Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.


I don't expect for you to understand why I've done what I've done and I don't expect to be forgiven. I take full responsibility for the part I've played in this insanity, in the destruction of everything I once loved, adored, in the undoing of my world.

A world I entered so full of promise and dreaming of change, and a world I'll leave strict and repressed. I just want to lay the whole story out, full of my proudest moments and moments I'd rather forget. It all seemed to happen so fast. The way every aspect of my young life had been spun and torn apart like loose ends of a sweater.

I've lost far too much to still be the same person. That's what this whole thing is. A last-ditch attempt to see if I can pinpoint the moment. The very second everything started to go downhill. You could say it was pathetic but I'm dying and I'm desperate to have a fair say in how I'm remembered.

Because I won't be forgotten.

And I don't want to be remembered as Hermione Granger- the traitor of the Golden Trio.


AN: That old intro thingy was way too much new one is somewhat better.

Yay Beta! updates coming I promise I know I suck!