AN: SOOOOOOO

I gave up on my other story..yeah I know I suck and blah blah blah but I just couldn't find any inspiration to finish it. maybe I should just wait and see if I get any inspiration in the long run.

This story is going to be completely different from the one everyone might have read before. It's the same title but very very different.

Hopefully its good. And if it isn't then I'm going to just suck it up and write until I get some inspiration for my other story :]

CHAPTER ONE

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Sia- Breathe me

It was cold out today.

The rain was falling hard against the windows of the small café where me and my fiancé were meeting up at. My stomach was in snots, my heart was racing my palms sweaty. I couldn't believe I was going to do this. After four years of my life, I was going to be free and love freely.

This is the right thing to do.

Taking a deep breath I raise my hand towards the hostess and smile at her as she walks towards me "what can I get for you sweetie?" I handed her back the menu and smiled "I'll have a cappuccino please. Mocha actually" she nodded and smiled at me looking at the big diamond ring in my finger. "he must be a lucky man and he has really good taste" I smiled and thanked her while inside I was breaking apart.

I had fallen out of love.

It was that simple.

My father, charlie thought we were always meant to be together and so did my mom. When I had announced our engagement they threw us a party and everything. While I was enjoying the moment of feeling somewhat happy, in the back of my head something told me I was a liar.

I didn't love him

The lovely lady brought me my cappuccino and I smiled at her as I took a sip, waiting for him to show up. Taking in a deep breath the bells rung, letting me know he was either here already or someone else was coming in to get coffee. My heart stopped when he glared at me as he made his way to the small round table I was sitting at. The lovely lady walked towards us as he sat down and offered him something to drink. Rudely he yelled at her told her to go do her job and to let him decide on his own. The woman looked at me, pity and sadness in her eyes as she realized this was the man I was suppose to marry. She walked away almost as if she was running away from him, in fear that he would hurt her.

He won't hurt you. He hurts me instead

"why the hell are we here anyways? I have work to do!" he sneered as he looked at his phone, texting away, ignoring me. I was glad I had bought a house and had everything I needed. I had all my belonging moved this morning right after he had left to go to work, I was not going to let him ruin my life. Taking in a deep breath I cleared my throat, his gaze meeting mines finally. "Jacob..this" I gestured between us "is not working for me. I can't take it anymore. I'm dying slowly and suffocating I can't keep going on like this" I whispered the last part, afraid he would hit me right in front of everyone. Instead, he looked shocked for a moment, his mouth hanging open "I'm moving out. I'm leaving you. I can't and will not marry you" I looked at my hands and at the beautiful ring I had, sliding it off my finger I placed it in the empty place next to my cup and stood up.

"This, is goodbye. You can tell my father I don't care. After today you won't ever see me again." Still staring at me with wide eyes and his mouth hanging open I walked passed him looking back to see if he had moved, but he was staring at the ring. Emotionless. Pushing the door open, I rushed to Rosalie's car and slammed the door shut, taking deep breaths. "Are you okay Bella?" rosalie whispered as she placed her hand on top of mines. "yeah, I'm f-f-fine" I stuttered a bit but smiled at her. We sat in the car in silence, rosalie texting someone while I stared at nothing. Rose and I both jumped when we heard Jacob yelling my name. "Bella! You can't do this!" he screamed looking both ways of the street. People would stop and stare and look around wondering who he was yelling to "you cant leave me! I won't let you! you're father won't let you! you are nothing without me!" he screamed loudly as he got into his car and drove off.

"come on, let's get out of here and help you relax okay hun?" I smiled at her as I nodded. She pulled out of the parking spot she was in and started to drive off. Turning my head to look out the window I smiled, silent tears falling down my face. I was free.

I was finally free…

So that's the first chapter. Hope it was okay at least. This might be an all Bella POV but I don't know yet I have to see I mean it is her story after all, but I will let you guys tell me what you think!

R&R

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