Just a little drabble I decided to make. This's been bugging for as long as I could remember and I just had to write it down. I know that it's been years since the season final, but I wanted to do this. I know everything is all over the place...
Well, anyways, here's another fanfiction from me. No pairings, or anything. Do I think Terra remembers Beast Boy? *taps fingers on desk* I don't know.
I remember everything.
I don't remember how long I was trapped in stone, but I remember the things I did. The last thing I remember before turning to stone was how much I wished for everything to be how it was. The pain and darkness. Unable to move. Encased in stone. I heard and saw everything. I remembered the Titans coming to my memorial to turn me back to normal. I know they tried, but something wasn't allowing me to turn back. I guess it was my own guilt that wouldn't allow it. No matter what the Titans did I stayed a statue.
Then by some miracle, I was turned back. I remember waking up, having little to no memory. Seconds later I remembered. Slade. Beast Boy. The volcano. Everything. I don't know what it was...but I knew I couldn't go back to the Teen Titans. I had to start over again. So I did.
I got a job and made enough money to afford an apartment. I went to school. My friends, Amber and Dionne are cool.
Then it happened. Beast Boy came to my school. I was frozen. All memories of my betrayal came flooding in. I couldn't go through with it, so I told him I didn't know him. He tried everything, but I couldn't let it slip that I knew him. Playing amnesia was the only way to get him to leave me alone. I didn't want to, but I was better off not going back. Seeing my old room in Titans Tower gave me a haunting memory.
I finally told Beast Boy that I'm not the girl he used to know. A memory. Things can't go back to the way they were. I meant everything I said and never regretted it.
That was the last time I saw him. And I miss him. I didn't want to go back to saving people. No matter what I do, I cause more harm the more I use my powers. I am dangerous and would wind up hurting people again. Not even Slade could control me. I carried this guilt for a while. The constant power surges. The need to use my powers.
It wasn't until I saw my brother one day. It been so long since I saw him. But that day, that day, my heart changed, and I felt a whole sense of self-acceptance. I knew everything was alright. And I don't think anything can change that.