quick note before this continues, because this is my first story I publish in this site I will do different types of updates, spelling, grammar, wording, extensions, and chapter because of this the updates will be irregular like I stated in the summary. The only request I have is be lenient with me but be honest in your opinions. now onto the story
The Illusion within Devils and Angels
There are many types of people in this world, some have small meanings, the ones that seems to blend in with the flow of society, some have roles or obligations to lead others with great power and character. Each one has their own has a specific purpose that only is meant for them no matter how small or large it is. But there is one person whose life starts off like the rest, but after one single moment his life started to sky-rocket beyond his comprehension. This is his story how he went from a human that was part shy and part paranoid schizophrenic to a powerful being with many supporters. His name is Yoshizawa Shinichi, a class 1 student at Kouh Academy.
Chapter 1
For as long as a can remember I always knew I was different, I didn't know how exactly but I could tell even as a child. The first thing that happened the made me start to question myself was when I was 4 years old, I don't remember much but what I do remember was for weeks I couldn't sleep. For days I would hear different voices coming from inside my room, I don't remember where they originated granted I was 4 at the time. Some were soft like mother and some were rough like father but they didn't have the niceness like mother and father I don't really remember how they sounded. So like any 4 year old child I went to my parents' bedroom and told them about the voices and like any parent talking to a scared child that was talking about scary voices in their room they calmly and politely explained that there were nothing in his room to cause it they even put in a night light so that it would shed some light in the room. Naturally I could still hear them but after remembering what mother and father said that they didn't existed I mentally chanted "there is no voices." over and over until they just stopped this continued until I never heard them again.
Since then I have been having strange encounters with things that weren't really happening. One time when I was in middle school I was in a class studying mathematics, by that time I was already experienced with these delusions for most of my life and was already categorized as a paranoid schizophrenic. True I knew this and was kind of was able to distinguish between what was real and what was delusion but it still didn't help that they still happen before I realize when I was in. I was subjugated to bullying during my junior years, I was not use to them like I was in middle school so I stood out a lot but I digress. During my class I was tired because I didn't get much sleep the night before, after catching myself dozing off I forced my eyes to stay open and tried to stay awake I found myself in a deserted room. No one was there, no students nor teachers, just me, alone. Of course I did thought it was just another one of my delusions but then I remembered that I was tiered so I mistakenly believed that I slept through class and everyone just forgot about me so I went outside to look for others, only to be hit with a truth that I completely discarded, no one was there, not in the classroom, not in the building, nor in the school campus. I then realized that this was just another one my delusions and tried to will it to disappear, the next thing I notice was I was still in my seat and everything was back to the way it ways.
It was because of these delusions that I usually get two to three times a day that lead to the depressing aura that I gave off. I hesitate getting close to people, in fear of either them finding out of my condition and make fun of me or my delusions get out of control that it just breaks a part for whatever reason. My appearance gives off a depressive look in one way or another. I have medium length reddish brown hair that stops just before my shoulders, with bangs covering my forehead. I have amber eyes, slim build, and I am about 5'5". Despite my depressing aura I give off I am actually kind of popular but people either don't want to indulge further into it or don't notice, I should know, student gossip can be quite loud despite whispering it to one another. Of course the talk about me is both positive and negative points but it's still the same when you really think about. But I don't really let it get to me it helps that sometimes I don't hear them thanks to my MP3 player, I know its funny saying this, but ever since I got this it basically became my saving grace.
The Perverted Trio, the first and hopefully only time I hear a title give out to someone, not that it's unworthy, not by a long shot but I digress. When I first heard that during the first month of my new school life in Kouh Academy I couldn't help but think I was within one of my delusions how can I not, I finally heard of somebody or a group of people who had a worse reputation then my own, didn't help them that they were in a recently instated co-op school so the ratio between males and females was big. But I didn't complain or boast on that point; after all I see things that don't really happen.
When I first introduced myself to my classmates I instantly thought that despite this being a prestige school, despite this having more female students then male student, despite this being nearly a new experience from my previous school I thought that this would be just the same situation as my previous school, alone, not popular, and no friends and after I was done here I would just get a small time job and just fade away while my class mates succeed leaving me behind. Granted I didn't try to fix this myself but the last time I got close to people I got the short end of the sick the moment they found out I was a schizophrenic.
This of course was taken completely out the window during a lunch break around the third month, I was just relaxing against one of the trees on a hill that overlooked the school listening to my MP3 player so that I could watch out for the other students when they go inside when the bell ring when I saw a female student in front of me, I zone out a lot of things while I listing to my music so I wouldn't be able to notice her until she was already there. She seemed familiar but I couldn't put a name with her face, I wasn't really good with placing name with faces when they were introduced separately. She had a bright and rich tone of red hair that I never saw before, and it matched beautifully with her body figure.
"Good afternoon, Yoshizawa-kun. My name is Rias Gremory, I was wondering if you wouldn't mind answering some questions of mine?"
Well that explained why I remembered her. It's not hard to hear about 'The Two Great Ladies' of Kouh, all the students talk about them and it ranges from admiration to something akin to lust. It made me curious why a popular one like her was talking to me but it was a redundant point at most so I couldn't complain. I was also curious how she knew me but I figured that my reputation travelled to the seniors as well.
"As you may or may not be aware I'm a part of a club called the Occult Research Club and a member of it is a fellow junior like yourself and it is come to my attention that you and Koneko Toujou are in the same class am I correct?"
Well that was certainly interesting, "I do believe that such she is in my class, I don't know her all that much but I do know her reputation, so yes you are correct. Why do you ask?"
"Well I was hoping you would help her out with some school work that she has been giving. I do not doubt her intelligence but it wouldn't hurt to have help from someone with your intelligence if your marks are anything to go by."
