Hey guys! This is one of the first times I have written a real smut piece for L/L so...I apologize if it sucks hahaha! I heard the song "Jealous" by Nick Jonas the other day and it gave me this idea. Takes place after "the incident" where the workers see Lorelai naked during construction at the house.
I don't like the way he's looking at you
I'm starting to think you want him too
Am I crazy, have I lost ya?
Even though I know you love me, can't help it
I turn my chin music up
And I'm puffing my chest
I'm getting ready to face you
You can call me obsessed
It's not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It's my right to be hellish
I still get jealous
'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That's why (that's why)
I still get jealous
'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That's why (that's why)
I still get jealous
I wish you didn't have to post it all
I wish you'd save a little bit just for me
Protective or possessive, yeah
Call it passive or aggressive
I turn my cheek music up
And I'm puffing my chest
I'm getting ready to face you
You can call me obsessed
It's not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It's my right to be hellish
I still get jealous
'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That's why (that's why)
I still get jealous
'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That's why (that's why)
I still get jealous
You're the only one invited
I said there's no one else for you
'Cause you know I get excited, yeah
When you get jealous too
I turn my cheek music up
And I'm puffing my chest
I'm turning ready to face you
You can call me obsessed
It's not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It's my right to be hellish
I still get jealous
'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That's why (that's why)
I still get jealous
'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That's why (that's why)
I still get jealous
Oh (that's why)
I still get jealous
Oh (that's why)
I still get jealous
Lorelai was standing in the bedroom trying to decide what to wear. All she had on was a black strapless bra and matching black panties. She had one hand on her hip, and one hand twirling a lock of her hair as she stared into her closet.
The door opened and she heard the groan before she could even respond to him, "Geez Lorelai! What if one of the guys walked in here again!"
She turned and tried to smile at him, "They are on break! I can't decide what to wear. Besides...I think they learned their lesson after yesterday."
He huffed, "Oh I'm sure they really learned their lesson. They'll be barging in here every chance they can get to try and get a glimpse of you again." He grabbed her robe and threw it into her hands, "Put this on."
She rolled her eyes and slid the rob over her arms, "Sorry…"
He didn't say anything as he walked to the dresser and looked for his wallet and watch, "Sure."
She pouted, "Are you mad at me about this? I didn't ask them to come up here Luke! It was an accident! And it's not like I enjoyed it. I was completely mortified!"
He turned and stared at her before asking the question that had been nagging at him, "Why didn't you tell me about it yesterday?"
She crossed her arms over her chest "I was...embarrassed. And I didn't know how to bring it up. And then you ended up working late and you were exhausted when you came home. I didn't think it was a good time to mention it. I didn't mean to tell you the way i did this morning...but it happened. And I'm sorry, both for how I told you and that it happened."
He sighed and put his hands on his hips, "They all keep giving me the look…"
She scrunched up her nose, confused by his statement, "The look? What do you mean? And who are you even talking about?"
He rolled his eyes, "The look Lorelai! The 'I saw your fiance naked look and damn she is good looking' kind of look! Three of them gave me pats on the back and laughed!"
Her face turned red and she pulled at her robe tighter, "Luke…"
"I just…" He sighed and bowed his head, "It bothers me...it makes me jealous."
She sighed and walked over to him to wrap her arms around his waist, "Luke...you have nothing to be jealous about. I hate that it happened. But it did...and I don't want you to be upset over this. They are going to be here fixing the house until it's done...we can't make this awkward."
He looked down at her and swallowed hard, "Lorelai...do you know how hard it was to stand by for 8 years and watch you with other guys? To want so badly to be with you but never getting the chance? It killed me. And now...now that we're together I can't help but feel jealous of other guys still. It's just there…"
She frowned and leaned up on her tiptoes to kiss him gently, "Hey...that was a long time ago. Don't think about it anymore. You're not just my boyfriend anymore...you're my fiance." She said with a sparkle in her eyes, "Which means you are the only man that gets to see me naked for the rest of my life. And I'm sure at some point you're going to get sick of me."
He grumbled, "Unlikely…" He pulled away and grabbed his wallet, "I gotta go."
She tried to grab for his arm again, but he brushed her off, "Luke don't leave like this…"
"It's fine." He said with a tight lipped smile as he leaned forward to kiss her forehead, "I'm already late. I'll see you later."
She sighed as he walked swiftly out of the bedroom. She stood in her spot until she heard the rumble of the truck's engine. With a heavy sigh, she went back to trying to find something to wear for the day hoping they could talk about it more later.
Later that afternoon, Lorelai was standing at the front desk organizing the reservation booklet. She was so busy with her work, she didn't notice that Luke was standing in front of her until he cleared his throat.
She looked up quickly and smiled, "Hey! What are you doing here?"
He lifted his toolbox and shrugged, "Yesterday you said you needed me to fix the shelf on the desk."
She nodded, "I totally forgot about that." She bit her lip and looked down at the broken shelf below her, "Um...you didn't have to do it today if you were busy…"
He shook his head and walked around the counter, "There was a lull...I figured I'd get it done."
She stepped back and watched as he put the toolbox on the floor, she could tell he was still upset about earlier. "Luke?"
He looked back at her and smiled, "We're fine."
"Are you sure?" She asked putting a gentle hand on his arm, "I don't want this to become an issue...I want you to talk to me about things that are bugging you."
He shrugged, "It's not you I'm upset with. It's...men. Stupid men."
She giggled a little, "You do realize you are a man right?"
He rolled his eyes, "Lorelai...don't try and be cute."
She let her smile fade, "I'm sorry...look…" She stepped up to him, "If it makes you feel any better...I've had to keep from clawing many a girls eye out at the Diner for making eyes at you. And they haven't even seen you naked!"
Luke smirked, "Lorelai…"
"You don't realize how sexy you are either mister." She said leaning up to kiss him gently, "Miss Patty and Babette are lucky I like them. Otherwise I would have kicked their asses years ago for talking about you the way they do."
He laughed, "Alright then…"
"Jealousy is normal sometimes." She said with a shrug, "But...you're my guy." She said with a flirtatious smile, "The only one I want lookin at me is you."
He smiled as she kissed him again, "Okay…"
She smiled and gave him one more peck, "Good. You okay here? I need to run into the office real quick for something."
He nodded, "Yeah. Shouldn't take too long."
"Great. Thanks hon. Holler if you need me." She said giving his arm a squeeze as she stepped back into her office.
Luke watched her go and then got down on the ground and began pulling out tools to get to work. He heard her rummaging around in the office and humming silently to herself which made him smile. He couldn't help that his jealousy overtook him sometimes. Lorelai was gorgeous. Anyone could see that.
It wasn't that he didn't trust her, he just didn't necessarily trust all the slime balls out there who would love to get a little handsy with his fiance. He was busy working when he heard the Inn door open and someone walk up to the desk. The person pressed the little bell button and he heard the click of Lorelai's heels, she stumbled when she saw Luke standing on the floor and then had to stand above him to greet her desk.
He looked up and got a view straight up her skirt, he dropped the hammer in his hand on his thumb and groaned. She lifted one of her heels and pressed it against his stomach to keep him quiet, "Hello! Welcome to the Dragonfly! How may I help you?"
He cursed under his breath and heard a deep male voice, "Hello gorgeous."
Luke tensed and Lorelai cast a glance down at him nervously before back at her guest, "Do you have a reservation?"
"I do. Names Thomas Dailey. I have a room booked for the night." He said with a smirk.
Lorelai ignored his look and typed his name into the computer, "Yes. I have you in here. Your room is all set and ready for you." She reached for his key and handed it to him, but the guy took her hand, "Um…"
"I'm sorry...I'm not usually this forward but you are just breathtaking…" He said leaning against the desk top.
Luke went to move to get up but Lorelai pushed him down again not wanting to cause a scene, "Well that's very sweet but I'm actually-"
The guy didn't listen to her and pressed on, "Think you could show me around town?"
Luke went to sit up again and she kept her foot on his chest as she pulled her hand out of the man's grasp, "I can give you a map." She said handing him a map from the shelf beside her, "Has everything you need to know about on it."
"Oh come on…" The guy whispered, "I'll make it worth your while."
Luke pushed Lorelai's leg aside and stood up quickly, "Hey there." He said with a smirk.
Thomas stepped back, taken aback by the presence of the man who came from behind the counter, "Um...hello?"
Lorelai swallowed hard, "Um...Mr. Dailey was it? I'd be happy to give you any information about what you may be looking for in town. But I will not be able to take you around. As I mentioned...your room is all ready. I can have someone show you where to go-"
"Why don't you show me?" He said with a smirk, "I think I'd like that much better."
Lorelai opened her mouth to respond but Luke beat her to the punch, "Listen buddy...if you actually ever let the woman finish a sentence you'd realize she's taken."
Thomas raised an eyebrow, "Oh really? By who? You?"
Luke smiled triumphantly and put his arm around Lorelai's shoulder, "As a matter of fact yes. I'm here fixing things for her because that's what I do. I take care of her. Because we are together. In fact we are getting married. Isn't that right Lorelai?"
Lorelai stared between the two men for a moment and nodded slowly, "Yes...we're engaged."
Thomas stepped back and raised his hands, "Well I'm sorry to hear that." He winked at Lorelai, "But incase you get lonely after he is done fixing things for you...you know what room I'll be in."
The guy went to walk away and Lorelai had to grab Luke's arm to keep him from lunging after the guy, "Luke don't…"
He groaned and looked down at her, "What the hell was that guy's problem?"
She grimaced, after this morning, this was the worst possible situation for them to be in, "Luke please...it's not important. That guy's an idiot...he's not worth getting upset over."
"Does this happen a lot?" He asked as his mind wandered to all the times he wasn't around and male guests hit on her.
"Luke...come on." She said softly not meeting his eyes.
He huffed, "So it does happen a lot! Do you tell them you are in a relationship?"
She sighed, "Yes of course I do Luke! I was trying to tell that guy I was but he wouldn't listen. I would have gotten there if you hadn't jumped in."
Luke lifted his cap and ran a hand through his thinning hair, "Fucking prick…"
"Luke!" Lorelai said looking around to make sure that there were no guests around.
He grumbled and knelt down on the floor again, "This is exactly what I was talking about this morning. All those idiots...looking at you like your a piece of meat."
She put a hand on her forehead and glanced at him as he started to hammer away at the shelf, "Luke stop...don't let some idiot get to you like this. You know I would never-"
"I do know that!" Luke yelled as he turned to look at her, "But it doesn't stop them from thinking about you like that. Form looking at you like that. From wanting you! And it bothers the hell out of me!"
She bit her lip and leaned against the wall, "What do you want me to do?"
He slammed the last nail into the the shelf and stood up, "Nothing."
"Luke…" She pleaded as she grabbed for his arm while he packed up his tools, "Come on...please just talk to me."
"I need to go back to work." He said softly as he slammed the top shut, "I hope that guy got the hint to stay away from you."
She stood in front of him so that he couldn't walk past her, "Please don't be like this…"
He paused and shook his head, "I can't help it…" He glanced at her quickly and then sighed, "I gotta go. I'll see you later…"
She watched him move her body away as he stomped out of the Inn and out to his truck much like he had done this morning. She sighed and turned back to the desk wishing she could find a way to make him realize she didn't want anyone else.
Later that night, Lorelai walked into the house and was surprised to see Luke sitting on the edge of the bed. She smiled softly as she put her keys and bag down beside him.
"Hey…" She whispered softly, "No workers?"
He shook his head, "I told them to go home early tonight…"
She nodded and then sat down beside him, "Luke…"
He sighed and reached for her hand, he pulled into onto his lap and rubbed his finger over the diamond on her ring finger, "I'm sorry about today…"
She leaned forward and kissed him gently, "You don't have to apologize. I just...I feel bad about everything. I don't want you to be upset…"
He smiled at her, "I can't help it Lorelai…"
She rested her chin on his shoulder and sighed, "I don't want anyone else in this world but you Luke. I can promise you that."
He closed his eyes and nodded slowly, "I know…"
"You have nothing to worry about." Lorelai said with a soft smile as she leaned up to kiss him, "You can relax now."
Luke watched her stand up and walk towards the nightstand beside the bed where she began to take her earrings out, "Of course I still have to worry…"
She looked back at him, "What?"
He walked over to her and put his hands on her hips, "Of course I still have to worry. I trust you...but I don't trust the rest of the guys in this world."
She rolled her eyes as she took her other earring out, "That's silly Luke…"
"How is it silly? Do you not realize how incredibly gorgeous you are?" Luke asked as he nuzzled her neck gently, "How irresistible you are?"
Her breath hitched in her throat and she shook her head, "Luke...come on…" She tried to pull away but he held her closer.
"I'm serious Lorelai. I can't get enough of you…" He licked the spot under her ear and she shivered but she tried to pull away again.
"Stop." She said as the blush creeped up in her cheeks and she finally pulled away and stepped past him.
He frowned and watched her for a moment and noticed the embarrassed look on her face, "What?"
"What?" She asked again as she bit her lip nervously and tried to smooth out her dress, "What do you want to do for dinner?"
Luke sighed and walked closer to her, "Hey...what's wrong?"
"Nothing." She said shaking her head from side to side as she kicked off her shoes.
He frowned and walked closer to her again, he turned her to look at him, "Why won't you look at me?"
Her cheeks burned and she felt her heart pounding in her chest, "I am looking at you…"
He stared at her for a moment before whispering, "You don't see it do you?"
She turned her head to the side and sighed, "Luke what are you talking about?"
He smiled sadly, "You really don't see how beautiful you are…"
She inhaled sharply and stepped back, "Luke just...stop."
He grabbed her hand, "Come here…"
She wiggled away again but he grabbed her by the waist and ushered her towards the full length mirror in the corner of the living room, "Luke what are you doing?"
He held her firm against him and made her look in the mirror, "Look at yourself Lorelai…"
She sighed and glanced at herself quickly and then looked down, "Okay I did. Can we move on now?"
He shook his head and lifted her head with his hand, "I want you to see what I see…"
She bit her lip and had tears pooling in her eyes, "Luke that's never going to happen. I already think you're crazy for wanting me...I am convinced that you need your eyes checked. So just...drop it okay?"
"No." He said shaking his head from side to side, "I want you to do this for me…"
Her eyes were brimming with unshed tears and she swallowed hard, "But Luke…"
He smiled and placed a gentle kiss on her cheek and caught her gaze in the mirror, "Look at yourself."
He watched her bite her lip nervously and she felt tense in his arms, "Luke…"
He reached for the tie on her dress and began to push it down slowly, "You are without a doubt the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. And by some stroke of luck...I get to spend the rest of my life with you."
She swallowed hard and she started to shake slightly as her dress pooled at her feet leaving her only in her black strapless bra and matching panties that had driven him crazy this morning, "I…"
He smiled at her in the mirror and ran a hand across the space between her shoulders, "I used to dream about what it would be like to look at you like this...I'd seen glimpses here and there at the lake. But it wasn't enough...I wanted more."
Her eyes fluttered shut as he ran a rough finger down the line of her spine. She squirmed at his touch and he smirked against the side of her head knowing what his touches were doing to her.
"But finally getting to see you like this…" He placed a open mouthed kiss on her neck and moaned "It is so much better than I ever imagined…"
She licked her lips as his lips trailed from shoulder to shoulder, "Luke…"
"I love your back...your shoulders...I love when you are on top of me and I can hold you...run my hands along the muscles here. Mmmm... " He mumbled against her skin, "So sexy…"
She couldn't help but laugh, "Luke...it's just a back...if we were talking about your back I could understand. But mine…" She shook her head, "Not so much…"
He turned her slowly making her gasp, he turned her head so she could just see the space of her back in the mirror. She caught his eyes in the reflection of the mirror and he ran his hand down her spine again making her shiver. He smiled and reached behind her to unclasp her bra, he pushed it aside and it fell at her feet with her dress.
"Incredibly sexy…" He whispered as he continued to run his hands up and down her back, "And all mine…"
Her hands gripped his forearms, but he didn't give her time to recover before he turned her back around again so she could see her front. He saw her try and look away but he caught her eye and challenged her silently. She swallowed hard and stood with her back against his chest and waited patiently.
His hands came up under her arms and grasped her shoulders with his strong hands. He slid his hands across her collarbone where he knew she was ticklish. "I love touching you here...kissing you here...you always laugh at first...and then you give in...and the sounds you make drive me crazy…"
Her breath was coming in slow, short breaths and she watched his hand trail from her collarbone to the valley between her breasts. She licked her lips with anticipation as both of his hands came up to cup her gently in his large rough hands.
"And these…" He said with a smirk, "Hm...how do I describe these?"
She couldn't stop the laugh that erupted in her throat, "Um...small and disappointing?"
She gasped when he held them tighter and pulled her close, "Not even close. They are not small. They are perfect...so perfect…" He said running his hands along the underside of each breast, "Soft...they fit so well in my hands…" His hands reached up and ran across her sensitive nipples and she whimpered, "So perfect…"
She felt her knees trembling and she tried to relax, "Luke…"
He smiled as he massaged them gently, "You uh...you remember that red dress you wore to Rory's graduation?"
She had to think for a moment to clear the fog in her head, "Um...yes? What about it?"
He growled and started nipping at her neck, "That dress drove me crazy. I wanted you so bad...I wanted to kiss you and run my hands down that deep low neck...trace your freckles with my tongue."
"Guh…" Was the only sound she could make and he chuckled, "You should have…" She finally whispered.
"Didn't think it would be appropriate at such a fancy place like Chilton…" He said with a steady voice, "But boy I wanted too…"
She swallowed hard as his left hand ran down her side, "Is that why you asked if I thought you should go on the cruise with Nicole?"
He nodded slowly, "Yeah. I wanted...I wanted you to tell me not to go."
She bit her lip and felt regret wash over her, "I didn't know Luke…"
He nodded slowly, "I know…" He kissed her neck softly and shook his head, "But...don't think about that. Think about this…" He said running his hands up and down her body, "I had dreams about you in that dress…"
She smiled, "I still have it…"
He groaned, "Wear it sometime...I promise I won't be able to keep my hands to myself this time."
She laughed as his hands ran down the middle of her chest to her naval, "Luke…"
"Now where was I?" He asked as he bit her earlobe, "Mmmm...right. Okay...your skin is so incredibly soft I don't know how you do it. I don't know how you make it taste so good…"
"Very expensive lotion…" She smirked at him, "Coconut…"
"I love coconut…" Luke said as he liked her neck gently, "Drives me crazy when I taste it on you." He ran his hands down her stomach, "I love when you get excited...and you try and stay calm but I can feel you begin to tremble…" He felt her belly quiver and he smiled, "Just like that…" He smiled as he ran his hands up her hips, "And your curves...makes it hard not to touch you all the time."
"Luke…" She whispered softly as his hands hooked into the side of her panties, the blush creeped up in her cheeks again.
"I love your curves…" He bit his lip as he pushed the material down her over her hips and her legs, "And this curve…" He smirked and grabbed her ass in his hands, "When you wear jeans...I swear you are trying to kill me. It's like a second skin on you…"
Her breath hitched as he held her a little rougher, "Luke…"
"Although I wish you had worn jeans today…" He said with a chuckle, "You really had to wear this damn dress and then stand over me at the desk? Do you know how cruel that was?"
She couldn't help but laugh, "It wasn't intentional! I was in a rush this morning thanks to you mister…" She said with a teasing look, "And I tried to stay away...but then I had a customer. I had nowhere else to stand…"
He grumbled, "Oh you had a customer alright...he wanted to take you up to room 3 with him."
She bit her lip as he squeezed her cheeks in his hands, "Luke...I don't want anyone else."
His eyes lifted from her behind to her reflection in the mirror, "But they want you…"
She shook her head, "It doesn't matter...I don't want them…I want you."
He swallowed the lump in her throat, "Aren't we supposed to be talking about you, not me?"
She opened her mouth to respond, but his hands slid down her legs sensually, "Oh…"
He smirked, "And then there are these ridiculously long legs…" He bent down behind her and ran his hand from the top of her thigh to behind her knee and to her calf, "I love when you wrap them around me...around my waist." He said licking her thigh making her shiver, "Or my head…" He said with a smirk, "And when you wear that flippy skirt…" He growled and kissed behind her knee, "That damn flippy skirt…"
She laughed, "I try to only take it out on special occasions now…"
He laughed back, "I appreciate that...you know it's a torture device to me." He kissed her left calf and lifted her leg slowly, "Even your feet are sexy…"
She threw her head back and laughed, "Okay now I know you have lost it…" She pulled her leg from his hand and put her foot down, she put her hands on her hips and stared down at him.
He shook his head and lifted her leg again and kissed the insole of her foot, "Nuh uh...I love when your toes curl when you are about to climax…" He nipped one playfully and her breath hitched in her throat, "And I love watching you paint your toenails...sexy."
She tried to laugh him off but her arousal was taking over, this was one of the most intimate and erotic things she had ever experienced, "Luke…"
"The red's my favorite…" He said with a smirk as he bit her calf, "Just for future reference…"
She tried to steady herself as she nodded, "I'll...I'll try to-to re-remember that…"
He smiled and prepped kisses up her right leg, "Getting a little flustered?"
She bit her lip and tried to pull away, "Luke...I don't know if...you should…"
"Hm?" He asked as his hands slid up her leg and found the apex of her thighs, "You don't know if I should what Lorelai?"
She shook her head and put her hands over his to still him, "I think we should stop…"
He frowned, "Stop?" He wiggled his fingers until he found her center and groaned when he found her already wet with desire, "Your body is telling me other wise darling…"
She whimpered and pushed his hands away again, "Luke don't…"
He stood up and put his hands on her cheeks, "Why?"
Her eyes welled up with tears as she braced her hands on his strong arms, "Because...it's too much. You're making me feel…" She swallowed hard, "Way to much…"
He leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to her lips, "Lorelai...I want to make you feel everything." He whispered, "I waited eight years...and even now it's not enough. We're engaged and I still want to devour every inch of you…"
She crumbled against him against him and had to hold herself up feeling so insanely vulnerable and open. "Luke…"
He knelt down again and ran his hands up her legs and back to her center, "Eight years I wanted you to know what you do to me…" He leaned forward and kissed the little bundle of nerves peaking out from her folds making her gasp, "I wanted to touch you...to kiss you." He let his tongue run along it slowly, "Taste you…"
Her head fell back and she gripped his shoulders, "Oh Luke…"
"You're so beautiful Lorelai…" He said as he nuzzled her thigh and lifted her left leg to hook around his shoulders, "So incredibly beautiful...and sexy." He parted her folds gently and ran his thumb up and down, "The first time I touched you like this...I thought my heart was going to burst from my chest." He heard her breathing become fast and labored, "And then I heard you...and you called out my name…"
He pressed a finger into her entrance and she cried out as the intensity of his words and his hands made her climax in seconds, "Luke!"
He smiled and pressed a kiss to her clit again, "And I realized it was real...not just a dream anymore." He trailed kisses from her center up her stomach and over her chest before he reached her lips, "God Lorelai...you have no idea how beautiful you are." She felt like jelly as he walked behind her again and ran his hand between her legs, "I could never get tired of touching you like this...right here." He rubbed her again, "You're so warm...and soft. And God it makes me wild…"
She stood on her tiptoes to get my friction as she pushed down on him and he smirked but pulled his hand away, "Not fair…" She whispered with a pout.
He smiled and kissed her temple making her keep eye contact with him, "Don't worry I'm not done with you yet." He watched her swallow hard as she heard the intensity and huskiness of his voice that told her he wouldn't break that promise, "But I want you to see what I see first…" Her breath hitched slightly and she let her body relax into his as he ran his hands up her sides, "Every inch of your body is beautiful Lorelai...every single part. Every curve...every freckle, dimple and birth mark." He let his hand run between her breasts and she sighed happily, "But...my favorite part…" He smiled as his hand traced the curve of her neck and past her chin to rest on her lips, "My favorite parts I should say...are your beautiful face."
She felt the tears burn in the back of her eyes again, "Luke…"
"Your lips…" He smiled as he ran his finger across her bottom lip, "Sometimes I think they are going to pop off of your body." He said with a laugh, "You talk so damn fast it's hard to keep up...but sometimes it's good. Because it gives me an excuse to really look at them. I pretend I'm lip reading...trying to keep up with you. But really I'm just mesmerized by them...I always was. But especially now when I know how soft they are…" He bit his lip as she sucked his finger into his mouth, "When I know what they look like on me…" He smirked, "Around me…" He said with groan as he pressed into her, "God you have no idea how sexy you look when you're…" His voice cracked and she smirked at how nervous he was.
"Feeling shy?" She teased him, "I'm the one standing here completely naked...completely exposed. You are fully clothed...I'm the one that should be feeling shy. Not you."
"You have nothing to be shy about." He said shaking his head from side to side, "Nothing...you are absolutely gorgeous."
She swallowed hard again, "Luke…"
He shook his head, "Not done here…" He ran his finger from her lips to her cheeks, "I love when your cheeks flush...when you get excited in any form." He said with a smirk, "I love to see your face light up when you are happy...I want to always make that happen." She grabbed hold of his arms and he smiled as his hand slid along the side of her nose, "And you have the damn cutest nose I've ever seen…"
She chuckled trying to squirm away from him, "Luke...come on."
He shook his head again and only held her tighter, "I'm serious...I love it." He said leaning around her to kiss it gently, "So adorable." He breathed softly and then looked back at her reflection in the mirror and he caught her stare.
Her eyes were wide with nervous energy and awareness. He put his hands on her shoulders and closed his eyes as he breathed in the scent of her shampoo and nuzzled her hair gently. "But...I saved the best for last."
She wrinkled her nose, "What?"
"Your eyes…" He whispered as his own opened again and he stared back at her in the mirror, "Your eyes mesmerize me Lorelai...they always have." He watched her blink a few times but he pushed on, "All you have to do is look at me and I'll melt...they are captivating. And when I look right in them I can read every emotion you are feeling…"
She bit her lip, "You can?"
He nodded slowly, "When you are happy...really happy they are this beautiful light blue. Like the sky...and they sparkle. God I love them like that…" He kissed her neck again as he kept his eyes on hers in the mirror "When you are sad...they sparkle a little with unshed tears and it breaks my heart...they are deep blue. Those are my least favorite...because I never want you to be sad."
"Luke…" She whispered as she gripped his arms again, but he ignored her still.
"When you are mad…" He chuckled, "They take on a whole new color I swear…" He shook his head as his body shook with laughter, "They are very dark...intense. They show you mean business...that you won't take no for answer. That you're going to get what you want…"
"Luke…" She tried again as his left hand slid down her body as his right cradled her head softly.
"And when you're excited…" He nipped her ear, "I always wanted to know what they looked like when you were excited...turned on." He let his finger dip between the apex of her thighs again and she whimpered at his touch, "That's probably my new favorite...it's like the color of the ocean. Clear and peaceful...I could look into them forever."
"Luke please…" She whispered as he rubbed her clit again between his thumb and forefinger, "Oh God…"
"Like that…" He whispered huskily in her ear as her eyes turned that perfect shade of ocean blue, "God you are so beautiful...do you see it now? Do you see why it drives me crazy when other guys look at you? Knowing that five guys got to see you like this…And that chump at the Inn wanted to see you like this…" He swallowed hard and kissed her neck gently, "Makes my head want to explode...and not in a good way. I don't want them thinking about you like that...you're mine."
She leaned further into him as his hands continued to rub up and down her body, "I am yours…"
He nodded slowly and tilted her head slightly to kiss her, "Lorelai…"
She turned in his arms and stared up at him, "I didn't want them to see me like that Luke...I've spent many years trying to improve my reputation." She said with a laugh, "I don't like it when people look at me like…" She pursed her lips and her voice trailed off for a moment, "That's why...why I asked you to stop. I'm just...uncomfortable."
He frowned slightly, "Hey…" He lifted her chin gently, "It's just me...I'm sorry if I upset you. I just...I can't help but get jealous. You could have any guy on the planet Lorelai...they'd all bend over backwards to have a chance with you. And I just worry…"
She shook her head, "You're my guy Luke...I asked YOU to marry me didn't I?"
He nodded slowly, "You did...but I still don't know why."
She pouted, "Do you need me to give you the same special treatment you just gave me? Make you see what I see?"
He chuckled, "No...I'm still not done with you yet."
She swallowed hard and braced her hands on his strong arms, "What else did you have in mind?"
He smirked and bent slowly to pick her up making her gasp, "I've got a few ideas…"
He placed her down on the bed in the living room and she stared up at him in shock, "I thought you said we couldn't do that down here…"
She watched him lean up to pull at the curtains above the bed, "I don't really give a damn right now…" He said as he leaned down to rain kisses along her chest, "I want to make love to my fiance…"
She shivered when his hand slid down her side gently, "Oh God…"
He smiled and placed a warm open mouthed kiss on her stomach, "So sexy…"
She bit her lip and grabbed at the sheets around her, "How the hell did you get me in this position mister? Not what I was expecting for tonight…"
He chuckled and looked up at her slowly, "You disappointed?"
She shook her head and reached her hand down to caress his face, "No...I'm just...overwhelmed." She said slowly, "You make me feel more than anyone ever has Luke...and sometimes it scares me. What you just did…was overwhelming…"
He frowned, "I'm sorry…"
She shook her head and kissed him gently, "No you don't have to apologize. I just...I'm not used to it. We've been together for a year and it still…" Her eyes filled with tears again and she sighed softly, "I'm just...not used to it…"
He frowned and leaned down to kiss her, "You're my girl...and I want you to feel how much I want you. I'm sorry I got so out of hand earlier...I just sometimes forget that we're together. I get this feeling of you slipping away even though I know you're not. And I feel like I have to protect you...make it known that we're together."
She smiled softly, "I like that you still want me...that you feel a little protective. I feel that way about you too. But...I promise you have nothing to worry about Luke. I could never…" She blushed slightly and smiled, "I could never be with another man after you...no one would ever compare. You're amazing."
He pulled himself up above her and stared down at her longingly, "Lorelai…"
She took a shaky breath and shook her head, "I can't believe I am even going to tell you this...but maybe it will make you feel better about everything."
He cocked his head to the side, "What are you talking about?"
She opened her mouth and then closed it quickly, she sighed and rolled away from him to pull the sheet around her, "I'm feeling a little exposed here…"
He sat up and reached for her hand, "Lorelai?"
She bit her lip and the blush grew in her cheeks, "I uh…" She looked down at his hand in hers, "I always had a hard time...um…" She laughed to herself and put her free hand over her face, "God this is embarrassing…"
He scooted closer to her and smiled, "You can tell me anything…"
She nodded slowly, "I know." She cleared her throat and looked back down at their joined hands, "The thing is...I have always had a hard time...finishing during sex." She scrunched her nose up, "Well at least until you. You're the only one that…" She groaned and threw herself down on the bed and pulled the sheet over her head, "Ughh…"
He was quiet for a moment as he let her words sink in, then he crawled to her and pulled the sheet down to look at her, "You mean...you were never able to have...an orgasm?" He paused again and then continued, "Before me?"
She grimaced and nodded, "Not during sex no…"
He couldn't help but smirk a little, "But with me you do?"
She rolled her eyes and swatted his chest a little, "Yes Casanova...you're the only one that's ever been able to bring me there…"
He felt proud and he didn't feel like pretending he didn't, "So...Christopher...Max and Jason...nothing?"
She groaned again and sat up, "Luke…"
He laughed a little, "I'm sorry! I'm just...making sure I am understanding you here."
She sighed and held the sheet under her arms, "Yes...I never actually climaxed with them. I pretended a lot...but it just wasn't…" She looked down again, feeling shy, "I guess it wasn't right...and I didn't feel totally comfortable the way I do with you. I was…" She bit her lip gently, "I was shocked that first night we…" She glanced back at him, "I didn't think I would...but I got so swept up in the moment and you were so sweet...and gentle and…" She shrugged, "I just felt...safe…I felt like you cared. So I guess I just let myself relax and...it happened."
"I did care. And I still do." He whispered as he leaned into her, "And I always want you to feel safe with me. I would never hurt you...it isn't just sex for me Lorelai. I don't just want to feel good...I want you to enjoy it too."
She nodded, "I do…I didn't know it could be like that. And tonight…" She pushed her hair out of her face, "I just got overwhelmed with you talking about me like that...I may come across as confident. But I am probably the most insecure person you will ever meet. I don't…" She sighed again, "I just don't always feel comfortable in my own skin...and then you were being so amazing...and I just...I got a little…"
He frowned and leaned up to kiss her, "I'm sorry...but I do want you to see yourself the way I see you Lorelai. You are incredible...inside and out. I always want you to know that...and I want you to feel that."
She lifted a hand to place gently on his stubbly cheek, "Well now you know you have nothing to be jealous about. No one compares to you…"
He smiled softly, "Definitely helps." He paused for a moment, "But um...just to make sure…" He grimaced slightly, "Have you ever faked it with me?"
She shook her head and answered honestly, "Nope. Don't need too. You always know exactly what to do to get me there…"
He took a deep breath and began to push her back again, "Well that makes me feel better…" He started prepping kisses along her collarbone and then pulled away, "One more question…"
She laughed a little, "What is it?"
He closed his eyes for a moment, "Well you said you never orgasmed during sex with them. But...you had experienced it…"
Her face flushed again, "Luke!"
He moaned softly and opened his eyes, "The visuals invading my head right now of you are just…" He bit his lip, "I can't stop thinking about you touching yourself now…" He glanced down at her naked form below him.
She shook her head and laughed to herself, "Luke…"
"Sorry. Just…" He shook his head quickly, "Just give me a second…"
He rolled over onto his back and put a hand over his eyes trying to get the image to leave his brain. But it was there and he was more turned on than he thought possible. Lorelai peaked at him out of the corner of her eyes and noticed the tent growing in his jeans.
"Hey...you still have all your clothes on…" She whispered as she sat up and began to pull at the button on his jeans, "Gotta get you on my level mister…"
He groaned and practically jumped off the bed when he felt her hand slide into his hands and stroke him through his boxers, "Jesus Lorelai…"
She bit her lip and moved her hand to work the buttons on his flannel, "How about this...you save that visual for another time…" His eyes fluttered open, "And we can discuss it then...but right now…" She pushed her hands under the t-shirt below his flannel, "Right now...let's finish what we started...you said you wanted to make love to me…"
He leaned up quickly and cupped her face in his hands, "God I do...so badly."
She smiled down at him and urged him to sit up, "Then you're gonna have to ditch the clothes babe. I need some skin on skin contact…"
He rolled her over and ripped both his flannel and t-shirt off. She giggled as he practically pounced on her, she pushed the denim down his hips and he kicked them off. She heard them fall to the ground as he pushed at his boxers. "Lorelai…"
She sighed and leaned further into the pillow as she arched her back. His mouth was doing wonders on the sensitive flesh of her breasts and she couldn't wait to feel more. When his teeth gently teased her nipple she gasped and gripped his arms tighter, "God you have nothing to be jealous of...I will never want anyone else. Never need anyone else...just you. Don't stop…"
He shook his head as he suckled her flesh gently, "Can't stop…"
She felt his hand slide between them and begin to caress her the wet, warm flesh at her center and she groaned, "Luke I can't...just…" She quickly wrapped her legs around his waist, "I can't wait anymore. Please...I need you."
He nodded slowly and braced his arms on either side of her head as he pushed his lips forward and felt himself slide into her waiting heat. He heard her gasp and moan at the sensation and he leaned down to kiss her gently, "So beautiful…"
She used one hand to grip his back wanting to pull him as close as possible, and her other hand found the headboard behind her which she held for support as he began to move in and out of her. She was already shaking due to the intensity of their night so far. She knew she wouldn't last long, her body felt like it was on fire and every caress, every touch brought her closer to the edge.
She threw her head back as he pushed all the way into her, filling her completely, "Oh Luke!"
"That's my girl…" He whispered as he kissed her neck, "All mine…"
She whimpered when he used one hand to stroke her clit, wanting to bring her as much pleasure as possible, "Oh Yes...yours Luke. Only yours!" She squirmed as he pumped into her and rubbed her simultaneously, "Luke...oh God...I can't...I can't…"
"Let go." He whispered as he looked deep into her eyes, "I've got you…"
She screamed his name as the sensation started in her toes and coursed through her entire body. He slowed his pace to let her catch her breath as she rode out the waves of her orgasm. When he could tell she was ready, he flipped them over again so she was on top. She was still shaking slightly and he took one of her hands in his and used his free hand to hold her hip to guide her.
He watched as she bit her lip as she rocked back and forth on top of him. He had to breath deeply to keep from losing control. The sight of her ontop of him like this, of them being together this way would never get old. He could stay like this forever and be happy.
He watched her throw her head back, her curls bounced around her shoulders as she sped her pace up, "Luke…"
He took his hand on her hip and slid it up her stomach to cup her breast in his hand, "Look at you…"
She moaned softly as she glanced back at his face, "Luke…"
"I just…" He gasped as she tightened her walls around him, "God damn it...you are just incredible Lorelai…"
She whimpered when he began to lift his hips to meet her strokes, "Yes...yes Luke...more…"
He growled and sat up quickly pulling her flush against him, her legs wrapped all the way around his waist and she held herself up on his shoulders. He held her close as the rocked their bodies together. Their eyes were locked and he used one hand to caress her face gently, "I love you…" He whispered.
She gasped at the intensity of his actions and his words and she leaned forward to kiss him, "I love you too…"
She whimpered into his mouth as she climaxed again, this time she buried her face in the crook of his neck. He moaned loudly and felt his own release coming as her walls tightened around him, "Oh Lorelai...my Lorelai…"
She gripped his back as she felt him explode inside of her, and then she used her fingers to soothe him by rubbing his back gently. "My Luke…" She rained kisses from his neck back up to his lips, "God you're amazing…"
He huffed and lay back on the bed, pulling her with him which made her giggle, "I don't think I can move…"
She sighed happily and draped a leg over his torso. He began to trace invisible patterns on her thigh as she pulled the sheet around them, "Luke…"
"Hm?" He asked as he turned his face towards hers, his eyes were closed but he could feel her looking at him.
She reached a hand up to trace the lines on his face, "Thank you…"
His eyes fluttered open for a moment, "For what?"
She bit her lip and he pulled her closer still, "For...caring enough to be bothered by what happened. For wanting me enough to not give up on me...for loving me the way you do. I didn't think I'd ever have this...this amazing connection. It does overwhelm me but I…" She breathed him in and rested her head in the crook of his neck, "I never want to lose it…"
He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, "You never will. I'm not going anywhere."
She squeezed him and smiled against his shoulder, "Thank God…"
He pulled the sheet tighter around them and smiled as he held her, "It does help knowing that you want me too…" He felt her smirk, "But I will always be a little possessive...a little protective. I just...I can't help it."
Lorelai smiled and lifted her head, "Wanna know a secret?"
He smiled at her, "Sure."
She giggled, "One time...when we first started dating." She laughed again, "I was sitting in the Diner and this woman was sitting there undressing you with her eyes…" She growled, "And you were super busy...you didn't notice. And I got up...pretended to be talking to someone near her. And then elbowed her as she was about to take a sip of coffee...spilled all over her."
Luke laughed, "You didn't!"
Lorelai smirked, "Of course I did! I didn't like her looking at you like that with me sitting right there. You had been talking to me before...she had seen us kiss. She knew you were mine. And she still didn't take the hint...so I showed her who was boss."
He threw his head back and laughed loudly, "Lorelai...what did she do?"
"Oh she was pissed." Lorelai said with a proud smile, "But she got the memo, got up...threw some money down and left. I haven't seen her around the Diner since…"
Luke smirked and leaned forward to cup her gently, "You're crazy...you know that? No one could ever get my attention. I've been stuck on you for the last 10 years...nothing's going to change that."
Lorelai shrugged, "I know. But like you...I can't help but feel a little jealous from time to time. It's normal I suppose...and probably a good thing. It means we still have the hots for each other…"
He smirked, "We do."
"And I don't see that changing ever…" She said as she ran her toes up along the inside of his thigh, "I'm always going to want you…"
He smiled and gripped her leg tighter, "I'm always going to want you too Lorelai…"
She smiled happily and pulled him on top of her, "That's really good…"
He leaned down to kiss her gently, "Hey...did you end up seeing that guy again after I left?"
Lorelai giggled again, "Oh yeah! I called up Kirk and asked him to do a Stars Hollow tour for me. He was more than happy to help! I am sure the guy is ready to tear his eyes out by now…"
Luke laughed again, "You're something else…"
She shrugged, "He was annoying. And what better way to get back at him by sticking him with someone equally annoying?"
Luke sighed and leaned down to kiss her, "I love you crazy lady…"
She smiled against his lips and pulled him closer, "I love you too Burger Boy…" She bit his bottom lip gently, "So...now that you have successfully showed me how sexy I am...think I can return the favor?"
He smirked as she rolled them over so he was below her, "I guess it's only fair…"
She smiled down at him and put a hand on her chin pretending to think, "Hm...where to start?" He clasped his hands behind his head and watched as she pondered for a moment. She gasped happily and smiled, "Might as well start with my special friend first…"
Luke groaned as she slid off of him and positioned himself between his legs, "You're going to be the death of me, you know that right?"
She smiled up at him and shrugged, "At least you'll die a happy man…"
He opened his mouth to respond but the only sound that came out was a low groan as her lips wrapped around him. He smiled as his hand found it's way to her hair, "I'll die very happy…" He gasped as she gripped him tighter with her mouth, "Very happy indeed…"
As Lorelai counted the ways in which she loved most about him, he reminded himself that she was finally his. After years of waiting...he was right where he belonged.
Hopefully it wasn't terrible! Hahahaha! Not sure if there will be more rated M one shots for this series but we will see :) I updated "Searchlight" today as well so check that out! Thanks!