Title: Searching for Her Memories, Searching for Her Heart

Summary: He's lost in the hospital. Yeah, in the hospital. He tried to go back to where he went but he's always ending in the same door he haven't see before. After the third time he saw the door with a "NO VSITORS ALLOWED" sign. He decided to look what's inside. He saw a Beautiful girl, sleeping like an angel. Their small talk leads to friendship and months later, he realized that he loved this girl before..until now.. (sorry, I'm suck with summaries.) :P

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own Bleach or any of the characters involve in this story. They belong to their rightful owner, Kubo Tite. Well, I would gladly own bleach -IF stealing is an art. =D

Author's Note: This is my first Fanfic story so, please forgive me if some parts are not understandable and again sorry for my lame English. This story doesn't have any beta because I must meet all the qualifications first, but don't worry! After finishing all the qualifications to have a betareader, I will -surely- edit this story. For now, let's start! Oh.. BTW, please Read and Review! I would gladly want Criticism from readers than Praises. I think Criticism will make me a better author someday. But it's still up to you all readers! :D

*spoiler* I'm sorry, I'm goin to be a little harsh for Orihime here. :/

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CHAPTER 1 "The Twisted World"

Walking alone in the middle of the night is really scary for a newly freshman in junior high. A girl can be seen in the street, walking alone. Even though the street lights make her feel comfortable it's still not safe for a 12 year old girl to be alone this late at night, but she doesn't care anyway. This night was the best for her. She had finally had the guts to talk to her long time crush. Her raven haired best friend convinced her to talk to him, and she's happy she listened to her best friend. She could still remember Tatsuki's words that really convinced her..

*flash back

Karakura High..

The loud music filled the whole room with laughter and voices of the new freshmen of the school.

"Aren't you going to talk to him? The three of us had been classmates for 3 years in elementary, plus! This year in junior high and still.. the two of you don't talk to each other." Tatsuki said while looking at the bright orange haired boy.

"..well, there's no reason for us to talk, Tatsuki-chan. We don't have anything to talk about, ne?" the auburn haired girl replied after sipping some juice that she ordered awhile ago. "..Wait! I remember! We did talk, when we become group mates in science class last year.. " she added.

Tatsuki looked back at her best friend "..Orihime, what I meant was the two of you don't have a real conversation!.." she said while her hands are on her hips. "..you want me to go there and tell him myself?" she said while trying to make a step backwards.

"NO!" she shouted out loud. Luckily, the sound of the stereo is there, or she'd be very embarrassed.

She grabs her best friend's hand. "I-I think this is n-not the right time..Tatsuki-chan.." she said trying not to look at her.

"This is the right time Orihime..this party is perfect! It's now or never! Opportunity comes only once.. " Orihime said nothing. The raven haired girl sighs in defeat. She looked back and walks away.

"Tatsuki-chan! Where are you going?" she worriedly asked her.

"I'm just going to ask for more drinks, Silly. Don't worry, I'm not going to go to Ichigo!" she almost shouted. "..oh! By the way Hime-chan! Remember what sensei said? "

Orihime looked at her with confusing eyes. "Eh? "

"..'There's no regret in the beginning. Regret is always in the End.' Remember? "

Orihime smiled at her. Tatsuki is right. It's now or never.

5 minutes had passed.. Tatsuki went back to where she left Orihime but there's no sign of her best friend.

She walk around the room to search for her best friend. When she was near the door, she heard familiar voices. When she looked for the voices she smiled and said "yo! Ichigo! Orihime! Want some drinks? " and then they talk and chat for the whole evening.

She blushed when she remember how he looked at her. 'It seems like forever!' she thought.

She doesn't care if the night is scary or what.. Her thoughts and stomach is filled of butterflies.

After a minute or so, she looked at her wrist watch and read the time. "11:15 pm.." 'oh no! Onii-chan! He might be worried by this time!' she thought while running.

She was taken away there. She hadn't notice the time. She looked again in her watch while running.

'THUG!' she fall from the ground.

She was hit by something. No. By someone.

"Aw. " she said in a low voice. She stood up to apologize.

"Ahmm.. Gomen na-" she was cut off by the man.

"It's ok young lady.. I'm fine.. Are you alright? " the man said.

Orihime got the chills out of nowhere. Even though the man sounds so polite, there was something inside her telling her to run.

"Ah.. ano.. I'm alright.. Thank you.." she was shaking.

"If you don't mind young lady, I could walk you home. This street is very dark..I can be a company. Don't worry, I'm living just a few blocks away.." the man offered. She's going to refuse, but the man touch her left shoulder. "..ahmm..It's o-ok mister. I can handle myself."

"Don't refuse! It's ok.. I'll walk you home!" the man insists. His voice was a little bit angry than before.

Orihime was about to run, but the man grasp her. She didn't thought that this thin but muscular man can carry her to the dark small alley. She can smell his breath, and she can smell the alcohol from it. She know that this man is drunk. She was trying to shout but her mouth was covered with his hands. He was holding her shirt. He's holding the private part of her body. He was trying to take her clothes off. He tries to ripped her clothes, but she was fighting back. She tries to kick him but she failed. He punches her and everything went black.

It should be the greatest day for her, not until she lost her world because of what happened to her. She was raped.

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She opened her eyes. It's a little blurry, but she can see the sun is shining brightly. It's not clear for her, but she knows that this is going to be a great day. She smiled.

She heard a ticking of a machine or something. She knows it's not a clock. She looked around. It's not her room, but she knows where she was. She doesn't know what is she doing in a hospital?

"Orihime! You're awake! " her brother said while jumping out from his seat.

"Onii-chan.. what am I doing here?" She asked.

"You were put in coma for 1 month, Orihime." He said. He smiled. But it was a weak smile.

"Eh! Really! " She asked wide eyed.

"Yes. Orihime, can you remember anything?" He asked. It's confusing why his little sister is cheerful after what happened to her.

She looked up in the ceiling and put her pointing finger on her chin. "hmmm.."

"I...I-I don't.." She smiled after saying this. Sora was shock of what he heard.

"Onii-chan? Why? Does something happen to me? "Orihime looked at his brother, waiting for his answer. He can't answer her. Not now. He's avoiding her gaze. He's angry to that bastard who ruined his sister's life. He clichéd his hand.

"...D-Do the green little men attack me or something?" she added. He looked at her again. He's relief to see her happy anyway.

"Y-yeah.. Sort of.. A-are you hungry?" he change the subject. He can't ruin her good mood. Someday, he will tell her everything, at the right moment.

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end of Chapter

ok, It's 1:07am here and again, sorry for my lame english. I'm still thinking how the first chapter will go on. BTW, this idea comes to my mind a month ago. I was watching the news and this particular news got my attention. It's about a girl here in our country, she was raped. well, gang raped and I really felt sorry for her. She was in coma for a week or so..(can't remember) and when she woke up, she can't remember anything what happened to her. The doctors and the chief justice here decided not to tell her or shock her. What really got me is that she's not allowed to have any visitors except her family. Some questions pops into my mind. "what if she wont't remember anything and it take years for her to remember and recover?" I saw the door of her room in the hospital (on TV, of course.) There is a sign "NO VISITORS ALLOWED".*spoiler* Another question pops into my mind. "what if her soulmate accidentally comes to her room and they fell inlove with each other?" and then.. This Story was created.

I just want to share it! Enjoy people! R&R!

~ WinteRen Hime