I can't help it

Rushing around

Feelings swirling

about

You.

I would stop them if I could

So distracting

So heartbreaking

Unable to think

Unable to breathe

around

You.

But what about him?

Confused

Turned around

I see him

Out of the corner of my eye

Does he exist anymore?

I know in my heart,

But in reality?

I guess so.

But in that way?

How would I know.

He is gone.

Complicated...

I can't help it

So attracted

Still attracted

Even if it's over

Is it over?

Is something over if it never even was?

Will it be?

Complicated...

But I know

I can't help

Being in love

with

You.