Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in Twilight.
The silence... it was agonizing. I just watched as his stone like features looked bleakly into space. What had I said? "Edward.." I manage to say in only a whisper. "Hmmm...." he responded "What is it?" His breath was icy cold against my skin. "I should be asking you that. Are you ok?" I asked, however this time with more volume. He smiled my beloved crooked smile and chuckled. Now I was absolutely lost."It's nothing it's just.... well love, I am sorry to say however you reek." He creased his nose. Though, I didn't consider that fact. I had been spending of time with Jake and the my Quileutes friends lately. But still... I looked at his eyes for a moment. Yes.. he was hiding something, but what? "What are you thinking?" he muttered silently. I felt as if I was in some sort of daze. Then I went back to reality and replied "You" What els would I be. He raised an eyebrow "What about me?" he asked. I didn't know how to answer that. So many things were bundled in my head it was hard to even answer a simple question like what my name was. I gazed back up to his face. His forehead had frown lines. Also, his eyes turned from a warm liquid color, to a hard cold color full of worry. "It's just.... well" I took a deep breath and was about to say something but I heard a knock on the door. Edward fled slickly into the door opened and I heard Charlie's voice from the doorway. "Bells? Are you ok I thought I heard voices in here." He asked with a worried tone. I just observed at the shadow that was reflected toward me. What a time to come Charlie. "You heard something? Well its been very breezy out it must be that." I expressed. I hoped so hopelessly he would believe it with. Charlie was quiet for a second and the replied "Yeah.... " His voice came out horse. "I have been hearing stuff lately that turned out to be nothing... I need more sleep." He said. I hated lieing to him. This jolt of guilt always ended up in my vain. I couldn't shake it. "Yeah that's it so don't you worry to much... Ok Charlie?" I had asked him. "Ok.." He said sleepily. He left the room and in about 2 minutes I heard snoring from his bedroom. I sighed with relief. Was this ever going to end? Were the lies going to end. Was the guilty pain in the pit of my stomach going to just fade away. I knew the answers to those questions.... and I didn't like it.