Riku-Sexual
By: Holy Virgin
Summary: Sora isn't comfortable with calling himself gay. Soriku.
Rating: PG-13, mentions of boys doing the dirty.
A/N: Blah, wrote this at about 42 hours without sleep. Wording's a bit awkward, some places. Premise is probably just as awkward, but I'm too out of it to notice. Concrit would be nice. I do like to know how my unconscious's writing is.
Sora did not like to consider himself gay.
True, he was in love with a man. True, he would probably never feel this way about another human being, again. True, he hadn't ever really thought of girls I that /I way.
But, by proxy, if not ever thinking of girls in that way made him gay, then never thinking of boys in I that /I way made him straight. The only boy he'd ever thought of was Riku. But then, that could be contributed to the fact that he practically never looked at anyone else. He was too caught up in the graceful complexion of the boy. In his eyes, green as the sea, were equally as easy to drown in.
But he wasn't gay.
Riku certainly wasn't pleased that Sora felt this way. Especially after the nights they'd shared together. Ever since that September evening when they arrived back at Destiny Islands, they'd been like this. Together. And yet, Sora would not say he fancied the rougher sex.
He'd never told anyone that he liked boys, or that he didn't. So really, as far as Sora was concerned, he was Riku-sexual.
His lover found this much more agreeable than 'not-gay.'
Even now, a year and a half later, Sora would check 'other' when asked about his sexual orientation. He wasn't bitter or uncomfortable; he loved Riku more than anything.
But, Riku was not like any other man, or woman for that matter. So it only made sense that since he was all Sora had ever wanted, that Sora could never settle for the average man, or a woman, now.
And, staring at the darkened ceiling, sapphire eyes half-lidded, Sora smiled a bit. He snuggled further into his lover's embrace, reveling in it as if it were the first time they'd laid together.
In that moment, Sora knew that he would never have to settle. He and Riku would always be like this.