Chapter 1

Hi everyone! This story is basically based on The Worst Couple and will be a multi-chapter story. I don't know how often I will update, because I'm a very busy person, but right now it's the holidays so I'll update more often that I would if it was a school day. I live in the UK btw and not America (Duh) so like, I might use British terms instead of American, like say, Americans might say 'parking lot', I might write 'car park' cuz that's what we say in the UK.

Disclaimer: if I owned Victorious, bade would definitely be together right now… guess that just shows that, no, unfortunately, I don't own Victorious.

This is my first story. Here goes:

Jade's POV

"One" I said, while closing the door. I glared at Beck before the door fully closed. What was up with him? He was acting way more pissed than usual, and he's never pissed. Hm, well, if he wants to keep his hair on, away from my scissors, he better get here soon; I'm starving. Stupid Beck made me come here just to show he was right. So what if they were playing cards without us? I could care less. Ok, that's a slight lie. I kind of hoped he was wrong about them playing cards without us. I at least expected Cat to invite us; I mean she was my best friend. I guess she wanted a break from what happened in the janitor's closet earlier today. Ugh, whatever.

"Two." Come on Beck! Just get to the door already! How long does it take to walk a few metres and twist a door knob? I had a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, a feeling telling me that he had enough. He wouldn't come. I pushed that feeling away and glared at the door.

"Three." He better come out soon. I hate waiting and he knows that. I crossed my arms. I hate everyone.

"Four." I glared more fiercely at the door, but knew it wouldn't do anything. I couldn't believe he still wasn't coming. I could hear slight footsteps. They better be his. I kept counting.

"Five!" He still wasn't coming. Gosh, honestly how long does it take? I'm half way there. I could practically hear my hearth thumping. Ok, Jade count slower; he's just probably teasing you, making you wait for him. I swear once he gets out here and kisses me, I'll rip his hair out… or I might just hit him… I like his hair… That feeling that he wasn't coming started to come back. What if he didn't come?

"Six!" I heard a thud. What the heck was going on? I wanted to open the door but that would only make me seem weak. I was definitely pissed at Beck but I still love him with all my heart. Maybe he didn't love me as much as I thought he did. It's already been six seconds and he's not out here. I didn't want him to break up with me; I couldn't imagine my life without him.

"Seven" I heard Trina say something, and then Beck. What the fuck? I couldn't open the door, but I wanted to so badly. I swear if Vega was even touching him, I'll kill her. What if they're making out this very moment? I was about to reach for the door. No Jade! You can't show weakness!

"Eight!" Even I could tell how hesitant my voice was. Where was he? Come on! Please!

"Nine." Oh, my god. One second left. No! He has to open the door! He has to! I could feel my heart beating. He has to come, he just has to. Ok, count much slower Jade, you're rushing.

I have to say it. If I don't, I'll seem weak. And how foolish would that be?

"Ten" my voice cracked. I said it. He didn't come. He left me standing here. I reached to the door handle, but then stopped. He didn't open the door. Why should I? I stepped back, and just walked away, trying so hard not to cry. How could he not come?

Beck's POV

My hand was on the door knob. Just twist it, I said to myself. But didn't. I still loved her, more than she could ever imagine, but I was tired of us fighting. As much I loved to see her jealous, I hated us fighting, and I know she does too, even if she may not admit it.

"Ten." I heard her voice crack. I wanted to open the door so badly, I could practically feel the desperation in her voice, whether the rest of them could tell or not, whether she would admit it or not. I could feel the door handle move slightly, and it wasn't me. This brought hope. Maybe she would open the door, I would apologize, we would kiss and everything would be ok again. Life isn't a fairy-tale, I reminded myself. She didn't open the door. Why would she? I didn't. My heart sank as I heard her footsteps, getting more distant, each footstep felt like a kick in the gut. I regretted not opening the door, as soon as I heard her car drive away. I couldn't believe it. We were over. All because of me. I could've twisted the doorknob. I could've. I would've. But I didn't.

Jade's POV
I got in my car and drove a block away and just parked my car. I wasn't at home; I just couldn't drive right now. I'm surprised I was able to drive here, with my hands shaking so violently. Eating was now the last thing on my list. It was silent for a while. I broke down crying. I don't know what triggered it. Maybe it was the silence that was there when I got to ten. When he didn't open the door. I cried harder. He didn't love me. He lied. He left me sanding there, looking like a fool. He broke my heart. I felt so alone, without him. No-one cared. No-one came. They let me drive away. He let me drive away. I drove him away with my over-the-top bitchiness and over-protective ness. But he broke all those promises; all those things he said to me were lies.

Jade, I would never and could never leave you; you mean too much to me. A Lie. I didn't mean anything to him. He left me.

Jade, I love you with all my heart, I would never leave you. Another fucking lie. You're a liar, Beck. You said you'd never leave me. Yet here I am. Alone. You fucking left me.

I love you. Another lie. He didn't love me. Not one bit. He didn't open the door; clear proof that he didn't love me. Well guess what, beck? I hate you! I hate you! I… I still love you. Damn it, Beck.

Even after everything he did to me, all those lies he told me, I still love him.

After about 20 minutes, I regained my strength and drove home. I was still crying on the inside, but I had to put on a tough façade. I'm fucking Jade West. I don't cry for anybody, for anything. Except him. He meant the world to me. Luckily, the drive home wasn't very long, I lived in the same neighbourhood as Vega (unfortunately) and there were no cars; it was quite late. I got to my house and opened the door. I got inside and slammed it shut. I ran up to my room without a word. I could tell I was about to cry again. No-one was home, which was good because I really couldn't deal with my family, especially my father.

I got to my black room and ran to my bed. I grabbed my pillow and started crying into it. He left me. All alone. I subconsciously held my necklace, the necklace Beck had gotten me on out 1st Anniversary. (A/N I'm not sure if they wore it in the scene when they broke up, but let's just say that they did! X) We both wore one, for a sign of our love. It was a circle, representing eternal love. Well, I guess for me, it still stayed true, but for Beck… not so much. The thought of him not loving me brought more tears, as I sobbed louder. I no longer had anyone to hold me. To tell me they loved me, even if it was a lie. I no longer had anyone to kiss me sweetly and call me his. To be the only one I could be myself around. I no longer had anyone who would wake me up in the morning with a sweet kiss, if I was staying over at his, and make me coffee without a word. I no longer had anyone that would understand me as much as Beck did- wait- as much as I thought Beck did. I no longer had anyone. Except for Cat, my best friend. I looked at my phone to see that I had one missed call from Cat and a text message. It read:

To: Jade

From: Cat

Oh my god, jade! Are you Ok? I'm coming over; I'll be there in a few.

Yeah, Cat, I'm spitting rainbows after the guy I love with all my life, my boyfriend of 3 years just dumped me, I thought sarcastically. I had stopped crying, and realised that my make-up had smudged onto the pillow. I went to my bathroom and washed off my make-up. I didn't bother putting more on. I felt no need. I felt as if nothing had a purpose anymore. At least with Beck, life was tolerable. Just thinking of Beck brought fresh tears to my eyes, but I refused to cry. He was probably making out with Vega or something. The thought brought indescribable pain to my heart. Ugh, I'm being mushy. See what love does to you?

I heard the doorbell ring, and knew it was Cat. I walked downstairs rather slowly. Don't get me wrong I appreciate her doing this, and love her like a sister, no matter how annoying she can be, but she can wait… the way Beck made me wait…

I got to the front door and opened it, to see her standing there, looking at me. I stared back at her with a blank expression on my face.

"Are you Ok?" she whispered, as if if she spoke too loudly, I would break down crying. I didn't reply, but just stood back so she could come in. She closed to door behind her, and as soon as she did, I broke down crying again, sobs wracking my body. I opened the door so easily, it didn't take very long. Why couldn't he? I couldn't stop thinking about him. I cried onto her shoulder, I felt so helpless. If you tell anyone, I swear ill rip your eyes out chop them into small bits and make you eat them. No-one ever saw me cry, except for Cat and... Beck. Just thinking about him made me cry harder. She rubbed my back and hugged me tightly while I uncontrollably cried harder and harder into her shirt, hugging her back. I usually would let no-one see me this way, but Cat was my best friend since forever, and I just couldn't help it. I was so emotionally wrecked. Yes, I have a heart… a broken one at the moment.

She led me into the front room, while I tried to get my crying under control, sniffing and sobbing every once in a while. She sat down on the sofa, half-dragging me down too. Once she was sure I had somewhat stopped crying, she gave me a quick hug and wordlessly went into the kitchen. I knew what she was doing, and she knew that I knew. A few minutes had past. I was still trying hard not to break down all over again, but I couldn't help the few silent tears that slipped every now and then.

Beck's POV

"Let's play some cards" I said, trying to keep my 'cool guy' act. I felt like crying, but I knew I couldn't do that. I looked at everyone, to see their shocked faces. I saw something more than just sadness and shock in Cat's. Anger, maybe? As soon Cat had counted the cards, and we were just about to start a new game, Cat lost it.

"How could you do this to Jade? She's probably crying out there and here you are, playing a stupid game of cards," she said/screamed, before pushing herself away from the table, glaring at me and stalking off, to find Jade, probably. Cat never acted like this, she was always so bubbly and happy, I guess there was more to her than just the ditzy red-head we thought she was. Everyone was shocked from her sudden outburst. When she mentioned jade, my heart broke all over again. I lost the girl of my dreams. It was all my fault. I couldn't handle it anyone. I had to get to my RV. I was clearly about to lose it. I wordlessly got up, noticing everyone's confused faces.

"I'm going home," I said simply before heading towards the door. The same damn door that kept Jade and I apart only a few minutes ago. I felt my eyes water. I had to get to my RV. I drove home; it wasn't a very long drive. I got to my RV, and shut the door. There were still a few dents from the last time Jade had kicked it open. Jade. That was probably, the last time ever, that she would have kicked it down, seeing as she wasn't my girlfriend anymore. I couldn't help it. I started crying. I never cried. Ever. But I don't know, I guess that pain of losing Jade was too much. I couldn't believe myself. I've been such an ass. I couldn't believe it when I said that I wasn't happy with our relationship. In front of all those people. It killed me when I saw the look of hurt in Jade's eyes, the same hurt that was evident when I said that I had a car that she could slam her face in. What kind of boyfriend am I- I mean was I? The thought brought more tears. I looked around my RV. Half of it was filled with Jade's things; her clothes, make-up all the lumps of fat she collected. My hand went to my neck, where my necklace was. It was a simple ring on a black thread. The ring was engraved. It read: 'To the love of my life. I'll never stop loving you. Happy Anniversary.' It was true. I never will stop loving her; she was just too damn perfect in her own way. But I guess she hates me with all her might; I gave her lots of good enough reasons to. But I hope she does know, I never did stop loving her, and never will.

Jade's POV

Once Cat had made the coffee, we just sat in silence, listening to the rain outside. It started raining just a few minutes ago, but it was quite likely that it may keep raining all night; it was that heavy. The silence wasn't awkward it was actually quite comforting. I broke the silence.

"What happened after I went?" I asked, my hoarse voice cracking twice.

She was quite for a while, an unsure look plastered on her face.

"Tell me, Cat. I want to know," I said with more force. I really wanted to know what Beck did, but I guess I wouldn't get to know much because Cat's here now, so I'm not sure what's happening right now. I really wish Beck isn't with Vega. My stomach turned at the thought of Beck with Vega.

Cat's POV (A/N this will go a bit behind. It will be from when she arrives at Jade's house)

I rang the doorbell as I got the steps of Jade's house. Poor Jade. I know she loved Beck more than anything. Even more than her scissors or coffee, and really did love scissors and coffee, and all Beck did was break her heart. He really was being a meanie to Jade today. I'm not really sure why. I got so scared when I was in the janitors closet with them. I had never seen Beck so mad. But then again, he did have a point, but then so did Jade. Oh, I really wish I could help her. Knowing her, she probably cried as soon as she got home. I really wish she would answer the door. When she finally did, I just stood there, staring at her, I tried hard to hide my sympathy because Jade hates it when someone pities her, and apparently, I did a good job, because she didn't get annoyed, or maybe she was just too sad to realise. Anyway, I just stood there, with her doing the same, with a slightly sad, blank expression on her face. I could tell she had been crying, as her make-up was now off, and her eyes were puffy and her nose was slightly red at the tip.

I broke the silence, asking her if she was ok.

"Are you OK?" I whispered, I didn't want to speak loudly, I don't know why actually; it just didn't seem like the right time. I also didn't want her to cry right now, at least let her get inside. I could tell she was trying hard not to cry. She didn't say anything, she just moved out of my way, enabling me to get in. Hehe enable, it's a weird word when you say it again and again enable, enable. What am I doing? I should be helping my poor best friend right now! Silly Cat! I internally scolded myself. (A/N Sorry, Cat just seemed a little OOC so I had to add that!) I got inside the house and closed the door behind me. As soon as I did, she started crying again. I hugged her and rubbed her back.

She shouldn't be crying over Beck! He was so mean to her, even though Jade can be mean, but that's just who she is. Beck was unusually mean. But then again, I guess she can't help that fact that she's in love, and of course, as many people have said, love hurts. I know what it's like. I've been in-love with Robbie since ages, but I don't think he likes me like that. Rex is always so mean! Even I know that Rex speaks through Robbie, and so in a way, Robbie is always saying those mean things to me. Anyway, that's not the issue here. After a few minutes, Jade had somewhat gotten her crying under control, and I led her to the front room. When I was sure that she had stopped crying, I quickly hugged her and went to the kitchen to make her coffee.

I had been at her house lots of times, which is why I knew my way around this place. I remember that time I came here so that I could sing a song with her and post it on the slap. She had just come back from a date with Beck, which is why she agreed to sing with me (despite all the persuading 'pleases') Hehe despite. It's a funny word. I shook my head, and went back to making the coffee. I will definitely miss Beck and Jade, or as I liked to call them Bade, as a couple, they were very cute together. Don't tell Jade I said that though. She will kill me for calling her and Beck cute.

I went back into the front room where Jade was, so see her crying silent tears. It broke my heart to see her like that. I loved Jade like a sister, and never wanted her to cry. I handed her the coffee. It was silent for a while; the only sound was the sound of the rain beating on the roof, before she broke it by saying,

"What happened after I went?"

I really didn't want to answer her, because I know it would upset her more. I'm not sure if Beck is at home at the moment, he probably is though, I could tell he was about to cry, even though the others may not have. Beck and I aren't exactly really close, but I loved Beck like a brother and really look up to him. But I still can't believe he did that to Jade. I probably will never forgive him, and if I did, it would take me quite a long time to do so. I gave Jade an unsure look.

"Tell me, Cat. I want to know," she said, more forcefully. I guess she deserved to know.

"He… he said 'let's play cards' so then we went to the table. And I wanted to see how Beck reacted so I stayed a bit. But I got annoyed at him any everyone else for not going to you. So I shouted at them and left to come to you," I looked at her hesitantly, because I knew she wouldn't like what Beck had done. She had a blank expression on her face, but I knew better. On the inside, she was clearly crumbling. I pulled her into a hug, and she returned the favour, sobbing into my shoulder again, not that I minded. She pulled back after a bit, but I saw a look on her face; she was hurt. Really badly. It would have been better if she exploded and started screaming, saying how dare he play cards. But she just sat there, hesitantly playing with her fingers.

"He-he just played cards? As if he hadn't just broken up with his long-term girlfriend that he claimed to 'love'?" she asked, really hurt. I knew that he still loved her. I saw the way he looks her and past the nonchalant look on his face; he was heart-broken. Although, I don't know why, he was the one to break up with Jade, and crush her poor heart.

"I'm sure he still loves you Jade," I said, trying to comfort her. I felt so helpless. This wasn't like Jade. At all. She was never this broken. I knew that her 'mean girl' look was just a façade. She built up walls that she only let me and Beck break down. But Beck had left her, although I knew he still loves her, whether she knows it or not. But she should also know that I will never leave her, she always has been and always will be my best friend forever.

"No, he doesn't Cat. He doesn't love me. He never did. If he did love me, why did he leave me? Why did he say all those things to me? And even if he did once love me, the love went, he left me Cat, he left me." She said, breaking down once again. It broke my heart to see them apart. I know they both still loved each other with all their hearts.

I knew they both loved and still do love each other immensely, but I was mad at Beck. How could he do this to Jade?

"You know what? You deserve better than him! You don't need him, Jade!" I randomly shouted. But it was true. Jade didn't deserve to be hurt. He might still be at Tori's house right now, playing cards, while she was crying her eyes out.

"I do Cat, I do need him, more than you could imagine. Even if he doesn't love me anymore, I could never stop loving him. He's my everything, Cat, and I drove him away," Oh, gosh. Jade really was heartbroken.

"He still loves you Jade," I said, again. I knew it was true, whether she knew that or not. She just shook her head 'no', probably too tired to argue.

I didn't know what to do after that, so I hugged her again, really tight. It was silent for a while.

"Do you want me to stay over?" I asked, pulling away. That's the least I could do to help; I know Jade doesn't want to be on her own at the moment.

"Please," she whispered. I gave her a small smile, which she unsuccessfully returned. He attempt of a smile turned out to be more of a grimace. I led her to her black bedroom. Honestly, her room was kind of spooky, and wasn't really my favourite place on earth. But my needs were the least of my worries. I looked over at Jade to see her trying to hold back tears.

When I got to the top of the stairs, I suddenly stopped and pulled her into yet another hug. She seemed shocked but returned the hug. She started crying silently, while I rubbed her back comfortingly. Her tears had soaked my pink shirt, but I could care less. Once the tears had stopped, she pulled back, sniffing.

"Thanks Cat. I really appreciate it," she said gratefully, while I just smiled at her, glad I could help.

"That's what best friends are for, right?" I said, trying to cheer her up.

I know what you all are probably thinking: THE Jade West has a heart? First, she cries, then thanks someone? You see, Jade's not just a heartless brat (I'm not allowed to say swears. Other people call he a heartless lady-dog. But I'm a good girl so I don't swear), she has a softer, innocent and more loving side of her. She built up walls, walls that she only let Beck and I break down.

Jade's POV

We got to my room and changed into our pyjamas, (Cat and I had a lot of sleepovers, which is why she had quite a few of her things here) brushed our teeth and went straight to bed. We didn't say anything. I looked over at Cat after a few silent minutes, to see her asleep, a slight smile on her lips. I wonder what she was dreaming of. Again, my hand went subconsciously to the necklace Beck gave me.

"I love you, Beck," I whispered, before closing my eyes and going to sleep.

Cat's POV

I really wish everything could go back to the way it sued to be. With Beck and Jade happy. And together. They have to get back together. I know someone had to do something to make that happen; they were both too stubborn to do something. But how? I fell asleep, thinking about Jade and Beck, dreaming about them being happy, along with the rest of us. Now I'm just waiting for that dream to come true.

Beck's POV

I got into bed, feeling completely empty and drained. It felt so weird, knowing that she would no longer be sleeping here, in my cramped RV. It hurt when I thought why. Every time I closed my eyes, her face would pop up into my head. I wanted to at least say something to her. Maybe I should text her. Not an apology, definitely no, that would just make matters worse. I would never apologize through a text. Maybe I should say good night, or something. I decided against it, though. She probably hates me, and wants nothing to do with me, and although it hurts, I respect her decision.

"I love you, Jade," I whispered before trying to go to sleep.

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Hi sorry, I know that the ending is really bad. I just needed to end it. And I'm also sorry because of all the point of views; I just needed to get them across. Oh and also, sorry, but the chapters wont ALL be as long as this one. Also, I'm sorry if Cat seemed very out of character; I just didn't know how she would react to Jade being like that. So, did u guys like it? Hate it? Please R&R. Please be honest but gentle! Thanks, Love you guys! XoXo