Princess Kat: It's kind of short. I was crying, but I'm just sentimental...
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Summary: Sango's feeling after Naraku is defeated and after she has 'killed' Kohaku.
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I sighed. All alone. Why do they always leave me alone, anyway? Oh well. Kagome and Inuyasha went to go tell Mrs. Higurashi the good news.
Not that I think it's good news. Yay, we killed Naraku! Yay, we put the Shikon no Tama back together! Waaaaah, we had to take the Shikon fragment out of Kohaku's back and he died!!!
I never know where Miroku and Shippou go. They just...go.
I sighed again. "My life sucks. I just want to die."
And in truth, my life does suck. My Dad and Mom were killed by, technically, Naraku. And now my brother is dead! And it's all Naraku's fault! But I had to remove the fragment! My heart died when I did that! I TOOK HIS LIFE!!! I TOOK MY BROTHER'S LIFE!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
I'm so upset. My body was shaking when I pulled it out. I remember it so well.
~*~ Flashback ~*~
"Sango, sister, Naraku is dead now. Don't cry." Kohaku said, looking at me worriedly.
"I-it's not that, Kohaku!" I cried as I pulled Kohaku into a tight hug.
"What is it? That I want you to take the fragment out of my back? I want you to complete the Shikon no Tama, Sango! I should be dead." Kohaku said.
I released Kohaku. "No! You shouldn't be dead, Kohaku! You should be alive, and be playing with your friends like a normal kid! Y-you should have never died! You should have never been possessed by Naraku!" I yelled at him.
"Take it out, Sango. I want you to. I want to see Mom, and Dad, and the villagers." Kohaku insisted.
I looked into Kohaku's eyes. Truth. Shining truth. "F-fine, Kohaku-chan. Tell Mom and Dad I love them, and I miss them."
"Okay, sis." Kohaku said as he turned around.
My hand was shaking as I brought it up to his back. I carefully to the fragment out.
Kohaku fell forward.
I looked down at him. "I love you, Kohaku!" I cried.
"I l-love you, too..." Kohaku choked out before he stopped breathing.
"Goodbye, Kohaku..." I whispered.
~*~ End Flashback ~*~
"I shouldn't have done it! I shouldn't have taken the fragment out! He could've lived!!!" I yelled at myself.
It was a pointless argument. What's done is done, and he wanted me to do it.
That doesn't mean I can't feel bad though.
I wrapped my arms around myself and cried. "I wanted to have you back, Kohaku. You, Mom, Dad. I cried over you guys so much. And then, I pretty much killed you. I can't believe I did it. I should never have...but it was your wish. I hope...I hope you are happy with Mom and Dad and the villagers. And I'll make a promise to you right now, Kohaku."
The tears stopped flowing, and I sniffled. "Kohaku, I promise I will not mourn over this day for the rest of my life. And I promise to...to move on."
Those words hurt me.
But I knew that Kohaku would want it that way.
And I planned to do it. For my family...
~*~
Princess Kat: Aww!!! That's so saaaaaaad!!! ;___; You all might not think so, but it was to me. Review and tell me what you think.
Disclaimer: Own nothing.
Summary: Sango's feeling after Naraku is defeated and after she has 'killed' Kohaku.
~*~
I sighed. All alone. Why do they always leave me alone, anyway? Oh well. Kagome and Inuyasha went to go tell Mrs. Higurashi the good news.
Not that I think it's good news. Yay, we killed Naraku! Yay, we put the Shikon no Tama back together! Waaaaah, we had to take the Shikon fragment out of Kohaku's back and he died!!!
I never know where Miroku and Shippou go. They just...go.
I sighed again. "My life sucks. I just want to die."
And in truth, my life does suck. My Dad and Mom were killed by, technically, Naraku. And now my brother is dead! And it's all Naraku's fault! But I had to remove the fragment! My heart died when I did that! I TOOK HIS LIFE!!! I TOOK MY BROTHER'S LIFE!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
I'm so upset. My body was shaking when I pulled it out. I remember it so well.
~*~ Flashback ~*~
"Sango, sister, Naraku is dead now. Don't cry." Kohaku said, looking at me worriedly.
"I-it's not that, Kohaku!" I cried as I pulled Kohaku into a tight hug.
"What is it? That I want you to take the fragment out of my back? I want you to complete the Shikon no Tama, Sango! I should be dead." Kohaku said.
I released Kohaku. "No! You shouldn't be dead, Kohaku! You should be alive, and be playing with your friends like a normal kid! Y-you should have never died! You should have never been possessed by Naraku!" I yelled at him.
"Take it out, Sango. I want you to. I want to see Mom, and Dad, and the villagers." Kohaku insisted.
I looked into Kohaku's eyes. Truth. Shining truth. "F-fine, Kohaku-chan. Tell Mom and Dad I love them, and I miss them."
"Okay, sis." Kohaku said as he turned around.
My hand was shaking as I brought it up to his back. I carefully to the fragment out.
Kohaku fell forward.
I looked down at him. "I love you, Kohaku!" I cried.
"I l-love you, too..." Kohaku choked out before he stopped breathing.
"Goodbye, Kohaku..." I whispered.
~*~ End Flashback ~*~
"I shouldn't have done it! I shouldn't have taken the fragment out! He could've lived!!!" I yelled at myself.
It was a pointless argument. What's done is done, and he wanted me to do it.
That doesn't mean I can't feel bad though.
I wrapped my arms around myself and cried. "I wanted to have you back, Kohaku. You, Mom, Dad. I cried over you guys so much. And then, I pretty much killed you. I can't believe I did it. I should never have...but it was your wish. I hope...I hope you are happy with Mom and Dad and the villagers. And I'll make a promise to you right now, Kohaku."
The tears stopped flowing, and I sniffled. "Kohaku, I promise I will not mourn over this day for the rest of my life. And I promise to...to move on."
Those words hurt me.
But I knew that Kohaku would want it that way.
And I planned to do it. For my family...
~*~
Princess Kat: Aww!!! That's so saaaaaaad!!! ;___; You all might not think so, but it was to me. Review and tell me what you think.