Rpov

Ever sence I was born he has been by my side. I love him but its to complicated. You know, its hard to think of him as any thing more than a best friend. He has always been there for me in my time of need. Its never been weird between us, now I get this weird feeling in my stomach whenever he touches me or looks at me with that sparkle in his eye.

I have to be very careful not to think about these feelings whenever I am around my father, because I know for a fact that if I talk about that with him things will just take a turn for the worse.

I don't now what to do I love him. My friend. My love. My protector. My Jacob.