A/N: A poem about Bella after Edward left. What might have happened if she hadn't found Jake. She doesn't want to remember Edward, and she accepts the fact she's gonna forget eventually. She knows if she recovers from her depression and faces the real world, nothing good will happen. She's lost and doesn't need finding.
I wander around
My purpose unknown
My surroundings unfamiliar
My pain unforgiving
I have no idea where I am
Or as to where I'm going
I know only where I was
And I'm not going there anymore
I've been looking without seeing for so long
I've almost forgotten how
And the time will come when I don't remember
Anyone, anything, anywhere
Because someone, something, somewhere is worth forgetting
I'm lost in a labyrinth of pain
There's no escape
No way in
No way out
No way will I try
I'm lost and I don't want to be found