I was down, sad, ill and obsessed with Hetalia. This can be seen in any way you like and set in any time or place you like. I've set it as America but I guess it could be France or something if you want- there is no plot so...enjoy?...
The worst thing you did was tell me you love me.
You could have said anything else- like, 'I don't know what I'd do without you' or 'You're very dear to me you know that?' .
Did you even think about it? Did you plan this all along? Of course not...although in a way I wish you had.
I needed to hear it, but I didn't want to. To have the memory of your words engraved on my heart- did you know you were the first to say that to me? The very first.
You are cruel, you know. What's worse is that you're not, you're just you and that's all you could be. Cruel but not...a truly terrible thing to be.
What were you thinking at the time? Did you feel the way I did? Have you ever felt the way I did? The words you said mean so much and yet could mean nothing at all.
It was not the time, you made me happy and for that I hate you. God, I hate you for that. But I can't, I can't hate you. You made me so happy that it hurt; did you know that would happen? Sometimes I think you knew others...others I thought you had forgotten.
Maybe you did. You sounded so sad and pained, like you regretted it. No wait, you were happy and thankful. Or was it shocked? Elated? Fearful? Confused? I'm not sure- you probably weren't either.
But I guess I should rephrase my words, right? They don't quite fit after all...not quite.
So, no, the worst thing wasn't that- never that...
The best thing you did was say you love me.
The worst thing you did was not say anything else.
The worst thing you did is not waiting for a reply.
The worst thing is that you couldn't. Not for my words.
And the worst thing is that you don't know it.
Because you left.
England.
Arthur.
You're the worst.
The worst.
You idiot.
You left.
You're gone.
You're dead.
I hate you...
...I hate you.
I...
I love you, Arthur Kirkland.
I love you.
Idiot.
There, happy? No? Neither am I- I just killed England T^T
Please tell me what you think.