i also did this quickly, so it might be bad. I did a quick editing so i'm not sure if it's good but please read!!

Ever since I was born into this world, I was never shown any love, only hatred, anger, and fear. That was all I knew. It was my world, but then, I saw you laughing with your friends, and having a loving family. That's when I learned that there was another emotion. One so great, it could overcome anything, but I couldn't get it.

That was never given to me. Is this your justice? To leave the other half of your soul to rot? I never asked to be born as this, a thing despised and hated. I just wished for a life with some love, even if it was fake. Anything bu this.

Even as you neglect me. I still live so I could push you forward when you're about to break down. I still live so I could help you put a strong face on when facing your friends. But I still know your hurting, from me. I haven't done anything to you and you hurt.

It makes my heart ache to think that I could die and you wouldn't shed a single tear. You would just go on with your life. Never thanking me for the deeds I have done. I even gave you power so you could grow stronger. Not a thanks there either.

All you do is push me to the back of your mind and leave me there, only coming back to get some of my powers and beat me up. I still push you, though. I still support you because if you die, your world would crumble. It'll turn to dust and I would go along with it, but sometimes I wonder why I still live. I don't even have a real soul, mine is just part of yours. I don't have an inner world, you claimed it.

I'm just a horse, beat up and whipped. I fight back rarely, and you get scared. I live in a stable with nothing around. No humans or animals, no life, just buildings and a sky. And there's rain. It's the worst. It soaks through your clothes and you have no cover, so you stay out in the cold, shivering, with no one around to comfort you.

All I had wanted, from the very beginning, was for you to give me some of your love, not hatred or fear, but love. I wanted to be your friend or family, but instead, I became a monster, someone who deserved to disappear.

Now I still lay here, soaked to the core, waiting and hoping that one day you would notice my life and appreciate me. I started hoping, from the day that I was born, that I would be an equal, not a slave, but something better. I guess life is never fair, but this has gone too far. It was life, but this life wasn't heaven. It wasn't hell. It was worse than hell. It was an unimaginable torture that if you were here, you would break down and die from all the pain.

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