naruto, her pelvis touching his, and began to grind his member with her dripping wet womanhood as they kissed. She felt Naruto start to grow hard again, with her juices running down his lower body. They both moaned heavily into the kiss. They were going wild. Licking each others mouths and faces, grinding more and more. Kyuubi was going to lose it. She need him.

"Naruto." She said as they kissed. "Are you ready, love?" She watched as he slightly nodded and continued to kiss her as he did. She interrupted the kiss, so she could lift her body over his fully erect member. She positioned it at her entrance. Kyuubi put both hands onto the blonds shoulders, and slowly, she lowered herself on to him.

Naruto gasped at the feeling that took him over. He felt pleasure touch every inch of his body. He loved the way that she felt around him. She was so wet, and tight, he thought he was going to burst any second. But he couldn't. He wanted this to last. When he was all the way inside her, they both stopped, and bask in the feeling of how each other felt. Kyuubi was the first to act. She began to slowly hop up and down, surging waves of pleasure through them. "So tight..." Naruto managed to moan out.

Kyuubi smirked again. "Just for you, love." She began to go harder and faster, loving the way this boy filled her up. She began to feel her end coming, and cursed herself. She knew it had been hundreds of years since she had this, but she thought she could last longer than a few minutes.

Kyuubi almost cried out from pleasure when she felt Naruto start to push up, matching her own pumps. The blond's hand found her hips, and grabbed them tightly as he continued to push up with more and more force. Naruto too, felt his end drawing near. The two pushed faster and faster, and Kyuubi felt her jaw open and her tongue hang out. She couldn't stop it, it felt so good. She leaned down, and captured Naruto's mouth with her's and the two shared a heated kiss.

With one last push, the blond buried himself into Kyuubi's cavern, and he felt her insides clamp around his member. They broke the kiss and both screamed out the others name in blissful euphoria as they came. Their inner juices shot out, and mixed with each other.

Kyuubi collapsed on top of Naruto, and they shared a passionate embrace. They were breathing heavily, and they were both exhausted. Naruto pulled out of her, but Kyuubi remained lying on top of Naruto. She buried her face into the crook of his neck, and gave a long peaceful sigh. Soon, they began to fall asleep into each other arms. Naruto went first. But right before Kyuubi did, she whispered, "I love you." and then she too, fell asleep.

CLAUDIO: HOLY CRAP! That was actually super difficult. I have never wrote a lemon before, and it was a lot harder then I though it was going to be. Please review and tell me how I did! AND...I will do a follow up to this, explaining why Kyuubi did this, how she got out, and how Naruto will react in the morning, along with the others. I don't feel like I captured how Naruto should've reacted to Kyuubi being a girl, and that will also appear. So look for that later. PEACE FOR NOW!