-chapter 1-
There's been no one, hasn't been anyone. When my mother died, everything had become more difficult. Working job to job to earn some yen while I train relentlessly to form the legacy of one for all. Torment surely tore through me for being a omega. School also became more of a chore than something I wanted to do. Maybe I've just become depressed after not being able to hear my mothers kind voice to never stop, to keep pushing through. Well mother, I don't feel like pushing through. I hate to admit a sorrow defeat but I just can't find a way to keep going. Then that thing happened, was it to help me with its light or to apprehend me in its shadows? The son of Endavour, Todoroki Shoto. His quirk outshined every other student like the brightest star in the skies. His skin always looked so smooth and beautiful with a pale complexion. Bi-colored eyes that bored through you. Peppermint colored hair and a scent of Carmel radiating off of his clothes like a deadly toxin. Shoto caught my attention from the start yet I had never exchanged a single word with him. I'm too awkward to say anything, how could anyone say anything to that daring aurora?
I was walking along the white tiles of UA, quietly daydreaming of shoto's wrapped arms around my scathed skin. I began to turn when I shifted out of my daze to see Shoto talking to Yaoyorozi. I pinned my scrawny body against the cold wall to avoid his stare.
"So you'll go out with me?" The raven haired girl gleed. My heart pounded with the aching feeling of heartbreak. No, I must've heard wrong. Todoroki wouldn't do that, right?
"Ya, ya," he sighed. Another squeal was heard along with the sound of pencils shaking in their backpacks. My breath quivered nervously as I peeped over the wall. They were hugging each other while Shoto slightly smiled under her tight grasp. Yaoyorozi pulled away from his sweet embrace and, met with his cherry blossom lips. My back skidded against the wall creating loud squeaks as I covered my mouth to stop the whimpers from escaping the echo of my palms. My moss orbs poured waterfalls from the shores of my eyes. I truly am a fool for thinking of a even a chance between us. He's not gay, and besides, Yaoyorozi is beautiful. Way prettier than my sullen face would ever be. A thought had slithered through my head.
What if I killed her?
No, I can't. It would upset him, wouldn't it? It would be quick, he would forget it all and fall for me. What happened if someone found out. I'd go to jail and never see Shoto again. We would bury the body deep in the woods, no one would find it. I was shaken to floods of waters under my eyes at this voice in my head. It was so wrong, he's happy. I can't ruin that. Yet the voice got stronger with every given day. When I'd see them giggling gleefully in the hallways the voice would come back for vengeance.
Rain pounded on the glass of my dusty windows. Occasional strikes of thunder struck the prickly grasses confidently making the ground quake. My apartment was engulfed by blackness except for the secured shadows of the moons light breaking through. I stood tall on the wooden stool as the noose swayed threateningly to my bright orbs. Life was only going downhill, these psychopathic tendencies would hurt the ones Todoroki loved. I have no family, I have no one. I could never be a hero. This is the only answer to end this sadness.
I gripped the noose nervously with my two hands and began to slip it down my neck. My chest heaved up and down, I took a single step off the wooden stool. The world was spinning, no, my world was ending. I took my last breat-
Bbbbbrinngggg
I hastily pulled off the noose and paced to the door. What bad timing for my luck. I walked over to the door and opened it to spot Todoroki standing before me outside. The concrete paving around the steps leading to my apartment. His peppermint hair was slicked back from the wet droplets coating his locks while wearing the UA uniform that gripped tightly around his muscular body perfectly. My cheeks instantly turned as red as bright cherries while sweat dripped from the sides of my forehead. Well, this is the last thing I'd wanna see before I'd die, it least.
"Hey, I saw you left some papers at UA so I wanted to return them to you," he handed me the noted white papers out of his backpack.
"Oh-h! Th-hu-thank yo-ou!" I nervously bubbled out. God, he looked hot right now. He nodded back to me with a passionate smile when suddenly his eyes shifted to the living room where my noose hung. I would've stopped him but it was already far too late. His bi-colored orbs shifted to a terrified expression, he roughly forced me out of the way and stomped to the living room. I followed behind, stuttering incoherent words of useless cover ups. He stood in front of my demise and quivered like a lost child.
"I can explain, I promise it's not what you think," I quaked. It was already too late, my plans were ruined. But why does he look so upset?
"Deku...were you really going to kill your self?" He bellowed out in a whisper. I struggled to comply against it. I didn't want to lie to him. I stayed silent as he stared at me with a petrified expression.
"Izuku, why didn't you tell me?" I tilted my head away from his gaze. I couldn't look into those beautiful eyes that wrenched my heart so much. He drove me mad, and it wasn't his fault. I was a weak omega, a quirkless one. This had to happen.
"I should've known," he paused, "that day, I saw you," he had a troubled tone. I glanced up to his candy cane like locks and the hot tears forming beneath his eyes.
"Wha-at d-do you mean?" I hiccuped. Todoroki took a deep breath in and out, running his slim hands through his silk hair.
"When momo had confessed that she loved me. I saw how sad you had looked, the tears wilting down your cheeks. I had no choice," tears crept down his face, "I was forced to, I knew it had hurt you," he sat down on the couch with his palm against his wet cheeks. Bright white of the lightening flashed in the window behind him.
"Who cares about how I felt. Momo is beautiful, she has such a nice body that any guy would die for." I blurted out. I was shocked that he saw me, does he know I like him? He wasn't making any sense, why care for me attempting suicide, why caring for how I felt? My head was pounding with all the confusion twirling inside.
"I-I...I" he struggled between his words which was strange for Shoto. He was always well put together and mellow.
"I-I don't like girls," my mouth hung opened with surprise. I couldn't believe it. Maybe it was slightly expected because of how he would always push away any girl who tried to get his number or go out with him. I took a seat next to him and looked into his sharp glare. So pretty and creamy, as always.
"I don't like her, I like you Izuku," I could barley make out the words, I had caught it last minute. My heart began to pound greatly, a strawberry hue melted onto my skin. No way, I misheard it of course. How could someone so perfect like this homely body. Before I could respond he rushed into a tight hug. His scathed arms fastened around my thin body. By now my cheeks were probably redder than scarlet.
"Tell me you like me too, please. Don't die for me," his words flicked off his tongue. I was losing my breath. The son of one the greatest heros was holding me, telling they adored me.
"I-I dO tOo," I flushed. I heard him laugh happily into my ear softly. Chills glided up my spine, he kissed along my jaw leading to the scarred skin of my neck, Roughly sniffing the scent gland of my neck. My omega senses began to kick in, the urge to mate and mark rushed through me killing any logical reasoning in my body. He continued to smell the scent of my vanilla skin harshly.
"Todo..." I bubbled out. His tongue drifted over to the most delicate part of my neck and began to softly suck on the area. With a sudden jolt, he dug his teeth through the skin eternally marking me. My mind oozed more to mate, to reproduce. I couldn't stop myself, I have needed this for too long. I shifted over to leave my body to his bearing. I needed more, much much more. A sudden buzz came from his phone forcing us to flinch. It had interuppted our mating, my omega burning inside me was filled with rage of the lost oppurtunity.
Todorokis eyes met with his black phone, he seemed shock, in fear. He rushed to answer it and greeted respectfully to the one on the phone. "I'll be over right away, I'm sorry father," he whimpered. For an alpha being so threatening, he was brought down. The call signified the ending with a sharp noise as he nervously scrambled back to the door.
"Where are you going?" I felt like I was about to start crying again, he was leaving once again from me. Why was he so frantic to leave?
"I'm so sorry Izuku, I'll come back soon," he made it sound like it was a lie. What was so much more important? I flopped down on the couch attempting to retrieve his carmel scent from the grey cushions. Through out the restless night, the rain cried with me.